Damn it! I found a video where she’s talking, and I’m crying again. Wish I could post it.
And now I’m sick in Starbucks and am trying not to cry. I’m failing. I just want my mom.
And my stomach hurts. Oh my god.
I’m sorry for complaining. I’m just falling apart here.
are you with your mom? you should stay with her
No, I’m at college, almost two hours away.
You should try to see her if you can
I think I’m going to call her.
Actually, text. I don’t want her to hear me cry.
Well, I talked to her. I’ll probably head home this week and my mom’s trying to set up a trip back to my birthplace for a memorial.
Well, I’m really distressed. We’re apparently selling everything in my grandma’s house except for personal documents…literally everything. I’m so sad. I won’t even get a momento of her.
What?? That’s so messed up. Have you asked your mom if you can keep an object that’s special to you?
I’m too scared.
The house was sold about a month ago. It’s all gone.