Did you know love was a lie? Almost 50% of marriages end in divorce, and the other 50%, Paige swears they’re probably the most unhappy people in the world. Sure… maybe there was a small percentage… a tiny sliver that was actually happy. Maybe her siblings - Jess, Anna, even Emmy - had found it. But then again, it was only the begging. Jessica and Dorian? Maybe they’d last - Paige actually liked the man. Dorian’s family, however, could fcking suck it. However, there was also a chance that in 10 more years, they’d get bored of each other. Emmy and Piper? Cute couple - but would long-distance really work? And Anna… well… love her but Paige would not be surprised to hear if Cecilia and her ended it. Not because they didn’t love each other, but simply because love didn’t fcking last. It was fake. The only people you could trust was yourself, and maybe… maybe your family. But, even family hurt you. And friends? Well, it was better not to have any.
Look at Eddie Flynn - innocent, annoying, and probably believes in love. Did Paige think he was going to find it in his life? Maybe he would, maybe he’d find a perfect little girl to make him happy. The sex would be subpar, but hey - that probably suited Eddie’s taste. However, would it last? No. One of them would cheat on the other - it’s simply a bet of who would be first, and sadly, Paige’s money wasn’t on the man in front of her.
As she found the man again after the ceremony - teasing him once again about the sex tape they had made that everyone now knew about… not that Paige actually cared about that but clearly he did. Though… with his response to her… something in her switched. She felt… fckign annoyed with his you don’t know me and found herself rolling her eyes. Right. She doesn’t know you. Touché assh0le. “Really? Let me give a guess darling, because I really do think I have you down to a t. You’re Eduard Flynn, the boy always standing in the bloody shadows with your camera out. It’s cute, I’ll admit. Or it was until you p!ssed me off because now I really don’t give a sh!t about you… not that I did in the first place but l just thought I should clarify. Anyways, back to our little talk. Your best friends with possibly the most vanilla person in the world, Amelia Grace, but you like it like that. You like to feel safe - and you find comfort in being with those who stay in your comfort zone that you’ve created. I’m not that, darling, and I never will be. But even though you like your little vanilla sundae life, you like a little spice. Darling, you like the idea of being someone different. Being someone you’re not. You like to be behind the camera, but you’re enticed by being in front of it… by actually being the main character in your own life… you just aren’t ready to do that yourself which is exactly why you find yourself right back behind the camera - watching the action from afar instead of living in it. Sweetie, you’re boring. You will always be boring, and the only time you’re actually enjoying life - you go and fcking ruin it like you did as a fcking kid.” With her last words, she shut up… she shouldn’t have said that. She was just… screw it. Fck this bull, Paige didn’t need this. “Let’s get one thing straight, sweetie, you’re nothing but the boy behind the camera and you always will be. I gave you a taste of what it would be like to live your life, but you’ll never actually be that person. So maybe you should go to Amelia and make perfect little vanilla babies because that’s really where your life is headed. I hope you enjoy it. As for me… I’m simply a stranger who doesn’t know your name or anything about you so stay out of my way from now on, and I’ll stay out of yours. Oh, and do send my love to your sister. At least she knows what she wants and goes for it - unlike you.” With that, Paige turned around and walked away.
She didn’t need this, nope - which is exactly why she walked straight to her date - whatever his name was and pulled him into the first empty room she saw. “Take off your pants and fck me,” she told the man with no care in the world.
@Littlefeets - Fck you Eddie
@CerealKiller - Raph mentioned but you don’t have to reply