WHEN I WAS LIKE-
9 OR 10? I GUESS YEAH I USED TO BE SM EXTROVERTED AND I WAS VERY LOUD LUKE Y’KNOW AND CONFIDENT-
But yeah that changed because certain things ruined it and now im COMPLETELY THE OPPOSITE-
LIKE IF I GET LOUD I HAVE VOICE CRACK OK- AND IM SO NOT CONFIDENT NOW yeah i wanna get that confidence back omg
I used to be really too carefree but also letting decisions about myself be done by others (like, I depend a lot about them and I used to be influenced a lot) and I was also such a crybaby. I also am quiet and not so open enough to expose my talents that’s apparently not existent anoymore
To be honest, not much changed. I was a very quiet and shy kid and I still am, maybe even more now. I was a picky eater - still am… I loved art - still do…
I guess I’m just a bit more independent now, nothing else comes to my mind
I’ve changed a lot inner wise, outer I haven’t.
As a kid, I case carefree, confident and didn’t care what other people thought of me. I didn’t think people would be friends with me for any other reason than because they wanted to or that there would be people who don’t want to see you succeed.
my self-esteem went down the last few years and it has been harder to judge real friends over ‘light friends’.
but I’ve also become more aware (little less naive) and emotional
for fun here’s little me