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As Elio stood in front of Lenora, he actually started to feel himself become a bit insecure. He wasn’t sure why this happened around her. She was clearly good looking, but it was more than just that. She had a hold on him in a way that no one else has ever done. He knew he had crazy strong feelings for her, he wanted to say it was the L word but that wasn’t in Elio’s vocabulary. And it was those feelings that he didn’t like. They were too intense for him so that was usually the cause of a falling out. He knew he was hurting her and vice versa but he couldn’t just say no and walk away from her. Did he really even want their either? Two years is a long time to just throw it all away because they had a little fight now and then. Elio knew many of their arguments were dumb to start out with and instead of just apologizing and getting over it they took the route to hurt one another.
He looked down to her hands grading his, causing his nervous grin to relax into the one that is always on his face when he is around her. Hey Eli- now that is one scary costume He let a chuckle out to her joke as he looked around at everyone else’s costumes. There were the basic angel’s and demons, costumes that stemmed from movies, girls trying to be sexy and failing or even guys for that matter and then there was Elio. A tee. Did Sienna help you chose that one? Actually the opposite, I think she was incredibly disappointed in my choices tonight.. She was one of those who didn’t fail trying to look hot tonight. I mean that was the point for some people on Halloween right? Get a skimpy outfit on and get to get drunk at some party, though thanks to the wealth of the Cerulean High students they got to actually be in a supposed haunted house. To Elio, Lenora succeeded and much better than the rest of the girls in the senior class. He couldn’t help but let his eyes give her a once over. A cowgirl, he knew that was the point of the costume. I’m thinking between the two of us, you would win best dressed
He let his eyes find hers again. They were home to him. Familiar and easy to fall back into. God Len, I really have missed you. He meant it, even it didn’t seem that way in the fact that it’s been a little over a month since they had more than conversations outside of texting or Snapchat. Who had she been talking to? Though it may seem like he would pick up his phone and be with the first girl who answered, outside of Paige, that hasn’t happened. I miss being with you…. He admitted to the girl who he wanted to make happy again and hopefully be able to call her his girlfriend officially again. He didn’t want to see her with anyone else and if that ever happened, he wouldn’t even know what to do. It wouldn’t happen, he wouldn’t be able to let it happen. He would always and is always there to stand up for her, even when they are on the outs. Drinks? He questioned to her since he didn’t see one in her hand and to also let things become a little more natural because alcohol seemed to make everyone a little more at ease. He wasn’t sure what type of Elio and Lenora there would be here tonight but he was hoping it was the good kind.
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