“Im really glad you and Finn are getting along. From what Kayden has said they are already pretty close and get along super well. I mean he kind of hinted at it maybe being a bit more than friends earlier but I have no idea,” Brex shrugged and he honestly kind of hoped there was more between them Finn and Kayden were cute together and had an obvious good vibe. “Same here and I honestly dont really suspect I will have any.”
Brex had hoped that he hadnt crossed a line when he reached out and rubbed his thumb over Jasper’s cheek gently trying to ground him. It had seemed to work and Jasper hadnt said anything so Brex assumed it was ok. Brex took a deep breath he wasnt sure how Jasper felt about what he had just said. His face seemed to be show that he was pleased and maybe was on the same page as Brex but what he had said hadnt exactly been a vote of confidence. Brex tried to stay as calm as he could but he was panicking about how he was certain that he had just messed everything up between them. Brex kept his eyes glued to the floor hair falling over his face as another layer of protection and he was fighting every urge to come up with a reason to run away. He should have kept his mouth shut and let Jasper lead on this if this was something he would have wanted too. Instead he opened his big mouth and messed everything up with the first and only person he cared so much about here.
What Jasper said after though had Brex almost dying. He could have sworn that he heard him wrong. It was the complete opposite of what he had expected and assumed in his head. He was at a momentary loss of words but looked up slightly at Jasper with a small smile. “I am trying to be open I just couldnt keep it in any longer.” he mumbled softly. Brex smiled even wider when Jasper had agreed to a date. “Ok a date sounds perfect. Coffee at the coffee shop in town you pick the day and time and let me know what works for you.” Brex was smiling wide and gently wrapped an arm around Jasper’s shoulers “Im glad you feel the same way and are willing to give this a try. Trust me you deserve a great guy and Im working on me so if I screw up please just tell me.”
Brex gently ran his fingers over Jasper’s arm as he touched Brex’s arm. “You can hold my hand and stuff if you want Jasper Im pretty big on physical touch honestly wouldnt bother me at all,” Brex just wanted him to know that since he seemed a little hesitant. Brex was more than willing to let Jasper try whatever he was comfortable with. Brex was pretty laid back when he was as comfortable with someone as he was with Jasper. Brex giggled at his joke and nodded. “I know its crazy to me too. I thought I was going to hate it here and hate the people here and ive been proven wrong again and again already.”
@Jass