March 20th, 2040
TW: Self-harm
Xavier knew exactly what he what about to do with Reuben. He also knew that once the shirt that Reuben was currently unbuttoning came off, it would reveal the demons hiding beneath it. Even though the kisses between him and the boy on top of him kept him grounded in the moment, his mind still found the space to worry about what his reaction would be. As his shirt fell away, he tried to position his arms in a way that they wouldn’t draw attention.
“Are you sure you want to do this?” Reuben asked and Xavier knew he had seen his scars. Not that it was hard when his arms were bare.
“Yes, I’m sure, I just-” He stammered, trying and failing to divert his partner’s attention.
“Xavier.”
"I have PTSD. It makes me have really vivid nightmares and when I was younger, pain was the only way I could be sure that I was awake.”
“Oh”
April 7th, 2040
Xavier pulled down his sleeve as he walked through the airport, trying to find his gate. Though they had arrived together, he and Athena had gotten separated going through security, leaving him to find the gate on his own. It also left him thinking about how he would have to sit next to Richard for the entirety of the eleven-hour flight. Would they take this opportunity to get to know each other better? Or would they just sit in awkward silence, not knowing what to say to each other? He guessed that he was about to find out since he finally found his gate.
He scanned rows of seats, looking at all of his classmates. Some were zoned out, others having conversations and others were just waiting. Eventually, he spotted his brother sitting alone and walked up behind him. “Richard,” He said as he walked around and sat next to him. “How are you doing with…everything?” He asked, mostly to be polite and get a conversation going but also because what they found out a week ago was massive and he was wondering how Richard was taking it.
@LunaticLeviTheSecond - Richard
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@raviola - Reuben