The Picnic: Cloning with Lydia
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"“What precisely did Aurelia intend to do at the Wycliff stables?” Belle inquired, leaning closer to dear lydia who sat opposite to her, egging her to continue and to tell more as after all would it not be right to assume that Lydia knew more? From the looks of it, and from the slight hesitant that Belle had picked up, indeed Lydia knew more than she was giving out. But perhaps Belle was imagining things, she had to because if Lydia truly knew more, why was she withholding information? Perhaps she had simple forgotten Belle mused, furrowed her brows as another idea got to her head.
But what if Lydia did not just simple forgot? What if she had actually withhold the information on purpose or what if she was working with… No, no, Lydia could never. Damn those rubbish thoughts that filled Belle’s head, this is why one should not always overthink a situation for an over thinking could lead to wild and spiraling thoughts. For why would Lydia be capable of such a thing that inside inside Belle’s head, she had accused her of? Lydia wanted to save Aurelia just as much as Belle did, if not more for after all, Aurelia was Lydia’s sister. Lydia’s elder sister, and if it was Belle, no matter how much and Josephine disagree with each other, Belle would of course always chose to save her sister from what ever problems. Kind blood was kind blood after all, and Lydia wanted for the best.
Yet… Yet, a a lingering whisper defied Belle’s self-assurances. ‘But instincts never lie’ Belle thought to herself, her soft blue eyes, portals to a sea of unspoken emotion, fixated momentarily on Lydia’s face. The flicker of uncertainty wove its ephemeral dance before Belle dismissed it with a measured shake of her head. Trust, a delicate currency rarely spent in abundance by Belle, found an esteemed abode in Lydia’s corner. While Lydia’s ledger might not boast full credence in Belle’s eyes, the 63% she earned spoke volumes. Belle filled with the 63% trust for Lydia and the 100% love for her, couldn’t fanthom Lydia possible for the dark dark thoughts that Belle was imagining, the thoughts that Lydia did not actually want to save Aurelia. Of course such a thoughts where thoughts of stupidity and of Belle’s unwise moment like Belle had agreed on, because from the day that Belle met Lydia, she knew that Lydia was a lady of freedom. She breath and lived on freedom, just like Belle did. All Lydia ever truly wanted was to be free and she had gained that sense from freedom from Aurelia, and of course as Lydia was ‘taught’ to be free by Aurelia, she too would want Aurelia to be free from her twised .indoctrinate mind. Therefore, Belle was simple overthinking it and perhaps she was not but still it was private, she assumes that Aurelia, the old her of course, had asked Lydia to keep it a secret for her and Belle should not interfere much in the matters of sisters and blood should she?
Belle couldn’t help but laugh at Lydia’s teasing, the banter between them a familiar and comforting rhythm. Lydia had always been the more daring of the Ellis sisters, the one who approached challenges with a spirit of adventure and without hesitation, compared to Belle who always loved hesitation- in that way Belle and Lydia were foils of each other and Belle like that, because lydia was quite intriguing. Belle had always said that if Lydia was in a book, the book would revolve around her as Lydia had the face and spirit of a protagonist.
“Oh, Lydia, you know me too well,” Belle replied, her eyes sparkling with amusement. “Fifty is just the beginning, isn’t it? Perhaps I shall aim for a hundred, and each one more mischievous than the last.” She chuckled, the lightness of the conversation a welcome distraction from the serious matter at hand. “And I shall name them each after you- a girl named Lydia of course, another one Dia, a boy named Lydus and another Lyn and then I shall dump the responsibilities of raising them on you for you shall be their godmother and they shall love you most,” Belle teased, “After all i couldn’t possibly dump t on the poor maids and your mother has always said you shall make a good wife and mother- Oh no that was a lie, your mother had always said the opposite.” Belle teased, letting out a soft laughter, “By the way, speaking of your mother, is it true what Lady Whistledown had said?” Belle asked remembering Lady whistledown words, “She had arranged for men trice your age to court you?” Though it was a question, Belle was not shocked- it was Duchess Ellis we were talking about after all. She had never been fond of any of her daughters, especially Lydia for Lydia was too free and bright for her and Aurelia back then, oh well the Aurelia Belle knew was a revolutionists- a rebel and Duchess Ellis had a distaste for her too but now it seemed, only Lydia met the sharp end of Duchess Ellis dislike.
As Lydia mentioned not changing and the importance of their friendship, Belle’s expression softened as her eyes brightened slightly as she shook her head, “Trust me, im way to far gone to ever change.” Belle laughed. But then her expression turned serious for a split second, “This is why we cannot allow for Lia to be to far gone and get to the bottom of this, And lydia” Belle voice became softer towards the end, “I am glad to have you in my life,”
Belle’s gaze shifted to the passing scenery outside the carriage window. The bustling streets and elegant buildings of the Ton painted a facade of opulence, concealing the secrets and mysteries that lurked beneath the polished surface. The journey to the Wycliff stables was both a physical and metaphorical movement into the heart of uncertainty.
She turned to lydia who began to speak, and Belle could not contain her laughter when Lydia had told her that she prided herself on being safe. “You? Safe?” She giggled, “Are those not antonyms?” Belle teased, her eyes sparkling with mirth. “You, my dearest Lydia, and safety seem to dance in different realms altogether,” Belle chimed in, a mischievous glint in her gaze. “Why, it’s as if safety takes one look at you and decides to take a spontaneous vacation!” Belle tone became gentler as she grabbed Lydia’s hands in her’s “And that is why you should actually try to be safe as we do this. For indeed, there is no risk too great in getting Aurelia back but Aurelia- whether the old or the new would not want you to harm yourself.”
But perhaps lydia’s calling for danger would be their greatest help, as after all it had been Lydia who had approached her and asked that they both take matters into their own hands. It was Lydia’s bravery and bold nature, and in this quest they shall both need that.
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