I agree with Jass, my uncle went a super long time without eating and he was actually about to die because of malnutrition and believe me it’s very painful so yes go to a doctor before something happens that you can’t fix it yourself.
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And if you’ve lost that much weight, that can becomes dangerous, especially if your throwing up.
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Honestly, I’m just here, my birthday is tomorrow but it’s just very hard to feel excited about it ( even though I share mine with my grandma) because my mother again can’t even come from VA to see me and it’s been like that for every birthday, my big play, not even for Christmas for the past 4 and a half YEARS!!! either, and the worst part is that she’s been missing big moments of my life. She’s bipolar and she’s been through a lot even before she had me…. My grandma was always working and going from guy to guy because she couldn’t stay in a stable relationship. My grandpa was cast out from her so she had I rough childhood. She had me at a very young age and she had to give me up to my great aunt for a while so things where or have always been weird like that. Honestly I hate to be bitter but it’s just a lot on my mind and I just…. I want my mom to be with me and there for me I know that she’s got my younger siblings to worry about but she should a least be here.
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Sorry, I normally try not to, well, Rage like that I just have a lot going on rn…
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Awww thank you so much for that 
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I’m sorry you’re going through this!
I hope you have an amazing birthday!
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Happy Birthday, I hope you feel better today and I hope your parents appreciate you
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Thanks for that you guys are amazing! I actually talked to my mother earlier this morning and she understands now so my overall mood is pretty high rn 
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Glad to hear it 
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Ok٫ I’m not sure٫ but I think I ate dog food. There was this…mystery meat in the fridge…
Edit: Not dog food. Just weird steak.
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Umm did you take your dog to the vet?
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She’s fine٫ lol.
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You know what? at this point, I’m done settling for myself and caring so much about what the hell people think or what they say about me. Honestly I’mma just admit to myself that I’ve always been self conscious or have kept my guard up just of my anxiety, self doubt, and, well just overall crap that I emotionally and physically put up with just because of the unfortunate circumstances of being me! SO yeah I’m just gonna do me from now on and I know that people are probably going to look at me or whatever but that’s their opinion, and in all honesty I don’t give a damn!
So sorry I swore so much, but honestly this was the last time I’m letting myself go and fall into my own depression hell whole.
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Sorry for the (censored) swearing but I’m actually upset.
Rant
I’m f-cking hurt. I had a massive argument with my parents today. They were mad at me for not doing some chore, when I was mad over them expecting that from me without communicating it clearly. Them not acknowledging that in any way just pissed me off even more. So yeah, right now I don’t feel comfortable being here, so I might go stay with my bf for a few days until things have settled down and they see some sense that they can’t expect things from me when I’m not even aware that’s expected from me.
Especially now I’m so busy with uni, you have to really clearly communicate with me when you want something from me, and if they don’t do that, it’s not my fault. Indirect communication simply doesn’t work cause I’m too f-cking tired to pick up on that sh-t, and they know that
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Aw I’m sorry.
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Last day of schooolll! Yes!
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Transcribing interviews is the worst 
Word did the biggest part, so I don’t have to type everything myself, but it’s still a lot of work to carefully listen and fix mistakes and stuff
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This would probably be better in the LGBTQ+ thread, but…I can’t handle the feeling of a binder, and I don’t exactly know what to do.
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I want to buy this game, but it’s apparently only for computer, and I have trouble playing games on them. Ok, it’s actually on Steam Deck, but I definitely don’t need that for one game. Can they just release it for Switch? Ugh.
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Update: Apparently I can buy some sort of extension to play Steam Deck games on Switch.
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