Sometimes I get angry at myself and everyone. I can’t control it because- PTSD… and mood swings…
I have bipolar too, and mild anxiety. I don’t consider it that severe but I do have problems with it at times
And my family doesn’t understand me, and certainly no one else does…
My anxiety is not mild.
So I’m an anxious, paranoid autistic. Fun.
I get that, I have moderate to severe ptsd and bipolar and mild anxiety and depression
PTSD from what, if you don’t mind me asking?
I feel like God made me and was like ”SUFFER.”
Like wow. Ok, so my life is doomed to be never ending misery? I can’t trust anyone and everyone around me- I just hurt em somehow?
Like what’s the point of living
I’ve tried it and it never worked…
I might rant here a lot, so if I get annoying and b****y just tell me
trigger warning
a lot of issues that I don’t feel comfortable sharing online. I don’t want to get into specifics, but I will mention it involves attempting and sexual violence. my family has never understood, and none of my friends do either
don’t worry about it if people get offended it’s their fault
^ same
I’ve tried multiple times. I wish it had all ended then…
I’m very blunt (another thing related to being autistic) so. I say things. Just say it.
yeah I’ve offended multiple people before because my brain is such a b-tch sometimes, gotta love bipolar
Oh, I’m sorry… it’s good that they never worked out, because you’re my friend now. And if you weren’t my friend, I’d be sad.
I guess if it did work out, I wouldn’t have gotten to experience much things.
I feel like someone or something stopped me from doing it.
The mania (at least that’s what I think is, lol) ain’t fun. Not fun. They feel fun but they’re not.
when I’m in my manic episode I feel like a bomb that is about to explode. combined with my array of mental health problems I basically always feel like sh-t
I have no filter
I fluctuate between angry, sad, or extremely happy.
It’s like me when I get high on weed basically
that makes two of us