omg epiphany
I joined a few months after the sign ups were up and running THATS how I’m slaving away in these chats and Beni, Jass, and Kristi somehow have more
it’s literally bc I was here later
so factoring in the time difference to the post ratio I now consider myself top dog idk
just how math works I guess I don’t make the rules
That was a long ass post
AHHHHH OMG LETS GOOOOOO
I WAS NOT FEELING IT
I WAS ABOUT TO SLEEP
BUT SIKEEEE OMFG AH
I’m just about ready for bed but I was determined to get that post out for you tonight
I swear my Japanese prof is the fastest marker in my entire university
Our TA told us today that she already marked the tests we wrote last week
oh yeah ORPHEUS surprised you even bothered to remember his name !!
you don’t deserve informal address
oh how convenient for him …. after the fact
AND ORPHEUS IS THE MESS???
AT LEAST ORPHEUS ISNT SCREWING OVER HIS CLOSEST FRIENDS AND BLAMING IT ON THE ALCOHOL!! AT LEAST ORPHEUS ISNT DRUNKENLY SLEEPING WITH RANDOM PEOPLE!
but wait
brother? stoppp
aw
d*mn straight it shouldn’t have
THATS LORD LANGSTON TO YOU BUDDY BOY
you do?
definitely not thinking straight
is he that upset? omg
no you most definitely do not
and I hope it hurts
maybe you’ll start to understand
no this is so sad. the way Orpheus will want to hug him so badly. the way he misses him is like indescribable. I know this will hurt him so bad.
Orpheus never approached Finch after either bc he never wanted an apology. he doesn’t want to accept the apology. but this…now that he’s got one…ugh
he’s gonna be so confused and upset
understatement
it’s the way I’m getting physically heated writing Orpheus’ reply rn
like I’m here to take a break bc I’m about to cry out of frustration via sympathizing with him
like for real my poor boy omgg
like my chest is actually tightening LMAO wild
a literal physical reaction to this post
bruh
Now I’m excited to read this
Damn
I need to chill I’m gonna watch the kardashians
I’ll finish it up tomorrow
idk if the post is actually any good but like idk like I’ve said before I am Orpheus. I am equally as dramatic and emotional and just putting myself in his shoes to be able to write his pain makes me feel his pain and it’s so bad
like I can’t not feel the full force of his emotions when I write him. so it just hurts hella
I’ll finish it up in the morning lmaooo I’m gonna cry if I keep trying to write it rn
like idk he’s been through so much in one day. he was hit with so much and so much info and so many betrayals and pains
and now through finch he is reliving some of the most horrible memories from the past few years and it’s just overwhelming lol
I won’t even do the emotions justice in my writing. it won’t even be close.
Okay mean
Mean x2
that’s kinda the thing about regret…it’s more of a retrospect thing…
AYO
IT WAS ONE NIGHT AND YEAH IT WAS THE ALCOHOL’S FAULT
He was the closest thing Finch had to a younger brother
Okay ouch
Of course
He’s a very emotional person okay
Ouch x2