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” I have to do something that I really don’t want to do Dori… I need someone to stop me or talk me out of it… or just bloody say it’s going to be okay… Please just stop me because if you don’t… I don’t think we’ll ever see each other again.”

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” God… look at me, I’m such a mess. But honestly, I’m always a mess huh? I mean, you’ve seen me in the mornings, right? A bloody freaking mess 24/7.…” A slight laugh left her lips at the words. If there was something Jessica could do, it was make the worst situations into a joke. At least he’d appreciate that much… hopefully. *” Well damn… that moved off-topic fast… anyways… “I just… I wanted to say I’m sorry. Just know that I’m sorry Dori… and I… I love you.”

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” So… the weather’s pretty nice – you know I always loved the rain. How about the red socks. What was that again? American football or something? Honestly, I don’t even know. Baseball maybe?”

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“I… well this voicemail is probably going to cut me off soon. I honestly don’t even know if I’m going to send it but I’ll leave it at this if I do… Goodbye Dori. I’m going to miss you. And I swear you bloody w-nker… if you miss that next goal at your football game, I’m going to metaphorically slap you across the head…” she let out as her final few words. Though after a small pause, the last two words left her mouth, hurting her heart ever so slightly as something deep inside of her knew it may be the last time. “Bye Love.”

she left a pretty fcking good voicemail