I’m very indecisive
And that’s why I have been so hesitant to make any real decision on my activity here, or even face any of it at all. I could attribute my inactivity to senior year, be like “yeah I’m so busy” but I don’t think that’s the full truth
I think a part of me has grown out of this community, unfortunately. Even coming back today, looking around… to me, it’s not the same as it was when I was younger. I’m sad. This place was everything to me for so long but now I can leave for months at a time and feel little guilt. I’ve drifted from pretty much everyone that I would regularly talk to here and it feels almost as if there’s no longer any place for me. Which, of course, isn’t the case, but that’s how it feels. And tbh I have no desire to fix that
I was 11/12 when I first joined this community. Now I’m almost 18. I think it’s time for me to move on. Live life a little. Experience things!
I will miss a lot of you. I will miss the memories and the rps and the drama—I’ll miss it all.
If I ever disappeared from your pm or your rp, I am very sorry, but I am about to do that again haha
Like I’m deleting the tab (I have 60+) so you know I’m being so serious LMAO
Is this a declaration of indefinite leave? I don’t know, but don’t expect to see me fully back here anytime soon lol. If I were to come back, it’d be during the summer. Or to show off my prom dress ok
If you need me, you know where to find me <3
(tho if you find my Instagram, I only accept requests if you request from a personal so just an fyi)
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Best Wishes,
Chidimma