If you ask Elodie things were still not great. Sure they were all pretending to be one happy family, mostly Elodie in hopes to make herself feel better for what she’d done which is just… Wrong. She was trying to fix everything in her subtle ways but deep down she was still hurting over something she’d done, for the pain she brought into her family. Not much has changed with her kids, not counting Amelia, plus she was starting to bond with little Lexie but there was one person she really owed so much to and that was something that hurt the most. How do you apologize to your husband for leaving so suddenly, leaving him with the kids and one baby? For not speaking to him or anyone for that matter, just disappearing?
That’s a hard question and unfortunately Elodie does not have an answer to that because if she did she would’ve done it the second she came back home. Well, we could say she tried to a few times but she never knew what exactly to say, how to start plus it never seemed like the perfect time for it. It also seemed like Riker was avoiding that conversation for some time and in a way she was grateful for that - it just gives her more time to figure it out, doesn’t it?
In the meantime she was doing things she’d usually do, what she was doing before she kind of ruined her family. Her morning started being nice again - if he was still in bed and not out and about with their kids, Elodie would wake up snuggled against Riker. She’d join them with Lexie or just wait for them to come back, usually from the beach all wet and full of sand, yelling “Don’t walk around the house like that” while their breakfast was on the table. She’d go on walks with the dogs. Listen to all the drama their kids cough Phoebe cough had to share. Cry over her little boy not being so little anymore… not literally but you get it. Cuddle up next to Riker on the couch in front of the tv when the house calmed down, placing a gentle kiss on his cheek. And today… Well, today she tried to help her girls get ready for prom. PROM. Wasn’t that exciting? God, she can remember every single detail of her prom, the excitement she felt even if she thought it was going to be a disaster since she didn’t even have a date at first… But of course Jordan came in to save the day, as he always does, and make sure she truly felt happy… And make sure she met his friends… Look where that got her now. One successful day if you ask her.
Did it hurt a little that she wasn’t so successful at helping her girls out? Yeah, it did but who else could she blame but herself? Amie was still not really talking to her and she knew it wouldn’t end well if she tried to hang around with them so eventually she gave up, leaving Phoebe to take care of her sister. A soft smile appeared on her lips as she was just for a moment leaning against the door frame, watching them bonding all over again, hearing their laughter and seeing their excitement. [color=“#e0ac8c”]”Where are you going?“[/color] Elodies attention shifted to someone walking past her, only to see her son all dolled up, ready to leave the house. [color=”#e0ac8c”]”Your dad figured out a way to sneak you in?“[/color] Wrapping her arm around Xander’s shoulder as she joined him to walk down the stairs all she got from him were mumbles and nos, making her laugh. [color="#e0ac8c”]”What are you up to then?“[/color] Followed by more nos and now nothings, escaping her grasp and disappearing to another room before she could ask him anything else. Her big smile did not leave her lips as she turned her attention to Riker mouthing this kid, omg to him. She spotted him the moment they started walking down, just standing there and watching them, waiting for the night to begin in his own suit. Yeah… She’ll not make any comments on that, on him just HAVIIING to go to the prom to annoy his kids… She realized a long time ago there’s nothing she could do about his silly ideas and truth be told she didn’t want to. Wasn’t that why she was always so attracted to him? She would never change that about him.
Now that she was left standing alone in front of him did she allow herself to enjoy the view… and think about everything she regrets. It usually happened like that, when she felt like they were really alone and would not be distracted. But once again this was not the time for… For being sad. Yes, her smile did falter for a second but it was back on as soon as she walked over to him, resting her hands on his chest and then moving them up to fix his shirt. [color=“#e0ac8c”]”Look at you,“[/color] she whispered, meeting his eyes. [color=”#e0ac8c”]”I don’t think I can let you walk away like that.“[/color] With that she gently kissed him, her hands now cupping his cheeks and letting her forehead rest against his after, keeping her eyes closed before they could both hear Lexie crying. ”I’ll go get her.“
What did she do while everyone was gone? Not much to be honest, what could she really do? Entertaining Lexie before it was her time to sleep and then taking some time for herself before she went to bed since it was ridiculous to wait for anyone else to come back home was her only option. Xander was in that stage when he didn’t really want to hang around with his parents, Amie and Phoebe were at prom and God knows when they’ll be back… Same goes for her husband. Knowing he was there with Andy and Dorian she wouldn’t be surprised if he comes back after their girls. What a strange day… Grabbing a glass of wine, Elo sat down on the couch in front of the tv and searched for the dumbest reality tv show to keep herself entertained. Buy she wasn’t comfy there for a while because she heard the door opening quickly after she sat down, confusion written all over her face as she waited for the person to appear in front of her. It was… Early, and it was probably just Xander because who else could it be?
No… She was wrong. Riker was now standing in front of her and as soon as she saw him a smile appeared on her lips that said I’m both happy and confused that you’re here now… All before he spoke up and she saw his tears. Immediately she started panicking but she tried to keep calm as she put the glass down and slowly stood up. [color=“#e0ac8c”]”Riker… I-“[/color] I what? What was she supposed to say? She’s been thinking about this moment every single day and yet… She still didn’t know how she would take it. How she would deal with it and… Did he really want to do this now? Was it really happening? And was she wrong to hope that maybe it would pass and she’ll just be forgiven, she wouldn’t have to reopen the wounds? [color=”#e0ac8c”]”I didn’t mean anything I said,“[/color] she slowly started, carefully walking over to him with the biggest frown on her face. Would touching him now make things worse? Would he just push her away? Is it bad that she doesn’t really remember what she said because that just wasn’t her? [color="#e0ac8c”]”I… Don’t-“[/color] reaching him and referring to him crying, she let her hands find his face, now feeling her own eyes filling up with tears. ”I didn’t meant to… I… I’m sorry. I didn’t leave you, I would never leave you. I didn’t know what to do, it’s just… Come sit down, please?“ Grabbing his hand she gently tugged him towards the couch, desperation clear in her voice.
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