What I've been Holding in

I was hesitate about making this thread on here because I didn’t know whether or not I should make a thread like this. Since, I’ve taken a break from the episode forums, I’m beginning to see where I went wrong as an Episode community member. I was a very insensitive about people. Looking back, I’ve made countless of silly and insensitive threads mostly centered around one particular group of group. I hate that I’ve made those threads because I’ve hurt so many nice, genuine, and friendly people who did NOT deserve all those crappy comments I made directed towards them.

I want people to know that I have so much respect towards every single Episode author. Those comments that I’ve made on the forums months ago, did not showcase any respect towards many authors who inspire me. I don’t have anything against any author, or anything of the sort. They did not do anything to hurt me, but instead I wanted to take all of my frustration, anger, and sadness out on them. Yes, I know we all make stupid and crappy decisions in life, and we end of regretting them later on in life; I’m at that point now.

I have more to say, but I think I’ll hold it in for now :disappointed:

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Hey, we all make mistakes and do things we regret. I don’t personally remember anything you did that was out of order but I think it’s great that you’re reflecting and changing and becoming the person you wanna be, so kudos :blush:

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yep, so true.

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Dont beat urself up over it.
Weve all done stuff like tht

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Glad to see you admitting to your wrongs. I applaud you

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I respect that you recognize your mistakes and own up to your words. It’s a very mature and responsible thing to do. The best thing you can do now is learn from your past mistakes.

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Don’t worry when I first joined Episode Forums, I was a bit of a c**t here as I realised that I said pretty controversial things there. But then I realise that since I’m not on any social media platform, I feel free to say what I want without being thrown insults.

We all make mistakes, mistakes make us strong.

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It’s ok to be critical of Episode authors, but I do agree that it’s probably a good thing for you to take a step back. I feel like you were kinda unfair to some authors out there, so props to you for being able to identify that and grow as a person!

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Yea, I was a bit too harsh. That was mainly because I was sad and frustrated at the time. I am so glad I took a break from the forums :raised_hands:t3:

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Thank you!

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Yeah I could tell. It can be frustrating to see the success of others when you’re trying so hard yourself. But maybe the new perspective will make you an even better writer!

I agree with you xD It’s great that you have guts to admit mistakes and yeah. Good for you. Now you can move on with more positive vibes.

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