I feel a way. I feel like when I receive love or effection, I feel I don’t deserve it. I feel like when I’m with people I love I only drive them away from me when I start to be myself.
I always wanted to be happy, but I just can’t seem to get happy.
I’ve never been a person who likes being yelled at.
But when I do I get angry 
and sad and suicidal.
I hope I get better tho.
I hope I find happiness and everyone here!
I personally find a lot of episode community members plain toxic and rude. Every time I see an episode profile photo I cringe and then get angry/upset because of my sh*tty experience with that sh*tty ageist *ss community.
Honestly, some days I wish Episode never closed down its RP section. Like, I love this forum and all, but most of my friends either just left or got lost in the chaos, one of my favorite RPs just died, and I feel like I’m a different person on this forum, in a way? Not that I’m not acting like myself, just that I’ve kinda grown into a different person, and I don’t know if I like myself like this or not. I just wish that all of my original friend group was back together RPing all night and making stupid jokes in our group chat and just hanging out like we used to. Even though my new friend group which kinda includes friends from Episode does this sometimez, it just doesn’t seem the same. I want it to be January again.
I agre, Jimin does look like color=#B63927
Are we not gonna talk about how the forums has an entire badge just for people that one leader likes? Talk about favouritism.
You can always ask for your custom badge. 
I like the forum ducks 
whoever wrote this one,
I PURPLE YOU 
Anyone can be a forum duck.
Lmao
Hanna likes everyone though if you want it just go to her gosh she’d been asking for it for ages
If you have any ideas on how to improve the rp section please feel free to say. We have an annonmous thread if you don’t want to say publicly.
No need to spread negativity because of this. If you want a badge dedicated for something that you like, you can always suggest that to the staff members. The forums also has its own suggestion thread.
what badge is that person even talking about lmao
It’s the duck badge, similar to what I have 
it’s the same thing you have, isn’t it?
How comes that @DazzledSnowFlake and you not yet asked for a 
badge? 
Maybe because it’s summer. 
