Dorian DeLoughrey
There was nothing that could’ve prepared him for what he heard next. No proper words to use, no right reactions just… sadness. Nothing else he could feel but that, hearing her talk about something so serious that happened such a long time ago, something he should’ve been a part of. He wouldn’t want anything else… if not for the babies they could’ve had then for her and everything she went through. Even if they weren’t together he would’ve made it alright… he would’ve tried at least. He wouldn’t let her do it all alone but there was nothing he could do now. Nothing he could do or say to change what happened and sh!t, well it just happens. So was he sad because of what happened, what he knew nothing about until now? Sad thinking what could’ve happened if she never… lost their babies? Sad to imagine her in that situation without him telling her it would be okay and he’d always be there, no matter what? Yes, he was and was he mad? That he also was but… but not at her. Never at her, he couldn’t blame her for that, it wasn’t her fault. He was mad because he wasn’t there. And it was just too much to take in.
“Hey… it’s okay,” whispering, he gently kissed her forehead before once again tightly wrapping his arms around her. Fighting back his own tears, his heart breaking for finding out about his babies, seeing her like this, seeing her so distressed and thinking he would look at her the way she looks at herself. “I love you and I’m not letting anything happen to our baby or you. I’m here now… What happened wasn’t your fault, that’s not something you can control,” quietly continuing, he pulled back looking down at her with a weak but reassuring smile. “I’ve always wanted you, this, and everything that comes with it. Nothing can ever change that.“ There were so many other things he wanted to say to her, to reassure her he was being honest but having someone right there next to them, Mareena, was holding him back, knowing they wanted this to be a little secret for a while. But it was Mare, and she could already tell what was happening. “You remember what we were talking about today? I want to marry you, have family with you, have this baby with you. Go house hunting and pick the most beautiful house with many little rooms because we sure won’t be stopping here… Everything will be fine… Let’s go back inside and calm you down?” Placing another gentle kiss on his forehead, he looked back at Mare. “You two were obviously together just now… Do you know where her room is?”
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