
•20/3/2020 - prom night•
The party went on for a few more hours, but unlike usually, Valerie didn’t feel like partying anymore. Being stuck in an elevator with Daniel was surprisingly all she needed to make this night memorable and amazing.
And all she knew is that she had one wish, that when she wakes up sober in the morning, she didn’t forget it all ever happened, even if everything was back to normal from now on.
So after staying a bit in the main party area, when the blackout was through Valerie took the opportunity and left the house headed back home.
It was unlike her not to stay at a party until she was the very last person still somewhat alive, but this night was quite eventful enough for Valerie, for the good and the bad, and all she wanted at that point was a glass of water and her bed after a long boiling hot shower.
She did feel bad for leaving Dominic at the prom, and knew she’d have to talk to him sooner or later, he didn’t deserve that, he did make the first part of her evening definitely memorable and in the best way, but it didn’t bother her just as much as how drunk and tired she was.
She was tired, but not sleepy whatsoever, but hopefully falling asleep wouldn’t be too hard.
•21/3/2020 - the day after•
As Valerie woke up the next morning, what was supposed to be a chill Sunday morning, she went down to the kitchen to get herself a cup of coffee before starting her day. Walking into the kitchen she noticed a bunch of letters on the counter and briefly looked through them, noticing a folded up note, which caught her eye.
She picked it up, and opened it.
𝘐’𝘮 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘝𝘢𝘭,
𝘐 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦. 𝘋𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵. 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶… 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘺 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘭𝘭 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸. 𝘎𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘣𝘺𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘦𝘴.
-C.
Valerie stood and stared at the note, frozen and confused. The same feeling she had yesterday came rushing right back to her, but stronger than it was ever before, something bad was happening. Something very bad.
She took her phone and tried calling Candice, voice mail. Once, twice, even three. Nothing.
Nothing. Until-
Breaking News: … we got confirmation that the car that had gone over belonged to 18-year-old Candice Clarke who had been driving during the night of one of the worst storms we’ve had over a decade…
The TV was on the whole time, it always was, the Sunday morning news were something that was never missed around the Wood household. But this was one of the only times caught Valerie’s attention, as she heard the name of her best friend, Valerie was instantly pulled right back into reality. She went over to the living room to listen to the rest of the article,
She didn’t see Candice at the party, but she herself wasn’t at the party (outside the elevator) for long either way, and she wasn’t really on the best terms with Candice at that time… after a fight like that most people wouldn’t go to a party, but that’s just how Valerie did, all she needed was a distraction, and going home was never a good distraction from her problems…
Was this the last time she talked to her? A fight?
Valerie’s mind drifted off again and flashed back to prom, to that fight she and Candice had, probably the biggest one until today. And the last one…
No. She’s not fcuking dead. It can’t be.
It was probably denial, but as Valerie stood there, frozen and staring at the TV screen, she couldn’t believe what she has just heard, she just couldn’t.
At this time, it is not understood why the teenager was driving this late or where she was headed though It’s speculated that the rain and wind obstructed her view causing the crash. We did also hear word that there were suitcases full of clothes in the back, possibly indicating an impromptu trip.
They could never understand what the hell Candice was doing, but Valerie knew her best friend well enough to know exactly where she was headed. And honestly she wasn’t surprised about her grand escape whatsoever, sad yeah, but not surprised.
If she was here… all that Valerie knew was that she’d support her choice, even if it meant Val wouldn’t have her girl close to her anymore. It was just right, with a life like that, her stupid mother who Valerie never understood why Candice was trying to please. From complete numbness, Valerie soon enough switched to anger, and anger to sadness, and to so many other emotions all at once. But one thing she didn’t let herself believe.
Candice wasn’t dead.
She can’t be.
•22/3/2020 - Funeral•
Although Valerie was still in denial of the girl’s death, after many internal fights with herself. she managed to come to the funeral. Paying respect, Candice was- no, Is, her best friend after all.
Valerie stood in front of the church, and it all started feeling real, and as soon as she made her steps into the church building to see the grieving people, she froze in her place and started shaking, her eyes started filling with tears as she shook her head stepping backwards.
Up until now, she managed to let herself believe it was all an act or a lie, and that Candice wasn’t dead.
But now… seeing the casket laying there, the crying people, the pictures… it all felt so real, and she couldn’t handle it, she couldn’t lose the closest person to her… not again.
’I love you… probably more than you’ll ever know. Goodbye babes’
The words from Candice’s note kept repeating themselves in Valerie’s mind, and god knew it didn’t make her feel any better, not even a bit.
It was true. No matter what he opened in her life, what people she met and what relationships she formed with others, Candice was always and will forever be the one person she loved more than anything. Probably more than she ever knew. A lot more than she ever knew. And even though Valerie wasn’t a big believer in regrets, at that moment, she regretted never truly showing Candice just how much she meant to her. And she did, so so much. More than she’ll ever know, and in ways no one could ever understand.
Breathing steadily was never this hard before, and holding herself from shaking, was just impossible.
Valerie stood, frozen in her place as her tears came rushing some non stop, strangling her and hurting every fiber of her being like acid rain.
As all the other people walked in, said condolences to the family, found a seat… but she couldn’t move, she couldn’t breath she couldn’t feel a god damn thing. She felt empty. Empty and completely numb, like a piece of her heart had just been ripped out with instant aggression and chopped up into a salad mixed up with all the emotions she felt all together, with some salt and pepper on top, to make her wounds burn just a little more.
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