And I had Japanese yesterday. Gyoza and sushi.
When Iām home with my thoughts I do badly.
Senioritis is kicking in and I am so stressed with the amount of things Iāve been doing and dealing with. Itās all culminating and hard to think straight sometimes. Itās better when I can be out with friends or at school where I donāt have to think about things. Which is why when Iām home I tend to be in that bad place again.
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Awwww, thatās so cute of her. Your mum is sooo sweet.
Iām fine, except maybe a bit bored ā¦
I want cold hot dogs.
Itās yummy too.
Wicked. Glad you were spoilt! You deserve it!
Need a hug?
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TW - depression-ish
Iām doing well but on the inside I know Iām convincing myself Iām okay because I canāt cope with depression so masking it is easier and tbh itās working. My little depression flame hasnāt gone out, but itās helping??
Probably not in the long run but Iāll just worry about today. Iāve literally taught myself to be optimistic and pessimistic combined. Iām trying to be a balanced person. Iām trying to achieve perfect but when something goes wrong it really affects me.
Thatās also why I deleted most of my ranting thread posts. They just make me look at reality when I just want to run away from it.
Self image is improving though so thatās a plus
Physically my excema is super itchy rn, my hair is a mess, and I have a ungodly amount of cavities because of my stupid fragile teeth.
Ugrh
Hey, while this may not fully help, just know that if you need anything, we are here to support you
And that you are extremely beautiful, no matter what anybody says
I hope you feel better soon
My face hurts.