Anonymous Confessions 🤐

[Mysterious_Tea]

@fcukforcookies

wash a notebook

I’m giving a notebook a bath when I’m bored. Thanks anonymous confessor.

[fcukforcookies]

@Secretz

Technically, you have one from Hanna’s impersonator.

Well. It was too little hate like it’s not even real

[fcukforcookies]

Reminding, that I post new stuff on Wednesdays and Saturdays, aside from some exceptions.

[Duckling]

@fcukforcookies

@Secretz

Technically, you have one from Hanna’s impersonator.

Well. It was too little hate like it’s not even real

Should I send you some hate so you’ll feel better?

[fcukforcookies]

but it’s not real T_T i want real, all-consuming blazing hate of thousand suns xD

[Duckling]

[Duckling]

I forgot to comment all confessions yesterday

I really like this place

Me too

This is for ***** you big fat nasty smelling fat b!tch. Why you took me off the muthaf*ckin schedule with your trifling racist a** big fat b!tch oompa loompa body a** b!tch.
I’m coming there and I’m gon beat the f*ck outta you b!tch and don’t even call the police today cause I’m gonna come up there unexpected and wait on your muthaf*ckin a** b!tch...

For the person who is impersonating @Hanna1 i wish you a merry 'heck you’
I don’t need to repeat 'if you are gonna spread negativity, leave’ this is my short simple answer to you, because people like you don’t understand so i am just speaking your language in order to get the hint.
Now time to spread love
All you awesome users here wish you a great day, don’t listen to this bullsh*t and keep doing your thing ;) byee and i love you.

I appreciate that everyone here tries to defend me, but I would prefer it if you just ignored the person… I hate drama and I hate getting much attention, so please try to ignore the person, they’ll get bored eventually and stop

I thought that *** was my friend, but I believe that it is a rather toxic friendship... I would do literally EVERYTHING to become her forum best friend. I saw as she made a new user her forum best friend but it turns out they knew each other from the epi forums. I didn’t know that by then. Then I saw as she becomes a staff member and I still wasn’t her forum bestie and I was sad . Then I started studying everything on the forums I re read the guidelines I studied about the welcome to the forums section and the no nonsense flags etc. Then I saw that ***'s forum bestie got a title. Idek why? And how? And then people were talking about the lounge and I was like wtf is that. *** Was talking about the lounge! I wanted to get into that lounge ssoooo much!! But I didn’t. And I was sad . So I started impersonating ***. And I am sory. i know some of u didn’t believe me the first time . I don’t wana reveal my name but maybe i will PM hana to tell her. I am truly sory hana.]

All I have to say is: is it really so hard to spell my name right?
I won’t bother to explain why it’s wrong to impersonate others just because you’re jealous and I won’t bother to tell everyone over and over again that I like everyone here equally, meaning that everyone is my best friend in some way… If you want a title you can just ask the mods to change it, everyone can have the title they want, you don’t have to be someone special to get one. And lounge is almost dead anyway, you would know that if you actually paid attention to what people say. I don’t know if I should believe your apology or anything else you said considering you didn’t even bother to learn how to spell my name and “sorry”… If you really want to apologize, just PM me instead of making me feel even more uncomfortable by creating more drama

Ever since my friend got insta and sc she’s been using :) instead of emojis and it makes me feel like she’s always mad at me because I’m a paranoid person

Some people here get paranoid when I don’t use so I get what you mean

Guys we’re supposed to appericiate Hanna, not impersonate her. Smh. (Srsly the next person who is mean to Hanna anonymously had better think twice)

1. I don’t deserve your appreciation
2. Even if I would, I don’t know how to deal with appreciation

I’ll post part 2 in a second, I reached the limit

[Duckling]

I really, really want to become a staff member. That won’t happen anytime soon, but still... Everyone is saying that the staff member chat is awesome and happy... I am a regular, I have read literally every guideline, I studied so hard... But it’s not like I will be chosen. Ever. I even prepared what title I would like, what I would say on the 'Meet the forum staff’ thread... But I guess I did it for nothing...

I’m sure it will happen at some point you are more prepared than I was and if you really paid attention to what you’ve read, your chances of becoming a staff member should be high

So.
There’s this person who I care about. To me he is like a brother and think of me as a sister. We’re going to call him, A.

One of my friends, who I am also close with, we’ll call B, has had issues with A. I’m not going to specify what those issues were for privacy reasons but they were kinda bad and made me a bit shocked tbh.

It made me wonder if A might be manipulating me, but idk and I’ve kinda been avoiding them a bit.

What should I do?

Sorry I couldn’t give more information.

That’s not enough information for me to give you good advice… Maybe try to talk with them about it?

I dont really believe the new confession abt hannas impersonator apologyizing tbh.i call bs.

I just hope that they are really sorry about what they did. I would even consider forgiving them if they just stopped and apologized directly to me

Thanks for giving me the possibility to anonymously vent somewhere, I really need that sometimes. You are a great person, Cookies

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You know what?
I’ve been holding it for way too long. Why no one is sending me hate? I mean most of the staff got it, but not me I used to get a lot of it on Episode forum, and now I just don’t feel wholesome…
Just…
But thank you

You are eyemazing, there’s no reason for anyone to send you hate… In fact, we should have an appreciation thread for you in the future

Whoever keeps impersonating Hanna, get a life.

Again, I appreciate it, but please just ignore that person so we can all move on from this

Some days, I take immense joy in staring out the window and contemplating my life. After that, I enjoy the glorious feeling of fear when I turn on the lights and see the moths in my room.

#532

Some people change when they feel more important. It’s sad but it’s true

#533

Maybe they are busy with something else?

#534

Same…

You guys are amazing on this forum.
Let us take a moment to appreciate you all. <3

Awww you are eyemazing too

I luv babies, they’re so cuddly and cute!

We are Farmers
BUM BUM DUM BUM BUM BUM BUM

Buttered bread tastes amazing.

Oui

When we were kids, my friend and I tried to wash a notebook, lmao.

Literally. We found this abandoned, dirty notebook in the mulch-y area next to her house, so we took it back to her house to wash it. We ripped out the pages, soaked them in water, and left them in the sun to dry XDDDDD

We nearly cried when her mom threw the pages out LOL

Sounds like something I’d do to procrastrinate on writing an important essay

#540

Same…

#541

You seem to like windows a lot

This took longer than I thought it would

[anon93806337]

@fcukforcookies

#1

I went through “scene” and “straight edge” phase when I was 12-14 xD

Oh boy

@fcukforcookies

#2

Sometimes I just really dislike my friends. They only seem to care about themselves and can be so close minded. I love them so much but at the same time I feel like I need to open up my friends group.

Sometimes it feels that way for me too, just open up and if they aren’t nice about it they are not friends

@fcukforcookies

#3

I read episode while pooping sometimes. Bonus points if it’s diarrhea.

Wtf.

@fcukforcookies

#4

I sometimes pretend my suicidal urges are gone and things are getting easier. It’s tough pretending to be happy

Do you have anyone to talk to? If not I’m here

@fcukforcookies

#5

I’m not a violent person, but if I could kill some particular people and then bring them all back, I would probably kill them in a very cruel way.

S A D I S T I C

@fcukforcookies

#6

The gay best friend is a really annoying stereotype. Especially when they announce "I’m gay!" as their first sentence when they meet the MC. It;s really unrealistic.

IKR? No one says that.

@fcukforcookies

#7

Somedays, I just look out the window and think "what the heck happened to the world."

Same

@fcukforcookies

#8

Once when I was a teenager, I put some ice cream on a book and watched it melt.

Ah the good old days

[anon93806337]

@fcukforcookies

#9

I don’t have a friend group and I’m afraid ppl are starting to realize I’m a loner :I

You can always talk to people, most of them are friendly.

@fcukforcookies

#10

Life has a way of kicking people who are already down, and letting those who step on others reach their goals and ambitions.

And then there’s karma.

@fcukforcookies

#11

I REALLY love snacks. Any snacky foods

Don’t we all?

@fcukforcookies

#12

I’m struggling with finding my sexuality, and I don’t know how to tell my family and friends.

Me neither… it’s hard especially when in a religious family.

@fcukforcookies

#13

There are people in life who I really want to punch. But I’m not strong enough to fight them. There are people in life who I really want to love, but I’m too heartless to love them. There are people in life who I want to meet, but I’m too far away. These doubts in my mind...stopping me.

Sound like something straight out of a poem.

@fcukforcookies

#18

I love to watch paint dry. It reminds me of how useless life is.

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This is equally funny and deep xD

@fcukforcookies

#19

I think if I ever got my way, I would, no doubt, kill a lot of people. And I think I won’t even be sorry for it. I am done being sorry for things I want to do.

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Well there’s always the purge

@fcukforcookies

#20

I don’t see hope for a future anymore... I’m not motivated to do anything and I just hope that dead comes soon

You have something to live forrr

@fcukforcookies

#21

A month ago I started noticing that I got these weird feelings with a girl... She’s really beautiful... But I’m a girl as well...

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That’s okay tbh. I had this thing going too, and I’m almost certain I’m straight. Nothing wrong with it. But remember that just thinking that girl is beautiful, could mean nothing. I personally can appreciate the beauty of any gender.

Cookie is right. Thinking a girl is beautiful may not mean much.

[anon93806337]

@fcukforcookies

#14

There’s no reason to worry because we all need a little more weird in our lives. :) { Istg if you get this reference you’re my new best friend }

I don’t

@fcukforcookies

#15

I’m in the 20+ category. And lately, I think that I fucked up my life, making all the wrong decisions to the point where I just can’t possibly make it better. You could say I gave up on life.

THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE.

@fcukforcookies

#16

I fantasize about shoving people down the stairs

Same

@fcukforcookies

#17

I’m at university, studying something I like but don’t enjoy. My family thinks that either I don’t know what I want to be in the future or I want to be a streetworker. But the truth is: I want to be an author. Books, screenplays, everything! But my family won’t approve so I don’t tell them, nobody really knows about this.

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Pursue your dream while it’s not late, mate.

Go after youR OWN DREAMS YOUR OWN

@fcukforcookies

#22

I try so hard to at least try to get over my issues, but whenever I do, there’s always something that sets me back. I feel like giving up and just throwing in the towel these days.

Don’t give up it’s gonna be alright. I hope.

@fcukforcookies

#23

I sometimes dislike it when people compare me to casper (i cant help im pale!), its either casper or a crab. If I go out in the sun chances are I turn redder than a tomoato or crab as some people say.

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I have extremely pale skin, and I hate sun baths, so I heard people comparing me to dead ones, or zombies I’m okay with my skin, so it doesn’t bother me, and shouldn’t bother you too. Every skin color is cool.

Just listen to cookie nothing to say here

@fcukforcookies

#24

Sometime it bugs me that like all CWs DC shows have such attractive actors. Its like I need a hot person break sometimes!

@fcukforcookies

#25

I’ve been suicidal for years and I haven’t told anyone. Not my friends, parents, siblings—no one. I hit my lowest of the lows when I was around 8. It was hard because I felt like I was unneeded and unwanted by everyone.
Now I’m pretty fine, but there are still those thoughts.

Same except it hit breaking point at 12 when I was ready to be done with life. But I came though, and I’m fine, but like you, occasional though not as impactful. Just know that you are important and you will pull though it.

@fcukforcookies

#26

I kinda always feel ignored when I’m around ACTUAL people. I don’t know how to fix it but I will say this: to all the people that feel ignored out there- keep talking. It’s probably not your fault that you’re being ignored. Don’t feel ashamed to be yourself. Never feel ashamed to be yourself. All of us outcasts will find our group someday :).

Thank you

@fcukforcookies

#27

I admire people who are trying to make a difference in this world, whether is it trying to save the planet or dealing with some other issues, but at the same time I wanna scream at them that it’s already too late and nothing can save us anymore society and earth are too screwed up now

Well if it’s screwed up, we can at least make last minute efforts.

@fcukforcookies

#28

I’ve been depressed for a few years now, and suicidal for 1.5 years. Nearly every day now is a mental exercise to convince me I can make it through another day. Now it seems like a mechanical habit in my dull reality.

You need to know that every life matters. Think of how important you are and it will help, even if it’s only a bit.

[RainyDay]

@anon93806337

Go after youR OWN DREAMS YOUR OWN

I also wanna be an author. You won’t believe how many people over the years tell me I can’t do it and should pick something ‘less challenging’ I just turn around and say, watch me.

[anon93806337]

@fcukforcookies

#29

I have a favorite mod.

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@fcukforcookies

#30

Most of my "friends" think I’m a heartless loner when I’m really not. I just really dislike most of them.

I wonder if there’s a reason or you just don’t like them

@fcukforcookies

#31

I’m really desperate for a boyfriend.

Why.

@fcukforcookies

#32

I’m worried the people here hate me

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Don’t worry. I think about it every single day xD

I don’t think there would be a reason to.

@fcukforcookies

#33

My brother looked so amazing for his prom on Tuesday. If you have a brother or know any males that went to prom, I already know that my brother looked better than any of them.

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Lanisters send their regards xD I’m gonna burn in hell

Cookie, lol!

@fcukforcookies

#34

I love life. But some days I hate it.

So relatable

@fcukforcookies

#35

I’m so sick of my mother constantly mocking and body-shaming me every single time we talk to each other.

Wow. Just tell her and if she does it again, she no good.

@fcukforcookies

#36

Anytime I’m near a school for my age group I start having a silent panic attack.

Does that mean you think they are obnoxious…

@fcukforcookies

#37

I told people at my school that my family is middle class and I hate rich people so they don’t hate me and I could have some friends. Sadly it worked and now our daily conversations are bashing on people who have expensive things at my school.

Oof. This is why you don’t lie, kids.

@fcukforcookies

#38

I am insecure of my body shape and i mean i’m very skinny. When i was younger my grandma always told me to eat but i AM eating, i’m good but my body says otherwise, like every time i visit her she always says "YoU aRe VeRy sKinNy, EaT mOrE!!1!!" And when i joined a school club in another school, some boys told me i looked like a skeleton, you could see my ribs..

Maybe talk to someone you trust about it?

@fcukforcookies

#39

Everybody here complaining about their friends and I’m just like: Bruh, i don’t even have any close friends.

Same

@fcukforcookies

#40

I walked past a drug deal one time at school (like a group of kids under the stairs) and saw every kid and what they were doing but I continued to walk pass. And I didn’t tell either.

You should have told them off.

@fcukforcookies

#41

One of my favorite popular authors is E.R. Gurney, but now I am starting to have second thoughts about her...

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Do I smell some tea?

Yes…

@fcukforcookies

#42

I wanna be in a relationship but the thought of me being in a relationship also makes me feel sick and uncomfortable. I don’t mind being single, I’ve been single for a long time, basically all my life but I feel like I’m ready to fully commit to someone. Maybe that sick feeling will go when I find someone who is right for me?

Maybe?!? I don’t know I’m not good enough to be in a relationship.

[anon93806337]

@fcukforcookies

#43 16+

Summary

Almost lost my virginity in my classroom (it was empty) on the last day of school kinda regret it but at the same time I regret not going all the way.

Uh?

@fcukforcookies

#44

I once stole $2 from a waitress’ $7 tip at Olive Garden.
I wasn’t caught, and I probably wouldn’t get caught if I did it again.

DON’T.

@fcukforcookies

#45

I know I’m not the best looking person, I’m extremely average at best although, there are times when I look too good for this world. I may not be that great of a person and sometimes I do look in the mirror and hate myself. But a lot of times I sit down and wonder if there truly is anyone better than me. I’m really amazing to be honest.

Yes you rock!

@fcukforcookies

#46

My biggest fear is upsetting others. I’m so scared of doing it, I think twice before I say anything. When I do upset somebody, it feels horrible. I’m always worried I’ve hurt someone.

Well you can always think and be in charge of your words so you don’t hurt anyone. Not all people will be hurt by one word.

@fcukforcookies

#47

If I’m being honest I hated @ShanniiWrites until I came to these forums

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I swear it’s not me xDDDDD

sharp inhale COOKIE.

@fcukforcookies

#48

People who post their art on threads saying it’s so awful, it’s disgusting blah blah, really annoy me! Stop crying for attention!! you know it doesn’t suck so don’t pretend to think it then play modest when someone praises it! GROW UP!

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100%

I agree

@fcukforcookies

#49

I’M MAD SO MAD RN AT THIS GIRL WHO THINKS THAT IT’S BAD FOR ME TO BE SEXUALLY CURIOUS AND ASKING IF SHE LIKED GIRLS, AND SHE SAID SHE DID AND NOW WHEN I ASK QUESTIONS ON ROBLOX SHE LASHES OUT AT ME.

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U know she’s really mad when it’s all caps X_X

@fcukforcookies

#50

I’m so. F ing. Awkward.

SAME

@fcukforcookies

#51

I fret so much over one little thing. I’m so cautious when I type something. I’ve done so much I regret, and don’t want to give off the wrong reputation. I feel like I’m such a whiny person. I know I shouldn’t overthink everything I say, but I can’t help it. I just wish I was more extraverted and less idiotic. I wish I could stop saying dumb word vomit.

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Nothing wrong with being introvert an a bit idiotic. I mean look at me. Im both and majestic af

Same, but at least we can keep quiet sometimes.

[Duckling]

Will you try answering all anonymous confessions on this thread?

[anon93806337]

Yes

[Duckling]

Good luck

[Dying_Dreams]

I tried answering all the questions, my laziness got to me =)

[anon93806337]

@fcukforcookies

#52

For some reason I constantly feel as if I’m better than everyone else. It started when I was little and I have gotten better at not thinking this way as I have gotten older, but I keep feeling like I’m a nice person on the outside and a monster on the inside.

High. Self esteem? Can you lend me some?

@fcukforcookies

#53

Some people just say they’re lonely for attention.

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Maybe they need attention cause they are lonely?

Maybe…

@fcukforcookies

#54

I always feel kinda lost in groups. I mean, I don’t belong with them and nobody ever really wants to be friends with me. It’s not only in real life but also in this forum for example. I’m trying to be active, but without someone to have fun with it’s really difficult. Everyone has their friends group and there’s no place for a loner like me. And once someone starts talking to me, somone else bursts in with some insider joke and again I’m the odd one out. I know it’s my fault, I shouldn’t try so hard to find people to talk to. It’s silly, I’m not worth their time anyway.

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I feel ya. The worst you can do is try too hard to fit. Just be yourself and you will find a person who will become your friend.

There is always someone who you will click with.

[anon93806337]

@fcukforcookies

#55

I’m really disappointed in my so called "father". To get the story short my parents divorced because my father was abusive. I haven’t seen him in a very long time and I’m glad I don’t have to. People may disagree with this statement saying that he is still my father, but can you really call you’re self a father when all you do is drink,smoke and tell you’re wife , my little sister ,little brothers and me that we are a disappointment in you’re life? He stole all of my mother’s hard owend money and spended it on his drugs or his music. We almost didn’t had anything. There is a lot more to it for example that he used to hit my mother. Because he suspended her from cheating. He beared his parents up because they refused to give him 5 euro’s

Now this is a very short backstory to him about the awful things that he had done because believe me there is a lot more.

This was all 4 or 5 years ago. And right now he walks like some kind of junk through the streets. Screaming at children, people who are trying to do there jobs, everyone he just screams at everyone and he expect that I will go back to him and give him his second change so easy? He may be my so called "father" in blood to some people but to me he is nothing more then someone who got my mother pregnant. He isn’t a father and he never was. I just hope that the police will lock this idioot behind bars but knowing my country they probably won’t do that.

Wow. That’s just rude.