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And thereâs a part of her that will never stop loving him ![]()
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And thereâs a part of her that will never stop loving him ![]()
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Well she fvcked up
Sheâs sorry
Sigh
She wasnât cruel or kind
She was never there when Jess and Anna were younger
But now sheâs trying to be better
Leo can be too
She couldnât avoid it forever
Addie and Jez have that particular coping method in commonâŠ
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Because she was ![]()
And in a way, always will be
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Addie ![]()
Thereâd be no avoiding the truth
Jess had had such a different picture of himâŠ
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The moments when he could feel whole, even for just a second
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He shouldnât have stoppedâŠ
Thereâs no part of him that will ever stop loving her
She started trying to be better after what? 19 years?
Thereâs a big difference between 19 years, and 39âŠ
Itâs probably been over 24 hours at this point of being awake for Jess
Poor girl
er fingers tracing over the jagged edges where pages had once been.
Torn. Ripped. Gone.
Addie and Jez have that particular coping method in commonâŠ
They really do
Hey if the pages arenât there
They donât exist
Duh
But unlike Jez
Addie did get the abortion
Itâs weird how similar Kai and Leo look okay
ereâd be no avoiding the truth
With Jess? Ainât no way
the same Leonardo Azure who Jess knew as a ruthless businessman, and, more personally, the father of a boy Jess had once loved.
Jess had had such a different picture of himâŠ
Completely different
Some nightmares, after all, had been caused by Harry.
I donât think Addie will ever fully trust Harry or love him because of what he did
But
Sheâs used to him being around
The stolen moments.
The nights when guilt and longing tangled together into something she couldnât name.
The moments when he could feel whole, even for just a second
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Hey it was longer than a second
All of their affairs were at least more than a few hours
Justinâs hands gripped the wheel tightly, his knuckles pale against the leather.
He had long stopped asking questions.
He shouldnât have stoppedâŠ
What was the point when she wouldnât answer
Thereâs no part of him that will ever stop loving her
Maybe he should
She ruined them
She started trying to be better after what? 19 years?
Thereâs a big difference between 19 years, and 39âŠ
Itâs never too late ![]()
Itâs probably been over 24 hours at this point of being awake for Jess
Poor girl
Thatâs not good for herâŠ
They really do
Hey if the pages arenât there
They donât exist
They canât feel like the pages are staring back at themâŠ
But unlike Jez
Addie did get the abortion
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Itâs weird how similar Kai and Leo look okay
As much as Kai does take after Miranda, he is without a doubt Leoâs son.. he takes after his dad in more ways than Leo will ever feel comfortable with
I donât think Addie will ever fully trust Harry or love him because of what he did
But
Sheâs used to him being around
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Hey it was longer than a second
All of their affairs were at least more than a few hours
The moment couldnât last forever thoughâŠ
And part of him would fear the moment when she did change her mindâŠ
What was the point when she wouldnât answer
But if he kept trying, maybe at some point he wouldâve asked the right question
Maybe he should
She ruined them
If there wasnât a part of him that still loved her, he would be unrecognizable.
The Leo she once knew, would be gone forever. Forever replaced by someone cold and detached, entirely uncaring. Far more like his father than heâd want to admit to himselfâŠ
Littlefeets:
She started trying to be better after what? 19 years?
Thereâs a big difference between 19 years, and 39âŠ
Itâs never too late
He doesnât see it that way.
His kids donât see it that wayâŠ
She couldnât avoid it forever
She just needed another cup of coffee
She totally could
They canât feel like the pages are staring back at themâŠ
They really are
And those memories are infrained
Imagine a world where Jess sent these diaryâs to Leo
Yeah
It was a different pain they were going through
As much as Kai does take after Miranda, he is without a doubt Leoâs son⊠he takes after his dad in more ways than Leo will ever feel comfortable with
YeahâŠ
Kai is so much like Leo even if he tries not to be
benitz786:
I donât think Addie will ever fully trust Harry or love him because of what he did
But
Sheâs used to him being around
Oh Harry⊠you complex man youâŠ
The moment couldnât last forever thoughâŠ
And part of him would fear the moment when she did change her mind
The shortest were a few hours
And those are the more recent ones because Leo made it clear after Paige was born he was done
The longest were months
Spent every day in each others arms
But if he kept trying, maybe at some point he wouldâve asked the right question
He tried ![]()
She wouldnât respond to anything
She just kept crying
When he asked or mentioned Leo she cried more and screamed no
He asked hundreds of questions
What the fvck is he supposed to do
If there wasnât a part of him that still loved her, he would be unrecognizable.
The Leo she once knew, would be gone forever. Forever replaced by someone cold and detached, entirely uncaring. Far more like his father than heâd want to admit to himselfâŠ
Sheâs glad he isnât gone ![]()
She needs that leo
He doesnât see it that way.
His kids donât see it that wayâŠ
His kids havenât seen a Leo that is with Addie
She just needed another cup of coffee
She totally could
No.
She needs sleep
They really are
And those memories are infrained
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Imagine a world where Jess sent these diaryâs to Leo
Thatâd definitely be interesting ![]()
Kai is so much like Leo even if he tries not to be
Exactly ![]()