I shrugged. “I have no plans, I learned to live by the day instead of dream for a future. I used to have plans for the future but I’ve learned that your life can end before that” I said. “I then started thinking to make sure I live a life to be remembered for by helping other, but then wondered why I would spend my life for others that will shove you away when they don’t need you or when you’re in their way. People will take your life if it improves theirs so yeah, I make no plans. I just ended up here and I will see what comes on my path” I explained with a shrug.
I then looked at him. “Why don’t you tell me your wholesome dreams to give me some inspiration,” I asked with a grin
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“Only if you share some of your old plans for the future even if you don’t have them any more.” I say as I finish my plate of pasta and grab the other piece of bread. “They are the general poor kid dreams stability and a better life. I don’t need anything fancy but I would like better than this apartment. As far as family and relationship plans go Ive never been good at those. I honestly don’t have much for friends and I never had a family I could remember so I still don’t know if like kids and family are something I want for myself or not.” I mumble the last part with bread in my mouth. “Now your turn less secrets and be more open please. Its not like im going to make fun of you or anything for anything you say. You have seen im a pretty accepting guy. So please open up some to me Genosta.”
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“They weren’t that big really, just wanted to be the one who could take care of my father and sister, that’s all,” I said with a shrug. “no offence, but I won’t open up more, let’s just say that the closer I get to people, the more I expect them to drop me,” I said. “Saying things out loud makes you realize it’s real” I said. “Let’s just keep it that I envy you for not knowing your family,” I said. “It’s more of a blessing than you think” I added.
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Previous day - December 1st
“Just because you have not heard of me does not mean I was not famous.” An unwavering smile adorned his face. “Besides, the question is where.” He noted. “I was a local New Orleans star. No wonder you do not know who I am,” he snickered. His laugh was remarkably genuine and inviting. It did not match his somewhat cut off nature.
Bill looked at Mikhael’s shoes or their initial lack of them. Just, then Mikhael noticed them at the bar. They did not look the best, but Bill held back from commenting. It was not his business, and he should not care.
Their voices harmonized as Bill joined the chorus. He sang lower than Mikhael to create this magical voice-blending. Craftsman and natural talent. Devil and Angel. He continued the next verse himself, adding even more jazzy flow to it. His face lit up with a smile, and the sparkles shone brightly in his eyes. Bill always loved to sing.
Bill’s singing for your consideration
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“They left you didn’t you that’s why you have such a hard time accepting people into your life.” I say as I sigh. “Im not going anywhere Genosta.” I say as I smile and come sit with him. “Genosta Im sorry that someone hurt you as deeply as they did but Im not leaving you and I won’t ever hurt you. I hate making promises because I have a hard time trusting them but I will never hurt you Genosta.”
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I shook my head. “I left” I said. “basically it’s like this: my mom was taken, I left and my father and half sister stayed behind. there’s one more person but I won’t talk about her” I said. “It’s not about you Archer, it’s…complicated, too much for anyone to understand” I said. “I don’t think you’ll be the one leaving, but I will” I added. “it’s how I deal with my problems, so don’t get offended when I do” I told him with a sigh.
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“Genosta you don’t have to tell me but I think I can understand .” I say as I sit with him and take a deep breath before I give him a hug. “Sorry if that hug crossed a line but you seemed like you needed it.” I mumbled as I smiled. I just wanted him to know I was a safe place and that I wanted to be here for him because he really seemed that he needed someone to be there for him.
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I didn’t say anything for a while, then all of a sudden, I felt two arms around me and Archer hugged me. “Uhmm, what are you doing?” I asked dryly. “And why?” I also added. I never got hugged so this just felt awkward.
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“Sorry I just thought you needed a hug,” I got up really embarrassed with how he reacted to me hugging him. “Well Im going to clean dinner up its in the refrigerator if you change your mind that your hungry.” I was now all awkward about what just happened.
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I looked at archer as he walked away and sighed. “don’t be, I appreciate the thought, I’m just not used to hugging” I explain and looked away. “can you tell me what it is that you’re so easy to have physical contact with people?” I asked
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“I don’t think I know what you mean. Thats just a way that I show I care. I guess it is kind of instinctual.” I shrug as I continue to clean dinner up but look over at him while we talk. “I felt love once and I know how it feels to have it ripped away from you so I don’t know I guess I don’t want other people t feel that.”
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“Guess that kind of make sense, it suits you” I mumble. “but I’m actually a bit on the opposite side of this, I know people you thought were family turn against you and how much worse it feels when it happens from them than from others” I explain.
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“Genosta I get it my own parents didn’t want me and when I thought that was finally changing it got ripped away from me.” I sigh and keep cleaning.
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I shrugged. “It’s more complicated for me but let’s drop it for now, okay?” I asked. “How about we play some kind of game instead” I blurred out but regretted it right away because I had no experience or idea of any type of game to do, or how to for that matters.
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“Cards or board game?” I ask asI smile at him. Genosta just made me smile.“I can teach you either.” I came and sat on the couch with him. “Im happy you came over again. And Im glad you’re staying here.” I lay down with him and smile.
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I turned on my side after Archer laid down next to me so I was facing him, but we ended up closer than expected. I cleared my through and decided not to make a big deal out of it. “I’m cool with anything, you can pick what we’re going to do,” I said nonchalantly.
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I smiled he was really close when he turned to face me. “You sure you’re the one that wanted to play a game.” I was trying to keep my voice from showing I was kind of nervous that he had ended up so close. I didn’t want to get up though so I thought about how I could prolong having to get up to get a game.
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I nodded and put my head on my bent arm. “Yeah, it’s fine, I don’t know much about playing games but I heard it’s a good way to kill time with someone without having to get into a deep conversation,” I said with a shrug.
“If you don’t want to play a game, that’s fine too” I added.
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“Yeah we can if you want we don’t have to im fine with whatever you want to do Genosta.” I say as I lean on my elbow and I look at him smiling. “You make me smile Genosta.” I mumble. I wasn’t sure if he heard me or not when I mumbled that he made me smile.
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“I don’t know, I’m so used to be alone, so I have no idea what to do with you” I said chuckling. suddenly I heard him mumble something but couldn’t understand anything but ‘smile’ and my name. “Sorry, what was that?” I asked in response.
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