Sure
Bunch of sappy songsā¦
sigh
What, you disagree?
Fine, fineā¦ What do you want to hear? Does that playlist mean anything to me? No, why would it?
But sure, there are some songs that bring out certain memories. And I know Molly, I like that one actually. Iām just not gonna sit here, analyze and tell you what I think about every song.
Like youāre SOOOO busy. Letās be honest now
this will take time sads
ā¦ ā¦
Me & You together song - Will this be the only not sad song? Is it too late to go back and say no to doing this?.. There are someā¦ relatable parts? So itās fine, I donāt know. smiles at Iāve been in love with her for ages, but I canāt seem to get it right blah blah part
Dawning of spring - And here we go with slow songsā¦ Can I skip this? I really canāt concentrate on this one. No? Fineā¦ loud sigh after some time Itās not that bad. Sounds like a good rain dancing song.
Walked through hell - Next, please.
Unforgettable - So slooow. This isā¦4th song? Iām already bored.
Kerosene - This one is simply boring. Next.
Sad corny fck - is quiet during that whole song
If you love her - Depressing. uncomfortable chuckle, silent again
Molly - I already said I love this one and I love the rapper. I used to listen to this song, itāsā¦ itās good.
You - Back to sappy songs. I really donāt know why youāre asking me to do this and what youāre expecting to getā¦ Do you want me to say how I can relate to almost every single one of them? Sure.
Till forever falls apart and If the world was ending - after some time of being silent I canāt wait for this end but I feel like it wonāt be soon so fine. Donāt like them, they make me think of bad days Iāve had.
If you ever come back - Itās alright.
For the first time - I donāt hate it, it just really reminds me of the time my wife and I made up.
3 minutes - Something different for a change. I like it.
Annoying - Ah, Mod Sun. Canāt go wrong with his songs. I really like this one. sweet smile And finally a positive song. quietly sings along
Tear in my heart - Iā¦ like it. I do. faint chuckle at you fell asleep blah blah part
Hey stupid I love you - chuckle Wait, whatās the name of this? I might need it.
2002 - sigh I was born then so canāt relate. Next.
Let me know - Two more? Okayā¦ Hm. Not bad.
Growing up - Gives me major finding out Iāll have a kid vibes. Whoever made this at least ended it with a decent song.
Noooo
Yep
Sureeeee
Awwwww
he was at a very bad point in his life with this song
AWWWW
cuteee
AWWW
RUDE
Yes, yes he did
I could annoy you more and give you worse questions
No Iām gonna annoy you
Alright Dori, some questions about Jessā ādeathā (This is right when they started dating again after the reunion while Jess was pregnant)
- So, Jess left you AGAIN for a few weeks before she died (she went to a vineyard and started making wine because she was sad) but hereās the thing. Jess has had a constant thing where she leaves you. I meanā¦ 4 yearsā¦ then for those few weeksā¦ then when you were dating, why are you so sure she wonāt leave you now? Just cause sheās gonna have your kid does not mean sheāll stay. Donāt you want stability? Go back to Ariana manā¦
- So right when Jess got stabbed, she said "āWellā¦10/10 would not recommend getting stabbed,ā Rate this on a score from 1 to 10 for best lines after getting stabbed.
- So while Jess had her own point of view of the event, what was yours? I meanā¦ girl bleeding out, Daniel crying - pretty sure thatās something youāve never seen - stabby mc stabbers trying to stab Kai. Thoughts?
- While she was dying, Jess left words for everyone there. To dan, part of what she said was "We both know I love to try new things. Thisā¦ isā¦ justā¦ a new adventure. Iāll see you again one day okay? Youāre my favorite tech wizā¦ ,ā " Thoughts about her thinking death was a ānew adventureā?
- As she was dying, she had memories of her friends. One memory was when she married Andy and during her vows to him, she said "āā¦but anywaysā¦ I justā¦ damn you know me Andyā¦ you know me more than anyone else. I ramble when Iām nervous Andy and you get thatā¦ but I donāt know. I guess that means Iām nervous for some reason. I shouldnāt beā¦ but I am. All I know, Mr. Nugget, is youāre one of my favorite people in the world. I justtt always alwayssss feel like home around you and I want to feel that way all the time. Youāre my home McNugget.ā Do you think this vow is better or worse then the one she said drunkly to you?
- While she was dying, this is the following memory that came to her about youā¦
Memory
āI SWEAR TO GOD DORI CHEAT ONE MORE TIME,ā a 15-year-old Jess screamed; seemingly frustrated after he easily got past her to shoot a goal. She promised she wasnāt usually this bad. He justā¦ wasnātā¦ not bad. Okay fine he was great and that made it really hard to use her 3-year-old pee-wee football skills on him. She did try though; he was just faster than herā¦ better. Sheād never of course admit that to him. But he was. He always had been and thatās why it was easy to cheer him on and support him. Because no matter what he thought. what he deluded himself with ā he was always worth it. Always goodā¦ it just took time to see it for most people.
āKeep kidding yourself into thinking Iām cheating Jess. Youāre just bad at this. Admit it.ā
āNever DeLouser. Iām better at football then you are; youāre just a bloody cheatā
āSOCCER JESS SOCCER THIS ISNāT FOOTBALL,ā Jess smiled as Dorian got the ball once again; but this time she didnāt let him get past. She simply tackled him almost as if they were playing real American football ā using her body weight to push him to the floor; a smile on her face as she landed on top of him; his hands immediately wrapping around her waist to protect her from the impact ā even when she was the one to cause it. It was one of the ways Jess knew there was more to him than others thought. His actions always proved his true nature, which was one of the protective sense. He cared and perhaps thatās why Jess resonated to him so wellā¦ better than she had Elodie. āAnd you call me a cheater? she heard Dorian mutter though she only shrugged. āProve it,ā. The night light illuminated his features and Jess could see the twinkle in his eyes. She loved him; yes. There was a still in their actions as she looked at him; clearly thinking about something. He hadnāt known it at the time but thinking back; Jess knew she was thinking about him. The fact that she was falling for him in that moment. After their stollen kiss that she pretended to not know about. In that moment; she could see the internal debate in the girl ā almost telling him she remembered. āIā¦ā Jess started; though instead of saying the real worlds she wanted to, Jess chickened out and instead tosstled his hair. āYouāre a messā the girl whispered instead ā before trying to get off of him in an effort to steal the ball while he was down.
But before she could he pulled her back on top of him. āNope. Weāre just going to stay like this until you admit it cheater. Iām better than you.ā A soft sigh left the girlās lips as she wrapped her little hands around Dorianās neck leaning into his ear. āOver my dead body, love,ā Watching the scene from the side; a smile reached her lips as she found younger her trying to struggle off of him but it not working. So after a few moments; giving up - she saw the girl leaning her elbows on his chest as she looked at him with the bright eyes of a girl who had no idea what would happen with a few months. Of leaving her best friendā¦ the man she had started falling in love with. or maybe she had always been. āIām exhausted. Letās go get some food Dori and forget that you were about to lose this game,ā she stated ā watching as he rolled his eyes and lt her off with a playful shove, making her fall on the grass beside him with a āRudeā leaving her lips as he got up. āCome on cheater, Iāll buy you some Ihop or whatever,ā Her hands intertwined in his as he led her out of the soccer field
- 6.1: Do you remember this moment?
- 6.2: Were you in love with her by this point in your life?
- While she was dying, she told you āI sorry I broke my promise Doriā¦ againā¦I canāt promise you I wonāt leave againā¦ I know I did a few weeks agoā¦ but this time at least I can say I told you right?ā referring to telling you that she was never going to leave again, and then dying in your arms. Did you forgive her in that moment? Thoughts about her words?
digging for this on ma phone was not fun so I expect a good answer
Jezebel (right after the reunion)
- While Jess was dying, this is the memory she had of you:
Memory
A soft laugh met her lips when Jessica had gotten that call that night. 11:52 PM and the call hit her phone from the London Police; one Jezebel Sloane calling her for bail. Who would have ever thought. āCan I get a picture of her in handcuffs?ā Jess asked the cop who was filling out the paperwork ā immediately giving her a glare at the question. āOkayā¦ noā¦ got it. Donāt have to give me those eyes, damn,ā Jess laughed as her friend came out; giving her a long hug. āDanās gonna killlll usss,ā Jess stated in a sing song voice as the girl rolled her eyes; going to the front to get her stuff. āSo whoās this guy youāre locked up with?ā
Jessica didnāt know what exactly was going on but the one thing she knew was Jezebel was having fun. More fun then she had seen the girl have in a long time. A carefree smile rested on her lips as she told Jessica about the guy she had met at the party and the trouble they had gotten into. āWell why the hell are you with me then?ā Jess asked; looking at the cop behind the glass. āIāll bail out the friend too,ā Jess said, handing another cheque to the woman who begin processing Jezebelās boy. āPromise me youāll have fun for the rest of the night?ā Jess asked Jezebel; winking before leaving the girl. Jessica could read a room and what she could read was that the girl was having the time of her life. Where was she to stand between that?
- Thoughts?
- One of the things she said to you while she was dying was that you were going to be a great mother and āDonātā¦ worry too much Jezā¦ youāre at your best when you just be yourself,ā did you appreciate that?
- Do you think if Jess actually died that night, that your relationship with Daniel would be the same?
Expect the unexpected from me
Iām just gonna start going back to doriās old posts and asking burning questions I have about why he did something
Kai (during reunion time)
- Thinking back to Jessā death, do you still miss the child the two of you could have had?
- While she was dying, she told you āI understand Kai.ā would that have made you feel better or worse if she had, indeed, died that night?
- When she was dying, she had memories of the past and most of the memories she had - even when considering other people - you were apart of them. For example, when she was thinking about Jez - her mind went to the time she was arrested. We now know that you were arrested with her. For Anna, she recalled playing with a little boy. We now know you were the little boy. What are your thoughts about this?
- Her last words to you were āGoodbye my love,ā because she did love you. Thoughts?
- During everything, she was holding your hand. Thoughts about that?
- After all of that, all the love she had for you even on her death bed, she denied you at your wedding. Do you ever wonder why? Do you think itās because of something your parents said to her?