“I know… nothing I can say will excuse the way… I treated you Jez. Nothing I say can… or will ever. But… I’m sorry. I’m sorry for everything… I’m sorry for what I did, I’m sorry for how I did it, and I’m sorry that I ever forgot how much you mean to me. Well… I didn’t exactly forget it… my stupid mind just pushed it away because I couldn’t… believe it with everything else that happened to us. It doesn’t matter… I didn’t… even give you a chance because I was stuck in my own stupid head… and I was trying to distract myself from how much I loved you by convincing myself that wasn’t who I was. I don’t know if you can ever forgive me, and I won’t blame you if you can’t - but I love you. I love you, and I remember you and us… and I never want to forget because you, Tink, mean everything to me. You are my everything. They… are my everything.” With that, Jordan moved to gently put his hands on hers… though stopped himself last minute recalling how she reacted the first time. He didn’t want to… push her… not now. So with that, he stood up, moving his hand to wipe the tears that had slowly formed on his face. “They are beautiful and adorable, just like you Tink… and so is our son.”
