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W I T H D R A W A L – A term used to describe the physical and mental symptoms that a person has when they suddenly stop or cut back the use of an addictive substance,
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It’s been a month since Thalia had touched an alcoholic substance, which yeah but at the same time nay. The whole thing with North and the crew that had disappeared for weeks had left her in a state of agitation she couldn’t quite shake. Her nerves, once drowned nightly in something brown and burning, now stayed sharp and frayed—buzzing beneath her skin like static. Mornings weren’t easier. She’d thought quitting would make her feel cleaner, lighter maybe, but the truth was it made her feel more haunted. Every sound was too loud. Every silence was a reckoning.
She missed the ritual of it: the cold weight of a glass in her hand, the way it bought her a few seconds of courage, or forgetfulness, or numbness. But mostly she missed how it masked the unease that clawed behind her ribs. She supposed her sisters were right, ‘How are you 16 and already a full blown addict’ and she should have sought therapy back then but at the same time, why would she? Alcohol helped calm her nerves and deal with her magic, they would not understand as after all, they were normal. They did not have to wear a whole pendant, to keep their magic in check because due to Thalia’s mistakes she got cursed by a mirror.
But anyways, enough of that, she had decided to get some fresh ear, dark circles filled her eyes, and her brown curls roughed and untamed, she had her camera with her (as she always did) and black coffee with her, along with chocolate almond nuts in a bag–they go really well together, actually, it was shocking. The chocolate almonds made the coffee’s bitterness almost disappear, and she enjoyed it thoroughly. The air outside bit at her cheeks as she walked. It was early enough that no one else was around—just the way she liked it. Just the way she needed it.
Her boots crunched against loose gravel as she wandered, camera hanging from the strap around her neck, fingers loosely wrapped around the coffee cup. er sleeves were too long. Her face looked hollow in the reflection of passing windows.
But that didn’t matter. Not today.
She raised her camera to her face, capturing a strange bird that flied with passion, and that was when she saw him… Agastaya Kumana. She had paused, bit her lips, as she took him to sight.. he looked exactly like her. They had to be related–they shared the same dark skin, sharp features and straight black hair and she told herself, this was it. This was the missing piece, to investigation b and everyone knows, Thalia, gets too excited at times, it had to do with her… condition after all. She couldn’t help herself but to raise her camera, positioning it towards the male —and click.
The shutter sound rang out like a trigger. She didn’t even check the frame. Her breath caught in her throat.
Agastaya turned.
And in that moment, it was like time had been dipped in honey—slow, thick, and golden with something like fear, or recognition, or fate. His gaze met hers across the distance, and though he didn’t speak, his eyes narrowed just slightly, like he was trying to place her, Thalia’s heart pounded in her ears. She lowered the camera slowly, a sudden rush of heat rising in her chest and she blurted the first thing that came out of her mouth, “Cool outfit,” She pursed her lips “I mean cool leg” no that sounded way worst, “How has vacation being treating you, anymore plans.” She tried to joke, before she slapped herself on the forehead. “I’m not weird, I swear.”







