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[astxrism]

my flight is in a few hours
this is where I disappear for a bit

[Madilnel]

Enjoy!! Have fun!!

[astxrism]

thankssss

[astxrism]

@astxrism

”I don’t know what to do- No! I’m not being a dck, he will be here… So what? I can’t do that when… Does… She like him, like… For real? I know… Anna,

FORGOT ABOUT THIS

[Littlefeets]

@benitz786

“SOoooo are you gonna come skateboard with me. You promised Dan. Don’t be a party pooper, you lost the bet fair and square,”

I wonder what that bet was

@benitz786

Wait… wait… hold up… before all of this started dan was… sht sht sht no…no it couldn’t be… could it… no no… he was dead… he had to be dead… because the alternate was way fcking worse… sht…sht…sht…FCK “Time Machine… OH MY GOD,”

Sorry Dan… you messed up

[Littlefeets]

@CerealKiller

Play Soon you’ll get better-Taylor swift

That song definitely was fitting for the situation

@CerealKiller

Kaya all young with her little ponytail, telling her mother about her day at school with an excited childish voice and a smile on her face

Ziah could’ve listened to her little girl talk forever

@CerealKiller

”i’ll never leave you silly. I’m always with you, right here”

She had to keep lighthearted even at the end. It was her way of coping

[Littlefeets]

@benitz786

Maybe an older Jordan would have realized that this wasn’t normal. That… well… parents were usually supposed to come with you on your first day, register you, love you… but… well that was a conversation for later.

@benitz786

“Hi Jordan, I’m Miss. Hawk. It’s nice to meet you buddy. Today we’re practicing some self-reading for an hour, and then we’re going to practice some math. Why don’t you grab a book from the shelf and take a seat next to… Jezebel over there?

That teacher didn’t know it but she just made the best decision she could’ve for where to have him go sit

@benitz786

“N…no. I just… I can’t… read very… well,” he admitted softly.

“Oh… well let’s just read it together,”

Huh? Jordan looked up, surprised as the girl grabbed his book, opening it to the first page before she started reading the words, pointing her fingers to each word so as she said it, he could visualize it. Honestly… no one had… ever done something like this… and… well she was just really nice .

Jezebel didn’t even have to think twice about choosing to help him. The only choice to her was to be kind and help

[Littlefeets]

@Littlefeets

What If? - Jezebel never met Jordan

Such a strange world…

@Littlefeets

She had to do everything perfectly.

Anything less than perfection was unacceptable…

@Littlefeets

Jezebel needed some form of affection, she needed to know people liked her. She had to be the nice, smart, interesting, popular girl. She needed everyone to know her, to like her. Whatever it took, she needed the attention, because that was as close as she could get to the feeling of being cared about, the feeling that she craved.

She neeeded Dan in her life…
Then Jordan was supposed to help show her what love really was

@Littlefeets

Even if it wasn’t real, Jezebel could feel wanted. She had the looks, the people, and even the titles. The title of homecoming queen in her junior year, and of course prom queen as a senior. She had everything a high school girl could want, but it still wasn’t enough to earn her mother’s approval.

@Littlefeets

When she graduated, for once Jezebel made a decision knowing it wouldn’t meet the approval of her family. She didn’t want to go to medical school and become a surgeon like her grandparents. She wanted something different, settling on graphic design, with some marketing as well.

She needed to take a risk for herself for once

Though, even she probably ended up telling herself that it was a mistake and she should’ve done what her family wanted…

@Littlefeets

Her mother would say cruel things and wouldn’t always be there for her, but it was fine. Her mother loved her, right? Her past boyfriends, even toxic, said they loved her, so it was fine, right?

Even the toxic boyfriends at least said the words her mother wouldn’t

@Littlefeets

Everything he would say in those moments of passionate anger would hurt, just like in the way her mother’s words would hurt her.

He said a lot of the same things to her that her mother did…

@Littlefeets

Then, when the fight was over, when he calmed down, he would go back to Jezebel and say every apology he could

He at least apologized to Jez… her mom never did that…

@Littlefeets

She always did something wrong, and she had the bruises to prove it. It started off as he would sometimes grab her arm too tight, but then came the first time he hit her, and that first time was far from the last. When he was upset, she became something for him to take it out on. If she had so much as a hair out of place compared to what Ryan wanted on anything, the physical pain was as harsh as the emotional pain.

@Littlefeets

“Oh it’s nothing. I’m just a bit of a klutz with a knack for getting myself hurt really.” Jezebel said in a nonchalant manner, as if saying it like it was true would make it fully true.

She got so used to making those excuses… she started to believe them herself…

@Littlefeets

This man she had just met had done more to protect her than anyone else in her life ever had, and whether he knew it or not, he truly was saving her life.

[Littlefeets]

@benitz786

Silent tears ran down Jess’s eyes as she lay in the darkness. It was the same every year - gut-wrenching pain as her mind went back to what happened when she was 21. Correction: As her mind pushed her to relive losing her and Dori’s kids over and over and over again.

@benitz786

A laugh left Shay’s lips as Jess hesitantly ate the applesauce - ironically the first thing she had eaten since yesterday. “meeeemeee”

Dorian seemed to smile as he brought a spoon of apple sauce to Shay and then after she ate it, he gave a spoon to Jess - which seemed like the only way Shay was going to eat her food.

I wonder how things went in this situation in the Aria alt

Since this is what Shay does for Jess…
And its like in the alt where Kai’s infertile, with Kai and Jess’s baby girl making sure he eats

[Littlefeets]

@Littlefeets

What If? - Elettra wasn’t insane

What another strange world

@Littlefeets

“About this interview…” he began, but didn’t finish as she went on with starting the interview.

He tried to stop her…

@Littlefeets

If it’s a good cause, and the most difference he can make is through signing a check, then so be it. The world just didn’t need him taking that attention for himself.

It’s why he does a lot of anonymous donations.

@Littlefeets

action connected to what you’re saying… at least, not that I can see

Then he’s done a fine job keeping anything he’s done from becoming all about him

[Littlefeets]

@Littlefeets

Malachi Azure

June 2014

Just a few weeks after his sister stabbed him…

@Littlefeets

intending to protest that he didn’t want to be there, but the look in his father’s face said not even to try. There was no getting out of it. All Kai could do was what his father was asking, well, telling him to do.

@Littlefeets

It was then that an older man came up to them, he must have been at least 20 years his father’s senior, and even at a distance Kai could tell he was highly intoxicated, with yet another drink in hand.

As has always been the situation since as long as Leo could even remember, with him being nearly 30 years older than Leo…

@Littlefeets

“Leonardo, it’s been too long.”

“Far too long, Gregory. Enjoying the evening?”

“Always.” The man said, slurring just slightly at the end as he took another sip of his drink

Leo’s just learned how to interact with him, even if he didn’t like him. But Gregory was one of his father’s friends…

@Littlefeets

“Thirteen? What an age. Nearly a man now, aren’t cha?” The man slapped Kai’s back, as though he were chatting with an old friend. Though it may have been nowhere near the abdomen, the jarring motion was more than enough to knock the air right out of Kai’s lungs. His face paled, and taking in a shaky breath, he looked to his father, who only seemed focused on conversation with the man.

@Littlefeets

You remind me of your father here when he was your age

Leo definitely sees their similarities…

@Littlefeets

Miranda would have been here to personally make sure of that, but she wasn’t feeling well this evening

She wasn’t feeling well at all while she was pregnant with Ria… far too nauseous to attend or monitor the event she organized…

@Littlefeets

“I have more business to attend to. Business that you’re not ready for. You know numbers, but you need to learn to deal with these situations with your head. These events are business, and you can’t let your personal feelings about being here, or about anyone attending, get in the way. Every conversation is for a purpose, to get what you need out of it. You have to know everything going on so there are no surprises. You have to learn that no matter how you feel, you can’t just run and hide. You have to be present, aware, and engaged at all times. You have to learn to do this, because one day you will be taking over from me.”

Leo focuses so much on work… on the responsibilities his father taught him…

@Littlefeets

If there was one thing that was clear, it was that things would have to change. Kai would have to learn how to be the way his father wanted him to be. If he didn’t, who would? The more Kai played by his father’s rules, the easier life would be for Raph, Akielah, and then his baby sister. When his father wasn’t happy, only Kai would have to take the heat. Kai just had to adapt, put on a facade, and be who he had to be.

[Littlefeets]

@benitz786

However… the strangest part of all of this was the way that Eddie still didn’t recognize her. Clearly the boy on the screen was Eddie and the girl was Paige… so what happened? “Yeah… that is her…” The video continued to play - Eddie and Paige running to where Piper was - all three kids now begging Please to open at least one. Amelia watched as Eddie’s father laughed, and after a few seconds, continued saying “Fine… fine you got me. Paige since you’re our guest today, why don’t you pick one out?” It was clear to see the smile on Paige’s lips as she jumped at the chance - going towards the presents and pulling one out only to go back to Eddie and tell him that he could open it because he was her bestest friend. “Eddie… are you sure you don’t… Paige seems to know you and… I don’t know honestly…”

This was strange… the video continued to play as Eddie opened it to find a camera like his dad’s and then the video stopped and only silence filled the room. “Do you have any old photos of you and your dad when you were that young? Maybe there’s more… there? Um… are you okay Eddie?”

[benitz786]

I do need to react to all of this but I’m sooooo tired

I slee for now

[Caticorn]

Go slee

[CerealKiller]

Nope

[CerealKiller]

@benitz786 where’s mason I miss him

[CerealKiller]

Why does just George in Queen Charlotte look like Jacob Elordi

[Madilnel]

Okg okay I was like he looks like someone but I couldn’t figure it okay!!

[Caticorn]

Omg you’re right

[CerealKiller]

I can’t unsee it