“Ohh come on they wont scare her away… maybe she’ll see how adventurous you are” she snickered, teasing him at this point. “I won’t tell her anything, I promise. Pleassseeeeee” she whined again. At this point if Riker didn’t tell her, she would instagram stalk. It would be pretty easy to find Elo’s instagram if they are following each other.
“I feel like I have to, you know? It could be a reminder that like… I’m strong and even if I did” her voice broke. Tu vas bien Maddy. She took a deep breath before continuing. “go through that… she or he can be like my hope that good things can come out of bad experiences” She squeezed him tighter before he pulled away from her. “I know… he’ll never even know my baby exists… but what if he does find out? What do I do then” she peered up at him, tears starting to pool again. She couldn’t let her baby get hurt by him. He had already taken so much away from her, this life… it was something she liked and it wouldn’t get ruined. Not again. A small smile formed, “You really think so?” the word parent replayed over in her head, knowing she had missed something. “Oh god I haven’t even told my parents” she bit her lip. “I’ll worry about that later” a sigh left her lips as she mumbled into his chest “I love you too”
It was probably too early, but for some reason all she wanted to do was think of names. Something special that meant something to her. And that was when it hit her. “If its a boy I want to name him Alexander”