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#82 I h o n e s t l y w i s h e d I w a s n ’ t b o r n s o m y p a r e n t s w o u l d n ’ t g e t m a d a t m e a l l t h e t i m e , a n d t h e y ’ l l b e g o o d w i t h o u t m e . M y f r i e n d w o u l d n ’ t b e m a d a t m e r i g h t n o w , a n d e v e r y t h i n g w o u l d b e b e t t e r w i t h o u t m e .
Nah. I think they would be miserable without you.
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#83 T o t h e o n e w h o c a m e h e r e t o s t a l k a n d b e c a m e a m o d : I t h i n k i t ’ s p r e t t y f u n n y w h a t h a p p e n e d a n d k i n d a “ t e a c h i n g ” i n a w a y . ( I s t h i s t h e p a r t w h e r e y o u ’ r e s u p p o s e d t o s a y “ I l e a r n e d t h a t w e a r e a l l t h e s a m e d e s p i t e t h e d i f f e r e n t f o r u m s ” ? ) I ’ m n o t s u r e w h a t y o u r i n t e n t i o n s w e r e , ( o r t o w h o s h o u l d I s a y ? ) b u t I ’ m k i n d a b o t h s a d a n d r e l i e v e d t h i s e n d e d h e r e , c u z I w a s e a g e r l y w a i t i n g f o r y o u r n e x t m o v e w h i l e w a i t i n g f o r y o u t o o u t y o u r s e l f . J u s t a t i p : f o r n e x t t i m e , t r y c h a n g i n g y o u r w o r d s o f c h o i c e s o i t c a n b e m o r e f u n . M e s s a g e s e n t t o w h o e v e r i t c o n c e r n s .
I have to agree.
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#84 I h a t e i t w h e n p e o p l e t e l l m e t h a t I m i g h t b e d e p r e s s e d b e c a u s e I a l r e a d y k n o w h o w I w a n t m y f u n e r a l t o b e . I ’ m 1 7 a n d I a l r e a d y k n o w h o w o l d I w a n n a b e w h e n I d i e ( a r o u n d 2 7 ) , h o w I w a n n a d i e a n d w h a t e v e r y o n e n e e d s t o b e w e a r i n g a t m y f u n e r a l . J u s t n e e d t o f i n d o u t w h e r e I ’ m g o i n g t o h a v e i t . : t h i n k i n g : m y m o t h e r f i n d s i t d i s t u r b i n g t h a t I h a v e t h i n g s l i k e t h a t p l a n n e d .
This sounds a bit disturbing, but mostly just stupid.
That’s a bit odd.
Why are so many people focusing on the negatives?
Only if it targets another user will it upset anyone.
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Uh… why.
Huh.
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#89 I d o d r u g s . A n d I c a n ’ t s t o p . I h a t e m y s e l f a n d I w a n t t o d i e . I w i s h I c o u l d b e p e r f e c t .
Boi, oh boi. Feel free to turn to me. I have experience with addictions.
I never had an addiction, but you can ask cookie even though this was 8 months ago.
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#90 R e c e n t l y , I w a s a s s a u l t e d . I d i d n ’ t s a y a n y t h i n g u n t i l I w a s c o n v i n c e d t o d o s o . M y l i f e h a s b e e n a m e s s e v e r s i n c e , o r a t l e a s t I t h i n k i t i s . I ’ v e b e e n s u i c i d a l a n d t h e r e ’ s n o p u r p o s e f o r m e a n y m o r e .
There is a purpose! Some idiot can’t just tell you you are not good enough. You are!
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#91 W h y a r e m o s t o f t h e t o p i c s h e r e E p i s o d e r e l a t e d ? H o n e s t l y , i t ’ s l i k e e v e r y t i m e t h a t I l o g i n i t ’ s “ E p i s o d e r e l e a s e d t h i s ” o r “ E p i s o d e d i d t h i s ” o r “ E p i s o d e i s t h i s ” o r “ T h e E p i s o d e F o r u m s a r e t h i s ” I m e a n , I g e t t h a t m o s t o f u s c a m e f r o m E p i s o d e - b u t I t h o u g h t t h a t t h e p o i n t o f t h e s e f o r u m s w a s t o g e t a w a y f r o m t h a t a n d b r a n c h o u t . I f I w a n t e d t o t a l k a b o u t E p i s o d e , I ’ d g o t o t h e i r f o r u m s . I h a d t h o u g h t ( h o p e d , r e a l l y ) t h a t t h i s p l a c e w o u l d b e m o r e a b o u t w r i t i n g a s a w h o l e , a n d o f c o u r s e o t h e r f u n t h i n g s t h a t t h e E p i s o d e f o r u m s d o n ’ t a l l o w . . . b u t i t l i t e r a l l y f e e l s l i k e t h e E p i s o d e f o r u m s , w i t h t h e s a m e t h r e a d s a n d e v e r y t h i n g . A l s o , I ’ d j u s t l i k e t o p o i n t o u t t h a t m o s t o f t h o s e p o s t s a b o u t E p i s o d e c o m e o f f a s v e r y p e t t y ( I h a t e t h e a p p a s m u c h a s t h e n e x t p e r s o n , b u t a t s o m e p o i n t i t ’ s j u s t r e d u n d a n t ) p l u s I ’ v e s e e n u s e r s c a l l i n g E p i s o d e a u t h o r s a n d s t o r i e s o u t b y n a m e o n m u l t i p l e o c c a s i o n s , w h i c h i n m y o p i n i o n i s t o t a l l y n o t o k a y . I ’ m h o n e s t l y s t a r t i n g t o r e g r e t j o i n i n g t h e s e f o r u m s . ( A n d I k n o w t h a t p p l w i l l j u s t t e l l m e t o l e a v e o r g e t o v e r i t , w h i c h i s w h y I ’ m s a y i n g t h i s a n o n y m o u s l y . . . I j u s t f e e l l i k e i t h a s t o b e s a i d . )
I personally like that people still discuss Episode here. I’m banned from official forums, like some other members, so I don’t see a problem here. There is plenty of topics about writing, and you are welcomed to contribute if you feel a need in some topic. I don’t get the problem. You see what you want to see.
Oh a few weeks ago a user said this, and it’s not like the Episode Forums.
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#92 T h e S h a n n i f o r u m s h a s b e c o m e a p l a c e t o c o m e a n d t h r o w s h a d e / h a t e o n t h e p e o p l e o n t h e e p i s o d e f o r u m s w i t h o u t g e t t i n g i n t r o u b l e a n d I s t i l l c a n ’ t t e l l i f I ’ m h e r e f o r i t o r n o t l o l s o m e t i m e s I ’ m l i k e “ y e a h , t h a t p e r s o n i s s o a n n o y i n g a n d I h a t e t h e m t o o ! ” B u t o t h e r t i m e s I ’ m k i n d a l i k e “ t h a t p e r s o n d o e s n ’ t r e a l l y d e s e r v e t o b e s h a t o n : / “
Well if you have double standards, like everyone can sh-t on people u don’t like, then okay…
Straight up attacks don’t really happen here…
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#93 I h a v e t o c o n f e s s t h a t . . i a m a r a c i s t a l r i g h t ? T h i s p a s t y e a r i n h i s t o r y i t w a s a b o u t h i s t o r y i n 1 9 4 0 s a n d a r o u n d t h i s d e c a d e . W e l e a r n e d a l o t a b o u t t h e W W I I a n d h o w g e r m a n s a n d h i t l e r w e r e t h e t e r r o r i s t s a t t h a t t i m e , w e w a t c h e d v i d e o s t h a t w e r e v e r y t r i g g e r e d m e w i c h i s t a r t e d c r y i n g i n c l a s s ( w i t h o u t a n y o n e n o t i c i n g ) a n d s i n c e t h e n i d e s p i s e g e r m a n s , h e l l * * i e v e n h a v e r e l a t i v e s w h o a r e g e r m a n s a n d i t ’ s v e r y h a r d f o r m e * * . F e e l f r e e t o a t t a c k m e i d c
Not really racism but okay.
Well it is just a few Germans. Not all.
“It’s not a phase, Mom!”
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#95 S o m e d a y s , I l i k e t o p o u r m y d r i n k o v e r m y h e a d a n d w a t c h m y h a i r g e t d a m a g e d . I t a k e j o y i n f e e l i n g t h e s a t i s f a c t i o n o f t h e l i q u i d , s o m e t i m e s d r o p p i n g a n d s t a i n i n g t h e f l o o r . I t r e m i n d s m e o f h o w p o i n t l e s s l i f e i s , a n d m a k e s m e f e e l b e t t e r , k n o w i n g w e ’ r e a l l g o i n g t o d i e a n y w a y , a n d w e s h o u l d n ’ t c a r e s o m u c h . a b o u t o u r l o o k s
Jeezo, kiddo, don’t waste the good drink
@Mysterious_Tea ?
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#96 A m I r e a l l y t h e o n l y o n e f r e a k e d o u t b y c o n f e s s i o n 7 3 ? ! T h i s p e r s o n l i t e r a l l y s a i d t h e y c a m e h e r e t o S T A L K p e o p l e a n d a r e u s i n g a F A K E n a m e - a n d t h e y ’ r e o n e o f t h e m o d s ? ! H o w a m I s u p p o s e d t o k n o w t h e y ’ r e n o t s t a l k i n g m e ? ? ?
Not more than by person who said she/he would kill people if she/he had a chance xD
Well I mean…
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I’m not sure if that’s true, but thanks
Although I do feel slightly better than I did before
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Maybe you do if people say that.
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#98 S c h o o l s t a r t s i n 2 m o n t h s a n d a m i e x c i t e d ? N O , n o t o n l y b e c a u s e i w i l l h a v e h o m e w o r k b u t b e c a u s e i a m s t a r t i n g h i g h s c h o o l a n d i w i l l m e e t n e w p e o p l e . D o n ’ t g e t m e w r o n g i l i k e m e e t i n g n e w p e o p l e b u t o u t s i d e o f s c h o o l . I d o n ’ t w a n t t o m e e t t h o s e b a s i c g i r l s a n d w a n n a b e c o o l g u y s , i d o n ’ t b e l o n g w i t h t h e m , i a m n o t l i k e t h e m a n d i j u s t h a t e t h e t h o u g h t o f m e e t i n g t h e m , i w a n n a m u r d e r t h e m a l l u g h h h . .
I’m pretty sure most people aren’t like that. Just ignore and you shall be just fine
You can talk with a lot of people on here, they are so nice
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#100 S o m e t i m e s a n d a l o t l a t e l y I f e e l l i k e I w a s p u t o n t h i s w o r l d j u s t t o d i s a p p o i n t p e o p l e , p i s s t h e m o f f , a n d i n t h e e n d d i e b e f o r e I e v e n r e a c h e i g h t e e n . I ’ v e b e e n h a v i n g d a r k t h o u g h t s s i n c e I w a s l i k e 9 , a n d I k n o w t h a t ’ s t o o y o u n g t o b e d e p r e s s e d o r a n y t h i n g a n d I k n o w I ’ m n o t d e p r e s s e d b e c a u s e I ’ m n o t s o m e f a k e r w h o w a n t s t o s e e m c o o l , b u t I d o s o m e t i m e s g e t i t i n m y h e a d t h a t t h e w o r l d w o u l d b e b e t t e r o f f w i t h o u t m e b u t t h e n I r e m e m b e r t h a t I m a t t e r s o l i t t l e t h a t t h e w o r l d w o u l d n ’ t e v e n b e d i f f e r e n t i f I w a s d e a d .
You are important.
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#101 I n e e d a d v i c e p l e a s e ! A g i r l o n t h e b a c k g r o u n d s h a r i n g t h r e a d o n t h e e p i s o d e f o r u m s s h a r e d a b a c k g r o u n d o f a n e n t r y w a y t h a t “ s h e ” m a d e , b u t I k n o w f o r a f a c t t h a t i t ’ s a c t u a l l y m a d e b y @ e p i s o d e . u w e a n d s h e j u s t a d d e d a n o v e r l a y a n d c h a n g e d a l i t t l e b i t e l s e . I d k i f I s h o u l d r e p o r t h e r , b e c a u s e I h a v e d o n e t h a t i n t h e p a s t a n d t h e m o d s h a v e d e a l t w i t h i t r e a l l y w e l l , b u t w i t h e v e r y t h i n g g o i n g o n I d o n ’ t r e a l l y w a n t t o .
You should even though this is old AF.
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#102 I l i k e t h i s p l a c e b u t i f e e l l i k e i t s k i n d a f a k e . O n E p i s o d e f o r u m s e v e r y o n e w a s d e b a t i n g a l o t m o r e a g g r e s s i v l y a n d t h e d e b a t e s h e r e r k i n d a p a s s i v e a n d g e t r e s o l v e d f a s t l i k e a b r u s h i n g o f f . . I f e e l l i k e p p l a r e n t b e i n g t h e i r t r u e s e l v e s . . .
I don’t think that’s the issue. I know that I am a lot less aggressive here, but it has to do with the more relaxed environment here. People grow up as well, u know. Plus people here are mostly outcasts on the official forums, or whole platform, so I suppose it kinda brought us together.
Well, we do civilized discussion.
…I’m not even going to ask.
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#104 M y r e l a t i v e s k e e p p r e s s u r i n g m e t o g e t m a r r i e d o r t o a t l e a s t b e i n a r e l a t i o n s h i p w i t h i n a c e r t a i n a m o u n t o f t i m e , b u t t h e t r u t h i s . . . I d o n ’ t k n o w i f I c a n b e r o m a n t i c a l l y i n v o l v e d w i t h a n y o n e b e c a u s e I h a v e n o d e s i r e t o h a v e s e x . W h e n e v e r I ’ v e c r u s h e d o n g u y s i n t h e p a s t , I n e v e r f a n t a s i z e d a b o u t h a v i n g s e x w i t h t h e m . O n l y h u g g i n g , s p e n d i n g t i m e t o g e t h e r , a n d b e i n g c l o s e . B u t m y r e l a t i v e s w o u l d n e v e r u n d e r s t a n d i f I t r y t o e x p l a i n t h i s t o t h e m .
You are #asexual
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#105 A l r i g h t , t i m e f o r o n e o f m y l e s s s t u p i d c o n f e s s i o n s : A s m u c h a s I l o v e b e i n g d r u g a n d a l c o h o l f r e e , I m a d e a m i s t a k e t o d a y . I t w a s r e a l l y s t u p i d . I s m o k e d a c i g a r e t t e . I ’ m r e a l l y a s h a m e d a t m y s e l f . W h y d i d I d o t h a t ? I ’ m s u c h a f * c k i n g i d i o t . I ’ m g l a d t h i s i s a n o n y m o u s . I m i g h t a s w e l l r u n a w a y a n d h i d e i f p e o p l e f o u n d o u t w h o I a m . F o r s o m e r e a s o n l a t e l y , I ’ v e w o n d e r e d w h a t i t w o u l d b e l i k e t o d i e . I d o n ’ t a c t u a l l y w a n t t o d i e , b u t I d o n ’ t k n o w i f l i f e i s w o r t h i t o r n o t . I ’ v e b e t r a y e d m y s e l f . T h a t w a s a d u m b m i s t a k e .
Tad dramatic dude. Every mistake is experience as well. Make a conclusion and let it go.
One cigarette? Just learn from it and yea.
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#106 S o m e d a y s , I l i k e t o s t a r e a t t h e m i r r o r , p o i n t a t i t a n d s a y , “ t h a t ’ s a n i d i o t . ”
I’m a fan of your confessions
Same
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#108 I d o n ’ t u n d e r s t a n d w h y p e o p l e a r e m a d a b o u t e p i s o d e a d d r e s s i n g t h e b u l l y i n g i s s u e i n t h e c o m m u n i t y - y e a i t ’ s m o s t l y b e c a u s e o f t h e r e c e n t a t t a c k s o n b i g a u t h o r s b u t t h i s h a s b e e n a l o o o o n g t i m e c o m i n g a n d I ’ m g l a d i t ’ s f i n a l l y h e r e . F r o m t h e n o o b l o o o p s i t u a t i o n w h e r e s h e w r o t e h o r r i b l e s t o r i e s a n d h a d h e r u s e r s a t t a c k e p i s o d e w h e n t h e y r e m o v e d t h e m t o t h e b u k i i s i t u a t i o n w h e r e s h e l i t e r a l l y h a d h e r f o l l o w e r s a t t a c k a g i r l t o t h e p o i n t w h e r e t h e g i r l d e l e t e d h e r a c c o u n t t h i s a n n o u n c e m e n t i s n e c e s s a r y . E p i s o d e a d d r e s s i n g t h i s i s a s t e p i n t h e r i g h t d i r e c t i o n a n d p e o p l e n e e d t o g e t o v e r i t ! B e s i d e s - i f y o u ’ v e n e v e r b u l l i e d a n y o n e t h i s d o e s n ’ t a f f e c t y o u a n d y o u h a v e n o t h i n g t o w o r r y a b o u t : ) I f y o u ’ r e b u l l y i n g p e o p l e , i t m a k e s s e n s e t h a t y o u ’ l l b e b a n n e d a n d y o u d e s e r v e t o b e . T h i s i s t h e f i r s t t i m e i n a w h i l e t h a t e p i s o d e h a s d o n e s o m e t h i n g g o o d !
People are mad because Episode seem to give a damn only when big authors start this discussion. We all know authors who repeatedly and publicly bullied small authors, or just community members, and do you know of at least who was banned? You don’t cause there’s none. Someone’s allowed to post user’s mocking chat screenshots, and nothing is done or addressed, other are get banned over opinions, that people find offending. This is why people are mad. What we saw in recent Episode post is a threat to all the users who dare to call out these people, who think they can do whatever they want.
This was a long time ago, so idk about this.
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#109 S o m e d a y s , I l i k e t o t o r t u r e m y s e l f b y t h r o w i n g m y p h o n e a t m y f a c e . I t m a k e s m e f e e l g o o d , k n o w i n g h o w i d i o t i c I a m . S o m e d a y s , I a l s o w o n d e r w h y I s t a r t m o s t c o n f e s s i o n s w i t h “ s o m e d a y s ” . . .
Because you do what you do some days.
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#549 O k a y t h i s i s w e i r d a n d a l i t t l e e m b a r r a s s i n g . I s i t s t r a n g e t h a t I ’ v e n e v e r r e a l l y k i s s e d / h u g g e d m y d a d , b u t I ’ v e d o n e s o w i t h m y m o m m a n y t i m e s ? I l o v e b o t h m y p a r e n t s e q u a l l y b u t y a h , I ’ m c u r i o u s i f t h i s ’ s w e i r d o r n o t
Maybe he’s not a fan of hugs?
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#550 d e a r l i f e , g o a w a y a n d l e a v e m e a l o n e s m h
that’s called dying but mkay
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#552 I d o a p o l o g i s e . I s h o u l d h a v e g i v e n m o r e i n f o r m a t i o n . I ’ m c o n f e s s i o n # 5 2 7 . A h a s b e e n l o w k e y , g u i l t t r i p p i n g B a m o n g a f e w o t h e r t h i n g s . I t ’ s g o t t e n t o a p o i n t w h e r e B d o e s n o t f e e l c o m f o r t a b l e b e i n g a r o u n d A . T h e r e w a s a n i n c i d e n t b e f o r e t h i s w h e r e A t h o u g h t t h a t B h a d b e e n f l i r t i n g w i t h t h e m . W h i c h B w a s n ’ t , B i s a l e s b i a n s o t h i s w a s n o t t h e c a s e . A n d t h a t l e a d o n t o o t h e r i n c i d e n t s .
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#553 I h e a r d a b o u t t h e a v e r a g e l i f e e x p e c t a n c y f o r p e o p l e o n t h e a u t i s m s p e c t r u m . I d o n ’ t w a n t t o d i e y o u n g . T h e s t u f f I ’ m d o i n g i s n ’ t g o i n g t o h e l p m e l i v e a l o n g l i f e e i t h e r , b u t I ’ m f r i g h t e n e d . I s h o u l d j u s t p r e p a r e t o d i e , b u t I c a n ’ t . I d o n ’ t w a n t t o l e a v e b e h i n d e v e r y t h i n g .
I mean “heard about” is not really something substantial… Some people hear that vaccines cause autism
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Personally I’ve never read anything about people with Autism dying sooner or anything
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#554 I r e a l l y d o n ’ t k n o w h o w t o s h a r e s o m e t h i n g p e r s o n a l w i t h o t h e r . E v e r y o n e ’ s t a l k i n g a b o u t h o w t h e y f e e l a n d I ’ m j u s t c o n s t a n t l y a c t i n g a s i f I ’ m f i n e . I t ’ s n o t t h a t I d o n ’ t t r u s t p e o p l e , b e c a u s e I d o ! I j u s t n e v e r k n o w h o w t o t e l l s o m e t h i n g . P e o p l e o n h e r e r a n t a n d s h a r e t h e i r e x p e r i e n c e s a n d I j u s t d o n ’ t .
I understand you. And to be honest often I think people are sharing way too much, and too much personal. It’s okay to be guarded about your private life. U should discuss it with people you trust. Not just share it, cause everyone has a verbal diarrhea.
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#555 i r l y w o n d e r w h y p p l a r e s e n d i n g h a t e t o h a n n a . d o y o u h a v e n o t h i n g e l s e t o d o ? h a n n a i s l i t e r a l l y t h e b e s t . a n d p p l w h o a r e j u s t s u b m i t t i n g t h e y h a t e t h r u h e r e a r e t h e t r u c o w a r d s . u r l y d o n ’ t d e s e r v e t o b e o n h e r e . w e a l l w a n t y o u o f f . a n d w h e n p e o p l e f i n d o u t w h o u r - y e a h b e t t e r g o o f f b e f o r e w e c a t c h u .
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#556 D o e s a n y o n e e l s e e v e r w o n d e r w h y s o m e p e o p l e h a v e n o t h i n g b e t t e r t o d o t h a n i m p e r s o n a t i n g s o m e o n e o n d i f f e r e n t t h r e a d s o n a s m a l l f o r u m ? I ’ m v e r y c l o s e t o f i g u r i n g o u t w h o y o u a r e , s o i f y o u d o n ’ t w a n t t o g e t b a n n e d , y o u s h o u l d s t o p p r e t e n d i n g t o b e H a n n a o n d i f f e r e n t a n o n y m o u s f o r m s a n d a p o l o g i z e t o h e r .
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#557 E v e r y b o d y s a y s t h a t t h e s e b a d b o y s t o r i e s a r e s o u n r e a l i s t i c , b u t I ’ v e e x p e r i e n c e d i t i n r e a l i t y a n d i t w a s l i k e a f a i r y t a l e ( w e l l , h e d i d n ’ t c h a n g e f o r b e b u t f o r h i s n o w - g i r l f r i e n d b u t w h o c a r e s )
yeah, same.
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