"I don’t know how it happened Zira, but we can’t change what has happened. I’m pretty sure that… somehow the guys ended up in each other’s rooms. I mean think about it… We are identical twins. I know Brooks and I had been drinking last night.” “. . .” Zira took in a deep breath, trying to calm her anger. She wasn’t sure who she should be mad at, but she didn’t want to act out on this emotion. It was becoming too much for her to bear.
Turning her attention back down towards the running water that was half full in the sink. “I just… I don’t know how to process this… I feel so… just so dirty… Knowing that I did it with…” She swallowed, not wanting to say it out loud. “And the worse part of everything about it…” Tears began to fall freely down her eyes. “I actually liked it…” Her hands went to her face as if she was trying to cover up the shame and guilt she was now feeling. "I feel disgusted now that I know it wasn’t with Hyun - Jae . How am I supposed to move forward from this? How am I going to face him?" Her body trembled as she slumped to the floor, crying.
~Skipping Time~
After a few days, the news of Zia and Zira’s little s-x–l mix-up had happened was all over the school’s newspaper. And since then, Zira had kept herself to her room. The finger pointing and laughter was too much for her to handle. Part of her was thankful that it was only winter break, which meant not the whole school would know. But she also knew that when the break was over, everyone would know of what had happened.
Things between the two sisters had become awkward, at least for Zira. She wasn’t entirely sure how to approach her sister after confessing that she had enjoyed her time with her man.
“…” She sat on her bed, legs crossed, scrolling on her laptop, looking at her friends posts back at home. Thankfully word hadn’t spread to them yet. Part of her wanted to reach out to them but she couldn’t find the strength to. She let out a sigh as she looked over at her phone. Her screen lit up just enough for her to see what song was playing, “Mambo No. 5 - Lou Bega”. “. . .” She hated how catchy the beat was for a song that song was basically about flirting with different people.
She glanced around the room. An envelope on the floor in front of the door. This wasn’t something that had always been there. She moved her laptop to the side and got off the bed, walking over to the envelope cautiously as if it were a bomb that could go off at any minute. She crotched down and picked it up and turned it around. Noticing her name on the front of the envelope. She looked at it curiously as she walked back to her bed and sat down. Slowly she opened it up and began to read it silently.
The Letter
I’m so sorry Zira. I feel terrible about what I’ve done. I never wanted to hurt you and I didn’t even know what was happening. All I know is that I went to the wrong room thinking it was yours but it was actually Brook’s room. I feel so dirty and disgusting, but I know you probably feel even worse. You probably don’t believe me. I don’t know where Brooks was during the whole situation, All I know is that he wasn’t in his room and I found out in the morning.
Please meet me at the Xiu Chinese food restaurant so that we can talk face to face.
- Jae
Skipping to much later
She stood in front of her mirror, admiring herself. Her hair was done to the side, hanging over her shoulder , while her outfit felt more revealing than she had wanted it too . But she wasn’t going to let this chance slip her by. Taking in a deep breath, she put on her overside hoodie and walked out. Making her way towards the Xie Chinese Food Restaurant.
~
She stood outside of the building, her nerves getting the best of her. “What am I doing… Just grab the door and stride in there! … Maybe I over dress… Do I have time to go back and change?” She bit her lower lip as the weight was beginning to set in on her. Taking a few steps back, putting space between her and the door. “Maybe this is a bad idea…” She whispered to herself before gently yet firmly taking both of her hands and giving her cheeks a little slap(OOC:pat? I’m not sure what to call it.. sorry)
Gathering what remind of her courage, she walked back towards the door and opened it. Once she was inside, she looked around, feeling a bit lost and nervous. It took her a moment to locate Hyun - Jae. “Oh… My…” She swallowed a bit of saliva back. Hyun - Jae was looking handsome from afar in the suit. She reached her hand up to grab a handful of her hoodie collar. “Okay… I can do this…” She whispered to herself before walking over to him.
Hyun - Jea ~ @Kbail
Zia - @ChayChay05
Mentioned: Brooks - @Kate
Sorry if its sloppy, couldn’t stay focus for long 