Tommy could tell something was bothering Quincy. Maybe ze sensed his feelings for Helen. However, Tommy couldn’t allow himself to fall for a client. Not now anyway. Tommy noticed Quincy fidgeting and he knew something was wrong. He didn’t want to bring it up though and have hir feel worse. So, he just watched hir carefully as the conversation was going. As soon as ze said “I think I need some fresh air. I hope that’s okay? You both seem like you need to talk just you anyway.” Tommy knew for sure something was wrong. he was worried about Quincy.
He looked over at Helen who was speaking back to Quincy now. Helen said “And Quincy, don’t apologize at all! We were getting a bit off-topic anyway. You’re right, we should probably wrap this up for now. I’m just glad we were able to meet today.” Tommy was confused by this a little. He didn’t want Quincy to leave. However, he thought maybe Helen wanted her to, or maybe Helen was just trying to help Quincy feel better. He stood there stuck for a moment. It felt like a while before he actually spoke.
He looked to Quincy. “Hey Quin, you, okay?” He asked first and paused just for a moment. He didn’t want hir to leave. He took a deep breath. He knew how to calm this down or so he thought. He looked at Helen. “So, Helen where is your boyfriend Dave at?” Tommy really hoped this would help. Yes, it’s true he had feelings for Helen, but he wouldn’t allow that to be known.
Tommy then looked back at Quincy. He moved closer to hir. Then he lowered his voice as he spoke to hir. “You don’t have to go Quincy, unless you want to. I mean I don’t want you to feel you have to stay here and talk with me if you don’t want to. I can understand needing fresh air, but we are outside on a Yacht. You are surrounded by fresh air Quin.” He pleaded with hir. He wasn’t sure if it would work but he had to try. He had to try to get hir to stay.
Yes, sure it was a little awkward for everyone, but he didn’t want to hurt either of their feelings. He then straightened up and stood tall as he took another sip of his drink. He knew he was being awkward even though he wasn’t trying to. He didn’t understand why he had to have feelings for both of them. This was his first-time seeing Quincy since their breakup and when they started talking even though it was awkward… His feelings for Quincy came flooding back. He really did love Quincy so much. He wished he knew better how to navigate these feelings for both these amazing people.
On the one hand he had Helen. His client, his friend. She was beautiful, confident, and so sweet. On the other hand, he had his ex-Quincy. Ze was amazing, beautiful, and oh so brave. Sure, they had their issues in their relationship but to Tommy that only made them stronger. Tommy slipped back into the breakup. His mind carried him away as he stood there in front of Quincy and Helen.
It was eight months ago. It was in May. Quincy and Tommy had just left an event. They went back to Tommy’s house. It was a little of a year of them being together. Tommy was so in love with Quincy and loved Quincy so much and loved Quincy being at his house that while they were sitting on the sofa watching some tv. Tommy asked hir to close hir eyes. He then got up and went and grabbed a little box. It looked like a ring box. However, inside the box was a key to his house. He went back over to Quincy on the sofa. He got down on hir leave. He had the biggest smile on his face. He held out the box and told hir to open hir eyes. He then handed hir the box. Quincy opened it and was shocked. Ze asked him what it was to. Tommy said, “Well my house of course, move in with me?” Quincy shut the box quickly. Ze was not happy at all. Ze said to Tommy, “It’s too soon to move in.” Then one thing led to another, and they got into a huge fight with Tommy ending the conversation at the front door by saying “Maybe we should call it quits, end it here.” Then Quincy’s response cut Tommy deep even though he said it first. he never thought ze would agree. Quincy said “Maybe we should.” Ze then slammed the door on hir way out.
Tommy stood there in a daze for a few moments after shaking they memory out his head. It was the worst night of his life. While the breakup was mutual, it still broke Tommy’s heart. He actually hadn’t dated anyone since their breakup. Helen was the first person he even remotely had feelings for. It wasn’t like he was in love with Helen… was he??? He shook his head again trying not to get lost in his mind racing so much. He looked to Quincy, “I understand if you want to be done talking to me. Given out last conversation before today.” He took a deep breath and took a huge gulp of his drink. The glass was almost empty again. He knew that Quincy knew him pretty well just like he knew hir pretty well. Sometimes he was just clueless on things happening when he is in his own mind as he also is talking to people.
@CrazyCaliope omg. this was a tough one to write. Hope you like it though
@Tina.G Hope Helen doesn’t get upset
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@LunaticLeviTheSecond Dave
Lucy smiled and listened to everything that Blake said about his career. She always felt the sparks when they got together. She couldn’t deny that there was some major chemistry and sexual tension there between them. She giggled here and there. “Well your action movies are the best. I mean you flying through the air in those scenes. jumping from cars and stuff. It’s awesome for sure.” She smiled at him then he talked about his comedy movies. “I’ve seen a few. They weren’t that bad. I mean I’ve seen worse for sure.” She took a sip of her drink and then moved her hand closer to his. " I’m sure you will turn the public’s opinion around. You are amazing regardless of what they think." She gave him a flirty look.
Luc couldn’t help but giggle when he said she had the look of a rock star. “Well you aren’t wrong about that; with these tattoos I do have the rock look down.” She giggled and leaned a little closer as she pushed him playfully. “At least I look good in the rock style, and how hard can it be to sing pop or rock? I mean I can. I just have always loved country music better than anything else. Guess it’s the Georgia Peach in me.” She giggled again. She really did enjoy flirting with Blake, even if nothing would ever come of it. Part of her hoped something would happen between them. However, she knew the reality of the situation was she was married, and some people had a problem with that. Even though she isn’t in love with him, for her image however she acts like she is more in love with him than anything. Maybe that’s why some people were iffy about it.
Lucy took a deep breath as he asked about the family. There were so many secrets. So many lies. So much crap. She thought for a moment before speaking. Her demeanor changed just slightly but she hoped it wasn’t enough for Blake to notice. “Everything… Everything is going… it’s going okay.” She said then took a kind of big gulp of her drink before continuing “I get to spend a good bit of time with them. I miss the kids like crazy when I go on tour and I’m away, but I video call them every night before my shows to make sure I tell them goodnight. I can’t believe the twins are twelve now and little Kameron is seven now.” Part of her wanted more kids. She just wasn’t sure if she wanted them with her husband.
Her husband and her had been married for fourteen years. She thought he only married her because she got pregnant with Cindy their fourteen-year-old. Yes, it’s true she did grow to love him; however, she wasn’t in love with him and never has been in love with him. She knew though that divorce wasn’t a good look for a celebrity. Her producer Miles probably could help her spin it too looks good in her favor. However, Steven was also a famous producer. So, she was scared… “So what’s on your mind right now?” she asked him with a seductive look and smile. She didn’t like what was going through her mind and wanted to get back to the flirty stuff with him.
@Kbail Blake I hope this is okay and that you like it
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@sunflowerjm Miles