I let out a sigh. “That’s because you don’t know better than what you think is in front of you,” I said as I was starting to wonder if I should stop being vague and just tell her. Seeing how Dae will probably tell everyone soon, I might as well just tell them myself… Right?
“I wasn’t calm because whenever I’m alone, my magic will try to convince me to lower my guard or just try to drive me insane until I get too wined up that I lose control,” I said and held my hand in front of me a little and looked at it as if it was my first time seeing it.
“You know how normal people with magic have it flow through their body? Their body works like a container and suppresses their magic energy, right?” I asked. “Well, my body… Every fibre of it is made out of magic… Negative magic. All I am is a solid form of compressed dark magic” I said with a sigh." So yes, normally if I die, my magic could be lingering, but seeing how I’m already basically lingering magic when I die, there will be nothing left. But killing myself, or getting killed… It’s harder than you think" I said and I gently put her hand on my chest. “I have no heart, no real one I mean. I don’t bleed or function like other humans do, so, how can you kill something like that?” I asked. “I tried it, you know, killing myself, but it doesn’t work like that. If I stab myself, it will just be healed soon. If I lose an arm, the arm disappears and after absorbing the energy, it will start to grow back…” I explain and let out a sigh of frustration. “So I’m stuck in this…” I mumbled.
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