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Kansas Anymore by ROLE MODEL and how it’s literally about Ricky (and Annie)

First of all the whole album is essentially Tucker down bad about his ex girlfriend (EMMA CHAMBERLAIN) and he is extremely self-aware blaming himself for the breakup and being very sad
The relevance speaks for itself there

Track 1: Writing On The Wall

Writing’s on the wall, I pretend I can’t read

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At the moment, he just felt like he was nothing and that idea only rang truer with her sentiment of it’s done now.

Hesitant/reluctant to face the reality that the relationship is over
Ricky was doing his best trying to fix everything straight away but its not happening

Oh also–

Confusing the waitress,
Asking her way too much, like why am I still in love?

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“Why the hell can’t I get her out of my mind?” Ricky asked the girl who stopped in her tracks,

Like self-explanatory

Track 2: Look At That Woman

She was mine, got cold
Now the guilt’s the only thing I hold

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At least she was interacting with him and as sad as it was… he missed that. He missed simply talking to her. He missed wrapping his arms around her. He fcking missed her.

Thisss song is so cute and so sad
Even tho it was his fault it’s still painful and heartbreaking for him
But he still thinks highly of her

Track 3: Scumbag

I’m a scumbag, I’m a setback

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I’m a piece of sht, I always have been. I’ll admit that I’m a fck up in every fcking way possible.

This one is CRAZY because no one self-deprecates like Ricky does
and this song is literally perfect embodiment of when they were together
literally the second verse is also Annie to a exposing extent

Track 4: Oh, Gemini

Don’t hesitate
To call me up then curse me out

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If anything it would give her an opening to yell at him… to slap him… to anything. At least she was interacting with him

Another song about the relationship ending
This one taking a lot of the responsibility, calling himself ‘something to regret’

Track 5: Frances

At the end of the day,
I’m just happy I can say she was mine

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Enrique Montoya had lost possibly the love of his fcking life.

This one is just depressing af and I’m certain Ricky has put this song on several times
Song is filled with regret and just reminds me of them

Track 6: Superglue

I’ve had way to many fallouts
And I don’t wanna let this one go, no

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Look, Ricky may be an assh0le sometimes, but… well… 1. there was something special about this girl,

Ok this one feels too happy lol
Insane track run to be putting this straight after the last one

Okay I do actually need to do work so let me quickly skip to THESE TWO that made me want to do this

Track 8: Deeply Still In Love

It still bleeds
I’m sorry, but I’m deeply still in love
In love with you

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But I did love you, I do… love you, even if that means nothing anymore.

Another very regretful and still in love song that Ricky is probably blasting in his car
Arghgh its just them so badly

Track 9: Slut Era Interlude

I don’t want you,
But I want you to
Spend the night

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So maybe that’s how Ricky ended the night with a girl wrapped around his waist for the first time since Annie.

I mean this one is just criminal
Him not caring about anyone else but just needing something to get over it
Only wanting physical comfort but no emotional commitment is violently Ricky coded