anon93806337:
agree
Just gonna say this. Not everyone says it for attention. Some people generally don’t think their work is good enough.
Me. Oof.
anon93806337:
Maybe…
True.
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Marriage leads to DIVORCE except with system and me
Well, you should maybe think about how your parents are wrong and that might help? I can relate, kinda, I grew up in a homophobic family and
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#58 H e l l o , I ’ m t h e o n e f r o m p o s t # 5 5 a n d I j u s t w a n n a t h a n k y o u g u y s f o r b e i n g s o k i n d t o m e . Y o u g u y s a r e t h e f i r s t o n e s w h o d i d n ’ t c o n t i n u e t o t r y a n d p u s h m e t o t a l k t o m y s o c a l l e d " f a t h e r " a g a i n . R e a l l y t h a n k y o u . O t h e r p e o p l e a l w a y s m a k e m e f e e l l i k e s o m e k i n d o f u n g r a t e f u l b r a t . E v e n a f t e r I t o l d t h e m e v e r y t h i n g . O r s o m e p e o p l e u s e t h i s i n f o r m a t i o n a s a r e a s o n t o e x c l u d e m e f r o m t h i n g s . T h e y s a y t h i n g s , b e h i n d m y b a c k , l i k e : d o n ’ t t a l k t o h e r ! S h e i s t h e d a u g h t e r o f t h a t c r a z y m a n ! S h e i s j u s t l i k e h e r f a t h e r ! P e o p l e h u r t m e s o b a d w i t h t h i n g s l i k e t h i s t h a t I s t a r t t o h a t e m y s e l f . . . I a l s o a l w a y s f e e l l i k e I n e e d t o p r o v e m y s e l f . . .
I’m glad you are better even though this was a long time ago.
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I still can’t believe how much patience u got XD
#542 M e t h i n k i n g a b o u t t h i s t h r e a d i n b e d a t 3 A M : " W h o a , w h a t i f a p e r s o n w h o d o e s n ’ t h a v e a n a c c o u n t o n t h e f o r u m s f i n d s t h i s t h r e a d a n d p o s t s a c o n f e s s i o n ? "
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#543 W h y d o e s t h e c o n f e s s i o n f o r m l o o k s o d i f f e r e n t t o d a y ? D i d y o u u p d a t e i t ?
no
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#544 * S e n d s C o o k i e s o m e h a t e s o s h e w o n ’ t f e e l e x c l u d e d a n y m o r e *
i don’t feel effort
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#545 O h m y G o d I a m s o a s h a m e d t o s a y t h i s b u t I e a t m y c e r e a l w i t h w a t e r o k ? ! N o m i l k !
what is wrong with u?
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#546 I d i d n ’ t b e c o m e a l i l b i t o f a s l a g . . . . I b E c A m E a T o T a L s L a G
achievement unlocked.
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#547 D e a r c o n f e s s i o n # 5 2 6 , T h e s t a f f c h a t i s n ’ t " g r e a t " j u s t b e c a u s e t h e y ’ r e s t a f f , i t ’ s g r e a t t h e y ’ r e a l l g o o d f r i e n d s . ( I a s s u m e ) . I f y o u w a n t y o u r o w n " s t a f f c h a t " j u s t g a t h e r u p a s m a l l g r o u p o f p e o p l e y o u ’ r e f r i e n d s w i t h a n d m a k e a c h a t . D o n ’ t g u i l t t r i p S h a n n i i i n t o m a k i n g y o u s t a f f , I m e a n w h a t a r e y o u g o i n g t o a c h i e v e b y d o i n g t h a t ? S h a n n i i w a n t s p e o p l e w h o w a n t t o b e s t a f f b e c a u s e o f t h i s f o r u m , n o t b e c a u s e t h e y w a n t t o g e t i n t o t h e s t a f f c h a t . W h e n y o u s a y t h a t y o u r " h a r d w o r k " i s a l l f o r n o t h i n g , y o u ’ r e i m p l y i n g t h a t o t h e r p e o p l e t h a t w a n t i n d o n ’ t w o r k a s h a r d a s " y o u d o " , t h a t ’ s w r o n g , y o u h a v e t o u n d e r s t a n d t h a t a l o t o f p e o p l e w a n t t o b e s t a f f , a n d a l o t o f p e o p l e h a v e r e a d t h e r u l e s a n d w o r k e d f o r i t . E v e n h a r d e r t h a n y o u t h i n k y o u d i d . S o m e o f t h o s e p e o p l e h a v e b e c o m e s t a f f . S o m e h a v e n o t . B u t d o y o u s e e t h e d i f f e r e n c e b e t w e e n y o u a n d t h e m ? T h e y ’ r e n o t w h i n i n g a b o u t w a n t i n g t o b e s t a f f a n d t h e n g u i l t t r i p p i n g S h a n n i i . ( A n d a l s o m a k i n g m e m b e r s w h o w e r e p i c k e d f e e l b a d ) . P l e a s e g r o w u p . I h a v e a c h a t t h a t ’ s n o t t h e s t a f f c h a t b u t t h a t i s j u s t a s g o o d . I t ’ s m a d e u p o f s o m e c l o s e f r i e n d s w h o s u p p o r t m e a n d w e v e n t t o e a c h o t h e r . T h a t ’ s w h a t m a k e s a g o o d c h a t .
I wouldnt say we’re great friends. some are, but I think mostly we are people who are working together
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#548 @ W o l f G a m e r G i r l 3 7 s h o u l d b e c o m e a l e a d ! S h e n e v e r m a k e s a n y o n e u n c o m f o r t a b l e o r s a d s h e h e l p s ! A l s o y o u a r e r e a l l y a m a z i n g W o l f i e ! ~ S p a r k l e
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Personally the “staff chat” and the “staff chatting area” is different
My suggestion is to make a cult or a group chat (like the person in the anonymous confession thread) and you will yield the same results.
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fcukforcookies:
#60 Some days I feel really lost in this world. Some days I feel like everything around me is glass and if I’m too intense, aggressive, or extra or loud it’ll all crack and shatter. I hold onto things that have passed. Some times i dont know who i am, and i feel like i drowning in an aquarium. I say aquarium only because, that everyone around me doesnt notice. Like when no one notices a dish has died inside until it begin to stink and pollute the water. I feel very depressed some days. I wish that I didn’t feel like the whole world is against me. I’d like to talk with my mom without her saying sexuality isn’t real. I’d like to talk with my dad without having him compare my to my athletic siblings and body shame me. I wish my brothers supported me more instead of putting me down. I wish I felt like people actually care how I’m feeling when they ask “How are you?” Or maybe I’m asking for too much. Many people wonder why I read books quite much more, why I listen to music so much. It’s because everyone in the world is judging you, blaming you, hating you. Music says, it’s okay. I’ve been there. Listen. I understand you. Books say, I’ve been through the same as you. I’ve gotten through it. Sit while I tell you a story.
My friend once said, “You’ve been getting more depressing and negative.” Even my mom says it. I died on the inside a long time ago, and I ain’t coming back. People note me as very cold and cruel. Honey, I’m just working with what the world gave me. I’ve given up on life, I’ve already died I’m waiting for my body to catch up. I’m brutal, blunt, and unrelentingly intense and aggressive. My “bad” qualities outweigh the good to some. I don’t give a flying f*ck . If I could I would’ve hurt some people by now, because they broke me a long time ago. AND I wouldn’t be a bit sorry. Im so done with being sorry, and fake apologies and sickening smiles. They sicken my life force. I feel drained every day. I cant believe I even have a life force to drain anymore. I envy those 6 ft under. They say you go to Hell for your sins. Darling I am in hell, and God I’m sorry for whatever evil, wicked thing that I did for you to place me in this damn hell. This thing they call earth is damned. Nah. B*tch , I’m not surprises if this was hell. Because what could be worse then being stepped over and forgotten?
I relate to some of this, but I have a character that acts like you…
What?
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#62 i w a n n a b e f r i e n d s w i t h s o m e o n e o n t h i s f o r u m a l t h o u g h i t h i n k t h e y t h i n k i ’ m a n i d i o t . i ’ m k i n d a a w k w a r d a n d b o r i n g s o i d k h o w i ’ l l e v e r m a k e f r i e n d s
I noticed we have a lot of peeps struggling with this thing
Just talk to them, that can’t hurt.
Sorry I laughed.
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fcukforcookies:
#64 I r e a l l y h o p e t h e p a s t d o e s n ’ t c a t c h u p . I d o n ’ t w a n t p e o p l e t o r e a l i s e m y o l d a c c o u n t , r e m e m b e r m e a s t h a t p e r s o n I w a s . I ’ m s c a r e d . W h a t i f s o m e b o d y f i n d s o u t I w a s t h a t j e r k ? ?
I’m searching for u. Beware xD
And on a serious note. Everyone can be redeemed.
You can always do good.
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#65 T o d a y w a s a c t u a l l y a g o o d d a y , a p a r t f r o m b e i n g c a l l e d t h e w r o n g n a m e . M y f r i e n d c a l l e d m e “ E l i j a h ” ( s o m e g u y , w h o d o e s n ’ t s h o w e r t h a t m u c h a n d s m e l l s b a d ) a n d i t r e a l l y d r a i n e d m y s e l f c o n f i d e n c e . I ’ m s t i l l n o t s u r e h o w s h e c o u l d h a v e m a d e t h a t m i s t a k e , I l o o k n o t h i n g l i k e h i m , b u t w h a t e v e r .
huh? I love name Elijah
Uh. Maybe she is not talking about that Elijah?
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#66 S o I h a v e r e c e i v e d a c o n f e s s i o n t h a t I w o n ’ t p o s t . W h y ? B e c a u s e i t ’ s t a r g e t i n g s p e c i f i c u s e r . F i r s t o f a l l i t v i o l a t e s F o r u m r u l e s . S e c o n d l y , p e r s o n a l l y f r o m m e . G r o w a p a i r o f b a l l s a n d t a l k t o t h e p e r s o n y o u a r e f i n e w i t h a c t u a l l y b u l l y i n g o n a p e r s o n a l l e v e l b e h i n d h e r b a c k . I b e t y o u w o u l d n ’ t d o i t . #stopbeingassholes
Why? Why?
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#67 i ’ m t h e o n e w h o s a i d I h a t e d @ S h a n n i i W r i t e s . i d o n ’ t h a t e h e r a n y m o r e a n d I ’ m n o t @ N e l i d a U o r @ f c u k f o r c o o k i e s . @ S h a n n i i W r i t e s i s a n i c e p e r s o n o n c e y o u g e t t o k n o w h e r
Not me, again, xD But I agree.
You should focus on the best…
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#69 i f e e l l i k e i c o n f e s s h e r e t o o m u c h . b u t i l i k e t h e f a c t t h a t i c a n a t l e a s t h o p e n o b o d y k n o w s w h o i a m . [ i t r y a n d d i s g u i s e t h e w a y i t a l k ] i v e m a d e s o m a n y m i s t a k e s i n t h e l a s t f e w y e a r s . i r e g r e t m a k i n g t h e m . s o m e t i m e s i f e e l l i k e e v e r y b o d y t h i n k s i m a f r e a k . m i r r o r m i r r o r o n t h e w a l l , c a n i j u s t e r a s e i t a l l . i j u s t w a n t t o p u k e o u t e v e r y t h i n g . m o s t p e o p l e p r o b a b l y k n o w w h o i a m . t h e c o n f e s s i o n s o b v i o u s . t h a t s f i n e . i m m o r e c o n c e r n e d i f t h e p e o p l e w h o k n o w w h a t i v e d o n e c o m e h e r e . t h e y s a y y o u c a n t c h a n g e t h e p a s t b u t y o u c a n c h a n g e t h e f u t u r e . w h y i s i t s o h a r d t o l i v e i n t h e p r e s e n t . e v e r s i n c e t h e s t a r t o f t h i s y e a r , i v e j u s t t h o u g h t b a c k t o a l l m y r e g r e t s . i h o p e n o b o d y h e r e h a t e s m e . i k n o w n o b o d y h e r e d i s l i k e s m e t h a t m u c h b u t w h e n i s a y s o m e t h i n g s t u p i d i f e e l l i k e t h e y a l l t h i n k i m i r r i t a t i n g a n d t r y t o o h a r d t o b e f u n n y . i a p o l o g i z e f o r a l l t h e w r o n g i v e d o n e . t h i s i s p r o b a b l y t h e l o n g e s t c o n f e s s i o n a n d i m g o i n g o n - a n d - o n a b o u t s t u p i d s t u f f . b y e .
Not sure anonymous apology works this way. Maybe you should talk to someone about it, instead of ranting into void? WIll be more helpful
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They scare you?
Idk. Maybe they like to see people quitting and yelling?
Huh
You are… something else.
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#75 E v e r y o n e i s p r o b a b l y g o n n a k n o w w h o t h i s i s - b u t w h a t e v e r . I ’ m s c a r e d t h a t t h i s W o o d y d o l l w h o h a s n e v e r d o n e a n y t h i n g a n d i s a t t h e f a r e n d o f t h e h o u s e i s g o n n a c o m e t o m y r o o m a n d k i l l m e .
And it just as might. Hide a knife under ur pillow.
Toy story will be your worst nightmare, Andy.
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#76 I l o v e i t w h e n s o m e o n e g i v e s m e a t t e n t i o n . B u t a t l e a s t I a m h o n e s t a b o u t i t . I k n o w a l o t o f p e o p l e w h o w o n ’ t o w n u p t o i t . I h a t e i t w h e n t h e y t e l l t h e i r m i s e r a b l e l i f e ’ s m i s e r a b l e s t o r y j u s t t o g a i n a t t e n t i o n . L i k e d u d e , d o y o u t h i n k w e c a n ’ t t e l l w h e n y o u a r e l y i n g a n d w h e n y o u a r e n ’ t ?
So relatable. Give me attention. xD
Yea, let’s hope you don’t like getting attention in a bad way.
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#77 S o t h e r e ’ s s o m e o n e o n t h e o t h e r f o r u m s a s w e l l t h a t j u s t r u b s m e a r e a l l y b a d f e e l i n g . L i k e t h e y ’ v e n e v e r s a i d a n y t h i n g t h a t m a d e m e b e l i k e h m m m m m m b u t i t ’ s l i k e t h i s w e i r d s e n s e I ’ m g e t t i n g a n d i t l o w k e y f r e a k s m e o u t t o t h e p o i n t w h e r e I ’ m t r y i n g t o g h o s t t h a t p e r s o n . I d o n ’ t w a n n a b e m e a n a n d I h a t e f e e l i n g m e a n . I t ’ s j u s t t h i s p e r s o n j u s t d o e s n ’ t s e e m r i g h t t o m e . A n d I k p e o p l e t h a t a r e n ’ t o p e n e i t h e r l i k e t h e m . B u t I d o n ’ t h a v e t h a t c r e e p y w e i r d v i b e w i t h t h e m . B u t w i t h t h i s p e r s o n I ’ m j u s t u n s u r e w i t h l i k e a g u t f e e l i n g a n d I h o p e I ’ m w r o n g b u t I a l s o t r u s t i t .
Trust your gut feeling and continue ghosting that person.
Yea, stay away if your gut tells ya to. They may be 50 or something.
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#78 A f e w y e a r s a g o , I w a s b u l l i e d a n d h a r a s s e d s o m u c h t h a t I s t o p p e d t a l k i n g f o r a f e w y e a r s . I d i d n ’ t e v e n t a l k t o m y f a m i l y . I c a m e o u t o f m y s h e l l e v e n t u a l l y , b u t t h e y w e r e t h e l o n e l i e s t y e a r s o f m y l i f e . I f e l t l i k e I w a s u s e l e s s , l i k e n o b o d y w o u l d c a r e i f I w a s g o n e . I b e c a m e r e a l l y s u i c i d a l a n d s t a r t e d t o d o s e l f h a r m . I t w a s r e a l l y s c a r y . I t h o u g h t I w a s g o i n g t o d i e . . . I s a y t h a t I w a s n e v e r a n o u t c a s t , t h a t I n e v e r w a s b u l l i e d a n d l i e t o p e o p l e ’ s f a c e s b e c a u s e I f e e l s o e m b a r r a s s e d t e l l i n g p e o p l e t h i s s t o r y . B e i n g s i l e n t l i k e t h a t i s s o m e t h i n g n o b o d y s h o u l d e x p e r i e n c e .
I experienced this
fcukforcookies:
#79 P e o p l e c a n b e s o f a k e t h e s e d a y s l i k e t h e i r o v e r - d r a w n , e x a g g e r a t e d e y e b r o w s , I c a n ’ t d e a l w i t h i t , t h e y ’ r e a l l a n n o y i n g .
All of them…?
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#80 I l i k e t o s i t i n a d a r k r o o m a n d s t a r e a t t h e w a l l . I t m a k e s m e c a l m d o w n , t h i n k i n g a b o u t h o w I ’ m w a s t i n g m y l i f e .
I think it’s the same person who likes watching paint dry.
How many hours a day do you spend doing these things???
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#81 T h r o u g h s c h o o l I d i d n ’ t h a v e f r i e n d s , t h e r e w e r e p e o p l e I s t o o d n e a r t h a t i g n o r e d m e a n d m o s t o f t h e t i m e I j u s t f e l t l i k e a n o u t c a s t . O n t h e l a s t d a y , g r o u p s o f p e o p l e w e r e t a k i n g p i c t u r e s w i t h e a c h o t h e r , I w a s n ’ t a s k e d t o b e i n a n y o f t h e m e x c e p t f r o m t h e m a n d a t o r y c l a s s p h o t o s o r w i t h t h e p e o p l e w h o w a n t e d a p i c t u r e o f e v e r y o n e . I g o t i n s t a g r a m a y e a r l a t e r a n d s a w o n a n o t h e r g i r l s i n s t a g r a m a c c o u n t a p i c t u r e t h a t I w o u l d h a v e b e e n i n , s h e h a d c r o p p e d m e o u t . I t s o u n d s d u m b b u t i t h a s r e a l l y h a d a b a d a f f e c t bo n m e . I h a v e f r i e n d s n o w a n d w e t o o k a g r o u p p i c t u r e a n d o n e o f t h e m f r a m e d i t , I a c t u a l l y c r i e d I j u s t f e l t a c c e p t e d . I e v e n c r y w r i t i n g t h i s n o w . B e c a u s e e v e n w i t h m y n e w f r i e n d s , i t s t i l l d o e s n ’ t f e e l l i k e I f i t i n .
You can always talk to them.
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one is just as random as the cults, the other is filled with forum duties and work.
