I can’t sleep cause I’m just anxious, anxious about what is happening, about the future.
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TW: Death
Today, I attended the funeral a classmate I went to high school with. He died by suicide. I didn’t know him very well, but it’s just so brutal especially with waking up to the election news. I’m okay, just having a hard time right now.
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Oh man…if you want to talk٫ my PM’s are open.
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I screwed up. So٫ coffee usually makes me sleepy, so I had some earlier at about 6:30 pm, thinking I’d fall asleep easier. I even took melatonin. It’s 1am…no dice.
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@Ouijaloveletters I’m not sure if you heard what happened in Amsterdam last night, but yeah that’s the reason I’m starting to feel ashamed being Dutch and why I wouldn’t recommend.
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I did.
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Thought so
But yeah in general the polarisation is insane here, and it’s mind-blowing to me the fact people feel they can attack and harass people simply based on a nationality, it’s so f-cked up…
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And honestly with the fact the Kristallnacht (Massive German attacks on Jews leading up to WW2) happened November 9th, idk, that just adds an additional messed up layer to it
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Wait, that’s the ninth?!
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Yeah tomorrow it’s 86 years ago
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Damn…thank you for the reminder.
I need my wisdom teeth out…yay…
Friendship betrayals hurt big time
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Two days before Christmas…double yay…
I’m quite upset. My Spotify without any warning or anything suddenly started costing full price instead of student price 
I mean full price is still low-key worth it for me, but I’m just upset over 10 euro I paid extra for absolutely no reason
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Okay, not as upset anymore, as I’ll be able to get it for the student price longer than I’ll be a student. So in the long term it sort of equals out 
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Why am I getting upset over basically nothing?
I was told I would have the house for myself today, that both my parents would be off to work
And I was really looking forward to just a sort of self care day having fun at home
But last minute my father decided to work from home, in the living room of all places, so I have to be silent here and can’t do anything
And I’m feeling extremely frustrated, cause today turned from what could have been a super fun day into just awkward silence
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Literally wrote a multi-paragraph rant here last night about how stressed I was about this group project. And then the one person who was supposed to be presenting with me was actually genuinely sick
But I got the feedback and it was super positive! I’m really proud of myself right now, I can’t lie. This project is worth literally nothing but I am incapable of half-assing anything 
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I just learned that my favorite Christian rocker is homophobic٫ because of course he is!!! F*ck.
Man, don’t you hate it when your sister-in-law/brother-in-law (in my case, it’s sister-in-law) doesn’t respect your boundaries? For those who don’t know, my brother got married in 2021 to someone from Birmingham (in the UK in case some of you aren’t from the UK) and man, she has been making my life a misery. I made it very clear to her that I wouldn’t say I like having my pictures taken without my consent and tried to emotionally blackmail me by saying that it’s “only her” that can see the pics, that is straight up creepy as this is equivalent of keeping someone’s intimate photos on your phone/computer. She works as a teacher and she’s supposed to be empathetic and respect boundaries but behind closed doors, she is abusive! She steals my food without asking me if she can use them when I’ve asked her to not take any of my stuff as I paid for most of the things in the household. Not to mention, she is cheating on my brother with her sister’s husband yet she makes religion her entire personality.