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As they were officially introducing each other, Theodore smiled and bowed for her. Lydia gently shook her head, a glint of amusement in her eyes, “Ah there is no need for that,” She light-heartedly insisted in attempt to drop the formalities, despite how fitting it may be in the extravagant setting they were in. “It would be a waste to expand such grace and decorum on me,” Lydia explained, as she was not one that needed impressing with practiced manners and etiquette.
Lydia listened intently on Theodore’s travels. She longed for it to be deemed acceptable for a woman of her standing to venture out by herself, without needing to marry and travel with a partner. Lydia was intrigued of what lived outside the confines of the ton, and wanted to explore it for herself alone. “I’m very grateful to have been shown something that can be found there,” She told him, despite wishing it could have been her that was able to bring back things. He appeared relieved that Lydia had been so easily accepting of his apologies, requesting her accompaniment on a stroll. “Of course,” She smiled, joining him by his side, though not needing his arm to walk with him. “Tell me about other things you would come across on your time in China,” Lydia requested.
Though as they began walking around the venue, Lydia’s attention was elsewhere, despite her company’s attempts to converse about his travels. While she tried to appear invested in Theodore and had really been interested in the subject, she couldn’t help notice the handout of infamous papers, the eruption of hushed murmurs surrounding them, and the sudden scrutiny of eyes that seemed to be in her direction. It stopped Lydia in her tracks, looking around to confirm that is was her they were all looking at.
“Was it something I said?” Lydia thought out loud, her glance falling back to Theodore as even he couldn’t ignore the attention they had unexpectedly brought. “Perhaps they are all waiting their turn for a conversation with a perfectly eligible bachelor such as yourself,” She suggested, nodding her head in his direction playfully, despite the concern rapidly growing inside. “I shall tell them they need to…” Lydia trailed off as they were joined by a woman from the ton, the Lady Whistledown paper that had caused this mystery in her clutches.
“Pardon my interruption, I simply wish to extend my congratulations to yourself, Lady Ellis,” She began, making Lydia no less confused than before. Without it being offered to her, Lydia began to slowly take the paper out of her hands, because SOMEONE needed to fill her in on the apparent good news. Though the woman got there before she could read it for herself. “We are all delighted to hear of your betrothal.”
The word weighed heavily, dropping to the pit of her stomach as it escaped the woman’s lips. When it landed, it set off a sudden implosion within her, her heart racing and breath accelerating. Surely not. “My… what?” She attempted to verbalise, though whatever answer she might have received was inaudible over the ringing in her ears. Lydia had to find the answer for herself, her eyes hurriedly scanning through the paper to see the news that her surroundings had gotten quite the head start on.
She couldn’t believe what she was reading. Lydia had to go over it several times, hold it closer and then further away, her chest tightening with each read. It said the same thing each time. Her engagement to viscount Klaus Shafer. Her grasp on the paper stiffened until it crumpled and trembled in her hand. Though her panic began to evolve, as her thoughts became more focused and Lydia’s attention drew to the only way this could have happened. Anger crept in as she looked around for her mother.
When her laid her eyes on her, she stormed over without hesitation. She should have known she was being too lenient about Lydia’s actions at this event. It wasn’t that she had lost interest, it was knowing the matter had already been settled. “Have you taken leave of all your senses completely?” She demanded, negligent of the people that were of earshot. Her mothers eyes screamed warning in her direction, accompanied by an attempt to verbalise it, “Lydia–” “I haven’t even a clue on who this person—” Though Lydia’s interruption was handed an interruption of it’s own, her mother’s hands pushing down on both her shoulders in attempt to quiet her. “You’re being hysterical, understandably so, given such a momentous announcement,” Her mother spoke, both to Lydia and as an explanation to watchful eyes. “I suggest you get some air, perhaps it shall calm you down,” She told her, urging her towards the entrance to leave through it.
For a moment, Lydia remained still. She was filled with so much rage and a whirlwind of thoughts she didn’t know where to begin. But as she looked around at their audience, Lydia knew now wasn’t the time to give a show. She looked to her sister that she needed now more than ever, but stood close by her mother’s side. Her mother had such a way with manipulation that this public fallout would never be one where Lydia alone came out favourably. So she took steps back, breaking away from her mother’s hold and heading in the direction had been advised.
Lydia headed outside with a determined pace, each step exuding the frustration and distress that was overwhelming her, as she desperately needed to be away from the crowd of Whistledown readers. As she escaped the building, Lydia didn’t stop. She didn’t know where she was going, but she continued walking. As she always has, but now more than ever, Lydia needed to be away. From everything.
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