Adonis could not believe Atlas was comparing what he had done to the possibility of them breaking up. That was a whole different thing! “That’s different and you know it too, I’m not going to give you shxt for breaking up with Leon if you had, Leon would have gotten over it because he cares about you most of all and wants your happiness! He would rather you break up with him and still be seen than for you to disappear for years. I would have rather had that too!” Adonis screamed to himself in his mind and yet spoke softly to Atlas as he said the last part. As much as Adonis hated to admit, Atlas disappearance had also affected him greatly.
Adonis was just getting used to Atlas- no longer seeing him as the small btchy ant he used to see him but seeing him as a person- like the progress!!! Anyways, he was getting fond of Atlas and of Atlas and leon’s relationship and Atlas just had to carry himself and get kidnapped apparently from what Atlas is suggesting. “I agree Evie something would have come, but it would have been stalled for much longer- he wsould have been older instead of being 15 and having the grief of a middle aged man” Adonis said- Adonis was not blaming all of Leons mental issues on Atlas- no that would have been wrong. Ever since Adonis knew Leon, Adonis knew this; leon was fcked up- a mess and Adonis was drawn to that. Perhaps because at the time, Adonis was also fcked up and he still was- though he was naive about how fcked up he truly was. Seeing someone truly fcked up- even more fcked up than him at that time made him relaxed, made him be able to hide his own messyness.
He always knew Leon to be capable of breaking- he always knew him to be a mess- that was how he knew Leon as. He always thought himself the opposite of leon, but him and leon were not so different. “Look, ant, I am not blaming Leon’s issues on you- Leon’s issues are his own issues, he has always had issues, and I get i’m being an @sshole or whatever, but I’m just saying, what did you think would have happened if you just left saying bye like once without context? You thought everything would be ok when you came back? That Leon would have just forgotten you like that? As if you were not his first love, Leon is much more emotional than that. He doesn’t forget easily, to him memories are like punishment that live with him forever,” Adonis said, “You could have been smarter about it… chose wiser… Idk God you could have done a lot of things better” Atlas had paused and then told him that he did not want to get Leon or his parents hurt- and yet he had hurt Leon when he felt, Adonis bitterly thought. But he did not say that- because he knew it would have been even more of an @sshole moved.
Atlas was being followed
Atlas was a child like all of them were at that time, Atlas was just as fcked up. “B-by who?” Adonis asked his voice hoarse as he noticed Evie’s hand on Atlas.
Sebastian stoood, his eyes flickering between them as he asked his question and Atlas answered. “You were in France?” Sebastian asked his brow raised, it’s been long since Sebastian has been in his birth nation. He was not allowed too after all, “Despise all the things that happened to you, how was it? France, I mean”