Atlas’s smirk deepened, but this time there was something almost fond hiding underneath it—a glint of real warmth that he hadn’t let anyone see in a long time.
He squeezed Baxter’s hand back, subtle but sure, like he wasn’t ready to break the connection just yet. Not when it was the only thing keeping him from snapping back into the version of himself that stayed cold and untouchable.
“You getting under my skin…” Atlas repeated, his voice low, thoughtful, almost tasting the words like he was deciding what to do with them.
He shrugged lightly, but it wasn’t his usual indifferent shrug. It was slower, heavier. Honest.
“It’s not bad,” he said, finally meeting Baxter’s eyes again, holding him there. “It’s just… dangerous.”
There was no threat in the way he said it. No walls thrown up, no cheap shots to push Baxter away. Just the raw, unvarnished truth—the kind of truth that didn’t come easy for someone like Atlas, who had spent years learning that needing people only led to getting burned.
Dangerous, because letting someone close meant giving them a weapon they could use to hurt you.
Atlas looked down for a beat, thumb still tracing a slow, absent pattern along the inside of Baxter’s wrist—more vulnerable than maybe even he realized.
Then, quieter, almost like he was confessing it without meaning to:
“Most people… they get close just long enough to prove why I shouldn’t have let ‘em.”
A pause. His green eyes lifted back to Baxter’s, harder now but not cruel—more like he was bracing himself.
“You gonna be different, gymnast?”
It wasn’t asked with desperation. It wasn’t even hopeful. It was just raw, battered wanting buried under every scar Atlas had ever tried to hide.
And for once, he didn’t hide it.
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