Anonymous Confessions 🤐

[anon93806337]

@fcukforcookies

#201

I have this cousin that I didn’t grow up with, but recently we started hanging out a lot. She’s married and has kids, and last year my mom and I used to go everywhere with them. We spent Christmas, New Year’s Eve, and birthdays together. She told us that we’re the best thing that ever happened to them, that if we need anything, they’ll always be there for us, and it was wonderful because almost all my other relatives live too far away. Well, recently we moved to the apartment complex where they live. But a little bit before this, my cousin started acting kind of distant, never has time, and every time I go to her house to talk or hang out with her kids, she’s in a hurry. I know that they’re really busy with work and stuff, and are hardly ever at home, but it seems that she doesn’t want to accept any help from me and never makes time for me anymore, and it hurts really bad. I keep wondering if I said or did something wrong, and she doesn’t trust me anymore. Should I try to find a moment to tell her how I feel, or wait and see if things change?

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I’d talk, like if you really care about this person.

Tell her

@fcukforcookies

#202

my name is actually 'natalia’ :,)

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Okay? xD

@natalia

@fcukforcookies

#203

Confession #200 are you OKAY? Episode’s forums isn’t “original” either. Both of these forums use “Discourse forum software” <look it up. Please seek help and stop being obsessed.

Yess queen/king you slayyyy

@fcukforcookies

#204

About 2 years ago my Dad wanted us all to move house. He even had the location picked but nobody in my family liked it because it was kinda in the middle of nowhere and nowhere near any towns whereas where we live now is within walking distance to alot of places. We went along with it and guys even came in to put a value on our house but we never moved anyway, my Dad said he forgot to factor my brother going to uni. We were all pretty relieved except my Dad obviously, I don’t hate the idea of moving out it’s just that nobody else had a say in where we moved.

Good for you…?

@fcukforcookies

#205

Some days, I like to dance in my bedroom. Then I look in the mirror and realise how stupid I look.

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'Cause of that I stopped looking in the mirror.

Same

@fcukforcookies

#206

i have a crush on a moderator

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Which one?

Ooh

@fcukforcookies

#207

I like to pretend I’m a cat and yell 'meow’ at everybody I see.

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Feel ya dude.

Same

@fcukforcookies

#208

i need a hug. :(

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HUG

[anon93806337]

@fcukforcookies

#209

Thank you Cookie for allowing us to make anonymous confessions ! <3

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To be fair I’m not allowing anything xD I was just the first one to pick up the thread.

@fcukforcookies

#210

Oof, some of ya must know who this is, i got a bombshell confession to make. I am a secret sith lord, y’all, and all this time i have been planning to kill you

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Thanks. Anytime soon?

Me first!

@fcukforcookies

#211

From what you people said in reply to my post #200, I’m not the one who always posts about these forums being bad, this was only my first time comparing this to Episode so just stop with all that 'I’m sick of this’ bs, etc because I have nothing to do with all of those. I don’t think these forums are bad, it just needs room for improvement but I’m not saying Episode’s ones are better because they’re just trash. I have my reasons for what I said about post #200 but I’ll keep it to myself. Also my opinion isn’t re*arded because if I can’t even post my opinion without being insulted then that’s the thing that’s really 're*arded’.

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Sorry dude. I really thought it’s the same person. Plus you didn’t clarify anything, so there we all go.

Well

@fcukforcookies

#212

Looking for new stories to read (Episode or not) saw this post from an author asking for help, they were upset for not having so much fanmail like before and wanted to know what was wrong with their story.

I read their story and gave them my honest opinion (that was rushed, grammar problems, lack of choices and diversity -I know everyone has their own favorite features to customize but cmon every background character in the story of this person looks the same- plot holes, etc) They were grateful and told me if I can read their new story, only to find out the same mistakes again, I still don’t give them an answer but I don’t want them to feel bad about it, what should I do?

I know people can or not take advice and do what they want with their stories, or things in general.
I just was trying to help, but all this author seems to care is the number of reads that can get, as one of their stories has a lot of reads (is a cliche with bad directing and dialogue but with a catchy title that every little girl that read on that platform seems to like).

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If the person asked for ur opinion - give it. It’s their problem then if they can’t handle it.

Tell them about what you see, if they get mad too bad for them.

@fcukforcookies

#213

so, there is this girl at school who just...hates me. i have no idea why, she just does, and she’s always trying to start fights against me. anyway, today she called me a sl*t. i asked how tf can i be a sl*t when i’m a virgin, and she got pissed and stomped off LMFAO

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Not missing school/high school at all.

Smhhhh

[fcukforcookies]

#565

I remember those awkward moments while playing Episode Featured Stories when they made you spend gems to get something from your OWN closet to look pretty and fashionable for a party or a date.

[fcukforcookies]

#566

It sucks that the discontinued stories on Episode don’t even get a proper funeral in the end. Way to leave the poor characters hanging.

[fcukforcookies]

#567

I’m upset I got a 72% on a English Quiz for Frankenstein and the rest of the class got higher scores when we were all sharing eachothers answers I--

(FYI - Our teacher was absent and we had a substitute during it and it was online.)

[fcukforcookies]

#568

Any other girls who have feelings for their girl friends?

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Only when drunk.

[fcukforcookies]

#569

Some days, I take immense joy in opening my window and screaming out to the world. I feel calm and satisfied, letting out all the hatred I had bottled up inside for this life. Then I smile and remember how pointless life is, as I stare out the window and begin to dance.

[MeghanWrites]

Noice

[fcukforcookies]

#570

I think I am Asexual. But I am not sure, will you guys help me label myself? I have a crush on a guy and he is very kind with me so he is the only crush I’ve ever had. And I gave a crush on him for like 3 years... But I never really imagine us kissing each other or having s... You know. I would love to be his girlfriend, but because I feel comfortable and nice around him, and I like him. So, am I straight? Asexual? What?

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I don’t think you should label yourself. I think you should just listen to yourself and do what you want to do (unless it’s illegal) and not do what you don’t want to do.

[fcukforcookies]

#571

Thank you for the advice cookie

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Anytime. Hope you doing better and taking care of yourself. <3

[MeghanWrites]

You are you, labels don’t matter

[fcukforcookies]

#572

I’m a girl, and I have a crush on this girl I’ll call El.
El is serious around me, but when she laughs, it’s the cutest laugh.
El is cute, with short brown hair. Her eyes are a cute brown, she has a cute button nose, and she wears the cutest outfits like holographic pants, a butterfly shirt, and headbands.
El has a twin brother. He looks a lot like her.
El is slightly shorter, like three inches, from my hight.
Me and El are partners in math for January. I feel sad that after this, me and El won’t have much more communication, but she’ll always have a place, somewhere, in my heart.
Her brother, is so annoying though. If El knew that, she would be mad, because her brother is not only a twin, but a best friend. El has another friend named.. I’ll call her Lee. Before, I didn’t mind her hanging with Lee, but now I’m kinda feeling hopeless. Lee is super cute. If El even was interested in girls, it would be Lee. And I feel like El has to come for me, but I try not to kiss her and make my hoping become expecting. Plus, I’m not allowed to date. And I’ll probably be made fun of for my sexuality. And El would never be my friend if I tried to kiss her and she didn’t want to. I’ll take it as slow as possible, if I could, and keep it a secret from my parents if she liked me back. And it probably won’t happen.

[fcukforcookies]

#573

Alright, I have been mewling over this since late August. I think I’m asexual but I’m just not sure. I started noticing the signs after I watched a video where a YouTuber was explaining the difference between an ace and aro to viewers. Yes, I do have a boyfriend but I’m not very touchy-feely in the relationship. I’m not talking about cuddling or anything like that. I just don’t like being touched by people most days. It took me if you count the first time I was with my boyfriend before we took a break, almost three years to even give him a kiss. I mean that doesn’t mean I don’t think about what could happen between us but I usually have no initiative to actually try something out when someone I like is in front of me. I can come off pretty cold towards others because I rather not interact in certain ways. Also, I have a tendency to end things with people if I feel cornered in a relationship. I was just overwhelmed with losing family members, going to work, and going to school at all the same time when we took a break. I’m just not really sure what category I fit into sometimes. It’s hard to talk about this with other people in general about the way I feel towards people. Also, another reason some call aloof or simple-minded because I won’t interact with people if I don’t want too which is why people think they can take advantage of me or treat me in a way that makes me feel belittled. That is really hard for me to deal with because I usually want to be nice to everyone but I do have a temper if someone tries to overstep and says the wrong thing. I just do not like it when I feel like I’m being pressured or cornered in a relationship of any kind. I’m still a Leo deep down which you don’t anger Leo’s because we are protective and downright cold verbally and physically(if you provoke a Leo to that point) if you don’t watch what you say. I guess I’m going to end this here. Thanks for reading this if you did.

[fcukforcookies]

#574

I use to have suicidal thoughts from middle school to senior year in high school. I have never been treated for depression or any other mental illnesses. My family on both sides have many members with mental illnesses such as bipolar, depression, and anxiety. Sometimes, those thoughts still come back but I always force myself to think of things I enjoy in order to spiraling any farther, I believe the ADD med’s I took between middle school until sophomore year might have caused the depression to come to the front before, during, and after I stopped taking the medicine. I can be really sensitive to what others say to me sometimes.

[fcukforcookies]

#575

sometimes I wanna delete my Instagram so I can give a valid excuse when people ask for me to contact them there on the forum. because they dont like WE ARE ALREADY TALKING HERE, excuse usually are not been taken well

[fcukforcookies]

#576

Okay... So I’m Bi and I haven’t come out to my parents. I’m afraid they’ll say it’s a phase :( But I really want to date a girl and I’m afraid my parents will find out. I don’t even know where I could find someone. I don’t go anywhere. 0_o

[fcukforcookies]

#577

Today, kids at school were making jokes about mental disorders. Morons.

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Kids tend to be assholes

[fcukforcookies]

#578

I feel like this will be extremely obvious to who this is to people who knew me earlier.
So I recently took a break from forums, social media, internet, etc. because of this big...rift -?- in my family that has been steadily growing throughout the years. I kind of just wanted to ignore it, act like everything was fine, but then my parents just started to argue *so* much. A few months later, they filed for divorce. Ever since then, I’ve been sort of...down? Not depressed, but not the happiest either. I’m glad that my parents decided to end it, because it was just getting out of hand, but it still hurts a lot. I’m not really sure why I’m writing this. Maybe the anonymity is just convincing enough for me to spill what’s been going on in my life for the past year or so. But thanks for reading this. I appreciate it

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it will get better. And it’s much better to live outside the constant arguments.

[Kimballet]

to you! And it’s definitely an adjustment, but I hope it gets better without your parents arguing. It seems like you’re taking it well and I hope you start to feel like you’re in a better place

[RainyDay]

https://forum.shanniiwrites.com/t/anonymous-confessions/1033/2017?u=rainyday

I think I might no who this is but I’m probably wrong.

Anyway. I’m like that too. Any relationship ice been I never wanted it to be very… Idk. I hate human contact and honestly I have the same relationship with my friends. If I get scared sometimes I stop talking to them or just leave. But listen it’s fine, honestly everyone has different situations they have to go through, but that doesn’t make them any less important or serious.