St. Andrew’s Academy Miscellaneous

[ChayChay05]

Lila smiled as Owen reassured her. He said that it didn’t matter what she wore. He just wanted her to be comfortable. This made her happy. It made her feel special and valued. She was so happy to have met Owen their freshman year. So what if they hardly knew anything about each other really.

That didn’t matter to her. For her all their interactions lead up to this point. “Good to know it doesn’t matter what I wear.” She smiled at him. He was the sweetest guy for sure. Then what he said next only confirmed that for her.

He said “I’ve got lunch covered, no need for you to worry about that. Let’s just focus on enjoying our time together,” She smiled at this. “You really are the sweetest.” She blushed at him. She got a little nervous as he moved a strand of hair out of her face. She knew the kiss was coming. Even though she wanted this kiss she was nervous. When his hand touched her neck this sent shivers down her spine. As his other hand went around her waist she smiled and blushed.

She loved the feeling of his touch. His gentle yet manly hands touching her felt so good and right to her. He looked down and bent down some. She looked up at him and leaned up some. As he leaned in she closed her eyes right before their lips met in a soft, yet tender moment. This sent butterflies to her stomach. It also felt electrifying to her. She could feel the energy coursing through her body.

It warmed her whole body up as they gently kissed. As quick as it started it had finished. It lingered in her mind. She honestly loved the kiss and wouldn’t mind doing it again. As they slowly pulled apart she smiled her biggest smile yet. Her cheeks so red with blush. “Wow.” was all she could say. She couldn’t find words to describe what just happened or how she felt about it. All she knew was that she loved it.

@Jass

[idiot.exe]

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@Kate

Chloe finished her drink and figured her next drink will be water. She and Adrian needed it so they do to get hungover the next day. Plus she figured that Adrian should probably stop or slow down as well before he says or does something he will regret. “Now? your kidding me right? First off he is with Hope and secondly do you really think confessing your feelings at a party is a good idea especially with us both drinking? There is nothing for me to lose at all, the worse would be he rejects me but I know that is a possibility so I am prepared either way.”

Chloe just raises an eyebrow at Adrian when he was trying to cover up his jealousy of his sister. “Uh huh, whatever helps you sleep at night buddy boy.” He then lowered his drink back down and forced himself to smile but she didn’t care if he forced it or not. “I get that is what your saying Adrian but i’m just saying to it shouldn’t matter, as you are good to, and as long as your having fun and doing the best that you can than that is what is important. Yeow she got her own achievement room? Well damn and what about you? Do you have an achievement room?” She looked at Adrian and stayed in silence again before speaking again. “I don’t know you or your family or your relationship but I understand that you don’t want to disappoint them, it hurts seeing them hurt and you always want to make your parents proud of you and your accomplishments, but I am sure you are the perfect child that they wanted. Everyone makes mistakes Adrian, we are human but that shouldn’t let people change especially our families thoughts and feelings change for us and as long as you try thats important. I bet you are far from failing but just keep your head up and keep doing what you are doing. They love you. I heard your mumble of it being easy for me. You want me to tell you the honest truth about that?” Chloe never really talked to anyone about if it is easy for her or not, she sometimes struggles with it, but she also knows she needs to be herself and not be someone fake just for her parents or friends.

When she mentioned about helping him with it she saw his head shake quickly so she took it as no and that he is fine. She knew some guys don’t like to accept help and by his response she could tell he did not really want to talk about it and changed the subject back to the people that were fighting. “Ok no worries, just figured I would let you know in case you ever needed any was all. I didn’t mean anything by it sorry. Interesting to know who threw it and Lorenzo mentioned him earlier when we were outside the auditorium where I asked a question about parties, and where to get drinks.”

@idiot.exe - Adrian

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Location: Leo’s party

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“So whaaat? You cheated drunk.” He shrugged. It was even better if she confessed while he was with Hope, actually. Maybe he could mention that. He glanced over at the two’s conversation, observing how it flowed. Adrian saw Hope’s smile as she rambled on. He sighed, turning his attention back to Chloe. “But whatever you want. Wouldn’t want you making another dumb mistake.”

Unfortunately Chloe saw right through his jealousy of his sister. He couldn’t do enough to hide it, especially when he couldn’t think clearly. Adrian grit his teeth behind his closed lips, concealing it as much as possible. “I don’t have an achievement room. I’m not particularly good at anything,” he let out a bitter laugh. Chloe then began to speak about his family, telling him how they must feel without even knowing the full story. He looked down, unable to meet her eyes. He could feel his blood boiling, the heat in the room rising. How she could assume so quickly? The grip on his glass tightened, but he stayed silent. She didn’t know anything. They were nothing alike, and neither were their lives. He exhaled sharply, closing his eyes as he struggled to choose the right words.

“You’re completely wrong. They don’t love me,” Adrian said quietly. He tilted his head up to face her. “But I do want to know. What’s this honest truth? Because you really don’t know anything about me.” Nobody did, truly. And he wanted to keep it that way. But deep down he knew, he wanted someone to just reach out to him.

As she mentioned that her offer for help stood, Adrian’s lips parted to speak. But he hesitated, holding his breath, letting himself go silent again. It was best to keep talking about something else, he couldn’t just ask for help. “Mhm. I actually had no idea about this party until he invited everyone today. We got anonymous texts.”

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@Kate ⁠{✧} Chloe Yang

Outfit

Yes, with the sunglasses

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[idiot.exe]

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@ChayChay05

Rodney chuckled as Roux said he sucked. He knew she was only joking. “That’s cool though. I mean learning new sports is fun. I play others outside of school. Basketball is the only school sport.” He smiled at her. While Rodney was looking around hoping Ken had showed up. He got brought back to the conversation at hand when Roux said “What are you looking around for? Found something more interesting than me already? I’m hurt,” Rodney felt bad and turned his attention back to Roux as she said the second half. “Maybe I should say someone? Eyy?” Rodney chuckled lightly. “Sorry, I was just looking for my friend I meant earlier. I haven’t seen him yet though. He is so hot. I’m actually kind of hoping to make him my boyfriend.” Rodney smiled and blushed.

@idiot.exe Roux
@Tina.G Ken

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Location: Leo’s party

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“Oh you do? Which ones?” Roux asked, tilting her head in curiosity. “For school, I kiiinda wish we could take more than one sport per season, if I’m being honest.”

Though Rodney trailed off by the effect of some distraction, it seemed Roux’s words snapped him back to the present. He responded to her teasing with a chuckle. She smiled. She was glad that he was one of the people who understood when she was joking. Many took her seriously, escalating the conversation needlessly.

When Rodney began talking about his friend, a small smirk showed on Roux’s face. A part of it because she was right, and the other to lightly tease him. “Man, I was joking but you were actually looking for your crush?” She chuckled, continuing. “You want him to be your boyfriend and you just met? You’re bold, I like that. If you happen to need help with that, I could be your wingman… Wingwoman?”

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@ChayChay05 Rodney Jones

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Without the nails and hairtie

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[ChayChay05]

Liv listened to Robin as he talked. He said “Exactly, especially since I’m not experienced. I know I like guys, that much is obvious, but I’m not sure if I’m gay or bi or if I’m just mistaken about everything I think I know. I won’t be able to know that until I try it for the first time.” Liv smiled friendly, “Well we all gotta figure out what’s fro us. Nothing wrong with not trying till you find the right person.” Liv said as they sat at the bar. Then Robin said “What are you having? Please don’t say, I’ll get the same as you because I don’t know what I’m getting and relying on you getting something so I can get the same.” Liv thought about what he said for a minute as she made two drinks. one for him and one for her. It was a fruity beverage. “Here ya go. I made it same as mine.” She said as she handed him his cup.

@LunaticLeviTheSecond

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Leo sighed as Killian said he needed to go to the doctor. “I’ll be fine mate. It’s no big thing.” He said with a wince as Killian pulled some glass out. Leo hated doctor’s all his life. Leo was thinking about everything. How could I hurt such a sweet girl like Katrina. Kendrie didn’t deserve to be used. I’m a horrible person. He was still beating himself up in his head as he winced while Killian was cleaning his wounds. His hand was swollen and looked pretty bad. “Promise me you won’t hate me please?” He said as he kept looking down at the ground.

@bpalmer Killian
@Bluecookies Katrina thought of
@Tina.G Kendrie thought of

[Kate]

Chloe rolled his eyes when Adrian says so what and she cheated drunk. “Yes I did cheat drunk but I messed up like I said, but it doesn’t mean that I want you to do something that you regret by saying or doing. But hey if ya want to keep drinking I am not stopping you”. For some reason he seemed like he was getting annoyed so she figured she will just drop it and let him do his thing.

She felt bad that he said that he doesn’t have a room and doesn’t think he is particularly good at anything. She was not sure if this is because of how he feels in his family from his parents, or sister or both. She knew that she didn’t know him or his family but she could imagine that they do love him. Chloe sometimes just hates life and family and it can stress her out at times. She wouldn’t min if it was her and only her, especially since she is upsetting people. “Yeah no shit I don’t know you anything about you Adrian. I never claimed that I did.” . She took a deep breath trying to relax herself so she doesn’t ruin anything else or make him more upset. “Look I am sorry if I made it seem like I know you or your life, I don’t but in a way we do share the fact that our parents want us to be the perfect children and that it can be hard and stressful, and that no matter how well we do it is never enough. The honest truth is, I had a hard time with disappointing my parents. When it first happened I felt so guilty and cried a lot. Seeing how proud they were of my sisters it hurt and at times still does. Did it get easier the more I did it yes, but there are still times that I regret giving up. I’m not here just because my parents sent me her to I guess get away from the bad influences or whatever but I am here to prove to my family that I am still the same old me. I am planning on getting straight A’s and actually trying again. Now does that mean that I won’t go to parties if they are thrown heck o I am still going to have my fun but I am also going to prove to my parents that I am still the same child they raised and that i’m the good student.”

She stayed quiet for a moment before speaking. “True we did get a text about it. I wonder why whoever is throwing these wants to be anonymous? Maybe so in case it gets to the faculty or whatever they won’t get in any trouble.”

@idiot.exe - Adrian

[bpalmer]

Brex knew he had already become fast friends with Jasper and that honestly he would be there to support Jasper in anyway because Jasper was just such a good guy. It just was all so simple with him. Talking was easy, opening up was easy, it just felt like they were so deeply intertwined that it felt so natural to just have Jasper around and that was such a surprise since they had just met. Brex smiled when Jasper told him that he would be his tour guide for Australia. He was already thinking about how that would be such a fun trip. Probably a good majority of break but it would be such a good time. “I would love to let you show me around anytime.” Brex told Jasper and he made it really clear that he actually meant it.

Brex didnt mind a bit of a stubborn challenge when teaching and even if Jasper was stubborn and a pain in this hypothetical situation where Brex taught him, Brex was certain he really didnt mind. Brex nearly melted with relief and happiness when he heard Jasper tell him that his addiction didnt define him and that Jasper was proud that he was doing better. No one had ever told him that. Even his father had repeatedly blamed him and told him that better was not good enough. It felt so comforting to know that someone had that level of care for him and they had only just met. Brex found himself leaning into Jasper’s hand on his shoulder a little more than he should have. “Thank you for not letting that define how you see me.” Brex was trying not to cry about how touching this small act was for him. “And yeah meeting you is a pretty grade A silver lining Jasper.”

“Yeah bluegrass and its not bad I dont mind the folksy stuff just not my go to.” Brex chuckled and then hummed a little of one of the bluegrass tunes he remembered. “You honestly just let me know when you want to and we can visit. Gran doesnt get many visitors and she adores me so she would be really happy.” Brex honestly thought that a great way to spend one of their long breaks either summer or winter would be a week or so in Australia with Jasper showing him all kinds of things and a week or so with his gran and Jasper.

They got along swimmingly as they warmed up it was if they could read each other. They were both so in sink with the other that they easily could have been mistaken for playing together for years. Every single note they played fell together beautifully with what came from the other. After a while though it was time to pack up and head out. “Jasper we need to do this again this was one of the best jam sections i have ever had. We should also hang out outside of the music room sometime.”

@Jass sorry for the little bit of god moding at the end had to wrap this up so we could move the party conversation over here. I think it is your reply on that but I could me wrong

[bpalmer]

“You can say that now but broken hands are no joke especially for you. You are here on a sports scholarship you dont want to loose that.” Killian finished pulling the glass out and started to bandage the bleeding parts of his hand. “I know you hate doctors but you still want to be able to use your hand properly right? Just dont let it heal wrong you will regret it.” he sighed started to clean up the first aid mess. Killian could tell Leo was still being supper tough on himself and Killian just moved a little closer. “I promise I wont hate you. I might be annoyed depending on what you are about to tell me but I wont ever hate you.” Killian had to fight the urge to add because I love you at the end of that sentence. He honestly wondered what Leo had done that was so bad though that he thought that Killian would hate him.
@ChayChay05

[ChayChay05]

Leo just sat there in silence for what seemed like forever. He was still scared to tell Killian what happened. He still didn’t make eye contact with Killian. He sighed. He wanted to tell him but he was so nervous that Killian would be mad or angry with him or even hate him even though he promised Leo he wouldn’t. Leo still didn’t look up as he started to speak. His trouble eyes started to weep. “Well…. You remember Katrina right?” Leo asked as his mind started racing. You fucked up You messed up big time idiot. How could you be so stupid. How could you do something so low.

As Killian responded with yes it snapped Leo out of his thoughts. “Well… I had walked away when y’all were talking in those weird languages. I got confused and was lost at the conversation to be honest. So I went to the dance floor.” He sighed as he thought about the moments from the party. He continued To talk. “Well there was this girl named Kendrie. Her and I started dancing. Then she asked if she could kiss me.” He said as he remember every detail. He wasn’t at the bad part yet. He took a deep breath before continuing again. “So I picked her up and kissed her. Then somehow we ended up in a bedroom upstairs. We were kissing and one thing led to another. We were in the middle of…. Ya know…. Then Katrina walked in.”

He hung his head lower in shame and guilt. He debated on weather or not to tell Killian this last part. The last part was the worst part to him. He took a deep breath again. He could feel the anger building up inside himself again. He didn’t know what to do. He didn’t know what he could punch. He didn’t care that his hand was already probably broken. He took a few deep breaths trying to calm down. He then finished the story. “Then Katrina walked out the room. I threw on my pants; I think my shirt is still upstairs in the bedroom to be honest; I followed Katrina downstairs. Once we were down there she stopped when I called her name. She asked me what did I want. So then in my anger of her walking away from me and my anger at myself for being the whole situation. Well I then yelled at her that I only dated her for a bet.”

He was crying hard by this time. He had to finish the story though. He had to tell Killian everything. He knew he wouldn’t remember in the morning. He was just kind of hoping Killian wouldn’t remind him of everything the next time he drank. He sighed “So then I drank a lot more. I left the party because I could feel people looking at me, judging me. Thinking I was a right ass. So I was walking around and I started thinking about everything. I then started hating myself and being anger at myself for everything. I had to pee so I went into the bathroom and after peeing I looked in the mirror and I was disgusted with myself. So I punched it really hard and broke the mirror. Well I broke both the mirrors.”

He told him as he finished the story. He was a crying mess. He just sat there crying and feeling like crap. Then what Brex said popped into his head “You look at him like you would do anything for him” All Leo could think about now was his feelings for Killian. He couldn’t escape the fact that he was in fact in love with Killian. How could this be.

@bpalmer Killian
@idiot.exe (I know you wanted to know what happened)
@Kate @Bluecookies @Jass @LunaticLeviTheSecond @Tina.G @Ouijaloveletters (So y’all know what happened)

[LunaticLeviTheSecond]

Robin was happy to not have to choose what to drink, but this girl who he just met a minute ago gave him a mixed drink with … who knows what in it. So of course he was skeptical. Of course, it’s not becuase she made it and she’s a stranger, but it was because she didn’t tell him what she put in the drink. He wanted to rely on his sense of smell to figure out what was in there, but you can never fully trust your senses. “Nice going, I wouldn’t be able to mix up a drink like this withouth knowing the correct percentages … So how come you know the exact percentages for this drink?” He felt asking her ‘What is in this drink’ might get across as rude, so he found another way to pose it.

@ChayChay05 - Liv

[idiot.exe]

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Location: Leo’s party

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Adrian was about to reach for another drink, before Chloe mentioned him drinking. It wasn’t related to what he said. Had she noticed? Adrian paused for a moment, looking down at the empty glass in his hand. He wanted to recall how many drinks he’d had, but he hadn’t been keeping count. Was it three, four, or maybe even seven? He felt a small weight on his chest as the realization dawned on him. He put the empty glass down on the table, sighing. Adrian had criticized Chloe the entire time for her actions when drunk, forgetting the fact that he could barely think. He could only reply, “Okay, fine, I see your point. Don’t speak to him while drunk.”

Chloe then confirmed she knew nothing about him. As she took a deep breath to compose herself, Adrian felt the tension in the air grow. He slowly breathed in. Had he let his anger and annoyance show so clearly? He couldn’t believe he’d let himself lose control of his emotions in his current state.

“Yes, we do have that in common. But you still don’t understand, I…” he paused, clenching his fists by his body, out of her sight. He steadied his voice a little, making sure he doesn’t yell. “At least you could meet their expectations at one point. I mean, you’re a straight A student and you’re complaining? And I get it, you disappointed them and it’s hard. But…” A part of him wanted to just shut his mouth and not share any more than he should. But he’d been holding everything in for so long, for so many years. “But you can try again so easily. It’s not even a problem for you to study so hard, you just value your freedom more. You can’t say we’re anything alike, we’re not. You should just…” He could feel all his bottled up feelings flooding over him, as if his body could no longer hold everything in. His heart rate went through the roof. “You should try being in my shoes for once. I was always just some failure. I tried, trust me. I’m just not good at anything. I wish I could be like you, I’m sick of everyone being better than me…” He let out a shaky exhale, looking down at the floor.

Adrian could barely register what she said about Leo and the party, feeling his heartbeat in his ears. He just wanted to know how she’d react to everything he said. Nobody knew that part about him, he’d tried so hard to appear competent. To give off the illusion that nothing was wrong. Even to Hope, who was already aware of his struggles, he had to look as if he just didn’t care enough to try.

The fact that he opened up to some stranger…

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@Kate ⁠{✧} Chloe Yang

Outfit

Yes, with the sunglasses

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[Kate]

Chloe watched Adrian think and out down his bottle and then he told Chloe that he sees his point and don’t speak to Lorenzo when she is drunk. Luckily for her she wasn’t drunk but she would have felt awkward having this conversation at a party and especially in front of Hope and Adrian. She felt like she was making Adrian upset or mad a little, sometimes Chloe is not good at talking or says the wrong things but she knew she can stop it from making him or her more upset. “It probably sounds dumb saying that but, i just feel like it would be a conversation more sober. I am not drunk or anything but it just seems like it’s better to do when no one is drinking. Plus I messed up once drink what if I ruin it more?”

She heard him explain how yes they have things in common but she doesn’t understand that he is a failure no matter how hard he tries and for Chloe it is to try again. She knows that everyone has a family dynamic and maybe it will be easy for her to just pick up where she left off when she did try but she wasn’t sure. Yes she was going to try her best and show her parents but she truthfully feels like they don’t trust or believe her ever again. She damaged her reputation with them. There were things that she hasn’t said and she was not going to but when she did live at home her parents did call her a disappointment many times, and that if she does not shape up and o back to her perfect ways then they will disown her and kick her out of the house. They were only going to give her a semester to maybe the end of this year to prove to them that there is potential. When she cheated on Lorenzo they kept putting her down and made her feel bad about what she did when she already felt bad. Her sisters used to call her a names to which didn’t help. They used to be so close and now she wants to try to improve the relationship again but who knows if it will.

“I never said that I understood you I just said I know how it feels was all and that it is hard. I’m not a straight A student anymore I am a C student mainly now. I have a Chinese dad and a Vietnamese mom so school is very important, and anything less than an A is a big no no to them, so you can only imagine how they reacted and feel with me. Honestly if I could try to be in your shoes I would and I never said we were anything alike Adrian. You really don’t want to be like me trust me there is more to and i’m far from perfect. I am defiantly not better than you, not by a long shot.”

@idiot.exe - Adrian

[ChayChay05]

Roux asked Rodney what sports he played. "Well I play baseball, soccer and of course basketball. He smiled as she said “For school, I kiiinda wish we could take more than one sport per season, if I’m being honest.” He thought for a moment then said “I know people who play more than one sport. So why can’t you?” He asked curious why she thought she could only play one for school.

Roux then said *“Man, I was joking but you were actually looking for your crush? You want him to be your boyfriend and you just met? You’re bold, I like that. If you happen to need help with that, I could be your wingman… Wingwoman?” Rodney thought for a moment before speaking. He blushed a little when she called him out for looking for his crush. “Yess. I was looking for my crush. I’m not sure yet if we are ready to be boyfriends, but I definitely want to get to know him better and see where it goes.”

@idiot.exe

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As Liv handed Robin the drink she smiled. She then listened to him speak. She giggled when she heard his question. He asked “Nice going, I wouldn’t be able to mix up a drink like this withouth knowing the correct percentages … So how come you know the exact percentages for this drink?” She thought for a minute. “Well it’s my favorite drink. So I wanted to learn how to make it and make it good. So I looked up online how much of everything to put in. It a 1:2 ratio of pineapple-orange juice and malibu rum and then a splash of grenadine.” She smiles at him.

@LunaticLeviTheSecond

[LunaticLeviTheSecond]

Robin drank beer before, and prinaple and orange juice wasn’t much of a problem either, but he’s never had grenadine before nor rum. Since he’s had alcohol before, like wine and beer, he knows it’s unlikely he’d have a bad reaction to rum now, but then again, when was a phobia a rational fear of things? He checked his pocket for the syringe and it was there, which gave him peace. Just to be ure he googled the severity of alcohol allergy and calmed himself down when the results said it was unlikely. He took a small sip of the drink, gripping on to his epi-pen, waiting for something to go wrong, when finally, it didn’t.
Sighing with relief he drank a bit more, and smiled back. Not knowing what to say, he asked her “Tell me Liv, because this experience is different for everybody … How and when did you realize you liked girls?”

@ChayChay05 - Liv

[idiot.exe]

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Location: Leo’s party

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Adrian looked at the glass in her hand, before glancing up at her with a brow raised. “You’re not drunk?” When she expressed her worries about messing up again, Adrian remained silent. He tightened his lips, shrugging. It was better not to say anything.

Chloe began speaking about her experiences with her family, their demands and being unable to meet them. But he simply couldn’t see her perspective. In his eyes, she was plain wrong. “I don’t think it matters what nationality your parents are. Mine are just as demanding.” Though he couldn’t share the reason why, it would break their trust. As tired as he was of their high standards, he knew it wouldn’t do him any good to stoop so low and go against the people who raised him. “Trust me, I’d love to be in your shoes. None of what you’re saying sounds hard, you’re just ungrateful.” He could feel his jealousy slowly taking control, as if it’s poisoning his mind and affecting everything he said. “You let them down because you don’t understand the importance of their rules. I let them down because I could never reach the stardard you easily gave up. I’m. Not. Good. Enough.” His heart was pounding, as if it was about to break out of his chest. He clenched his fists, digging his nails into his palms. Using every bit of willpower left, he kept his voice calm. He couldn’t yell, show any hesitation or let his voice tremble. “So you’re right, you don’t understand. And no, you don’t know how it feels. Nobody does and they never will.”

He exhaled. Though his head was beginning to spin, he felt a small feeling of relief at having said everything. He slowly relaxed his hands, but his body remained tense.

“I’m sorry your life is terrible, or something. But it’s not. You wouldn’t last a day living like me.”

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@Kate ⁠{✧} Chloe Yang you have full permission to punch him

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Yes, with the sunglasses

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[ChayChay05]

Liv only ever told the story to one person. So she wasn’t gonna go into all the details. She would just say the short story with no details. “Well I had a bad experience with a guy. I was 12. Well I knew I was different before that, but that’s when I know for sure that I only liked girls.” She smiled as she drank her drink.

@LunaticLeviTheSecond

[Kate]

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Chloe nodded her head when Adrian asked you’re not drunk which she was not sure why he seemed surprised. She drank a little less than him but not that much. The only difference is that she was kind of pacing herself while it seemed like he drank at a faster pace trying to forget about something. “No I am not, at least not yet but there is still time.” . Chloe was not sure how it started to go from a decent conversation to now bad and angry.

“Oh you would be surprised there Adrian, you can even ask Lorenzo how my parents are and he can tell you.” She then looked down at the ground and shot her head up when he said that she was being ungrateful and thought did he really just say that? he has no idea what my life is like. She could not believe what she is hearing right now. I mean yes it was her choice to not try as hard in school and be more free but it was not because she was ungrateful, she felt like she was a prisoner in her own body and house. Even when she was there perfect child she still always felt like an outcast and she never belonged, she just doesn’t let people see her vulnerable side that much they only what she wants them to see, heck not even Lorenzo knows. Yes they are a close family but at the same time it could be toxic. Once he made the last statement of how she doesn’t understand and no one will and that he was being sarcastic about her life.

Her hand was shaking from anger and annoyance and she saw a glass of something and decided to throw it at him and then she slapped him hard across the face. Maybe it was too much but she was mad and did not want to tell that part but she felt like she has to

“Riiighhht, your right I will never understand you or how you feel. How hard it is to feel pressured by your parents, feel outcasted, and when they notice you it is always because you didn’t do something that they like or you didn’t reach there expectations. There is more to the story of my life just like yours that I am not sharing. You want to know my life huh? Ok here is my perfect and easy life, ever since I was a little girl they belittled me, calling me names, comparing me to my sisters even if we got the same grade they made me feel like crap and called me dumb and have actually called me a disappointment many times even if I did what they expected. I was invisible to them my whole life, If I received a higher grade than my sisters on a test they would just say how amazing my sisters good and how proud they are of them. When I reminded them what I got they just gave me this look of sympathy but not because they felt bad that they ignored me but because it was not good enough and that I needed to do better. Heck they even yelled at me and said out of all my sisters I am going to achieve nothing in life and how I belong on the streets and that I needed to do better. My dad kicked me out of the house for a few days because of my bad grade even though it was better than my sisters. Like you they called me ungrateful to even though I did EVERYTHING they expected of us and got the grades they wanted. Nothing I did even doing everything they asked was good enough. I dealt with this all my life. So did I let my grades drop and do my own thing yes but that is because even when I did everything and went above there expectations it was never enough and I was just a disappointment and won’t succeed in anything. My little sisters even started to make my life hell and told me everyday i’m a disappointment and that they are better than me before as you say gave up. Worst of all Adrian they hit me hard a lot of times when I did nothing wrong. I did exactly what they expected and above and all I got was a look of disappointment, belittled and essentially emotionally and verbally abused not only by my parents but my little sisters when I was the perfect child. So yes I changed because no matter how good or perfect I was it was never enough and I was tired of feeling like crap so I decided to stop trying since it was no use anyways.”

@idiot.exe - Adrian

[LunaticLeviTheSecond]

“Oh…” He said softly, realizing what she meant and letting her know it with that little oh, but also letting her know how sorry he feels for her withouth saying it which would maybe make her sad or remember it. He had many questions about it. Was the guy caught? Did you sue? and You were 12 but how old was he? But he couldn’t ask them out loud and make her remember such a painful memory for the sake of his curiosity. Plus the age doesn’t matter, no matter how old that boy or man knows what he was doing and should be prosecuted for it. He had a sip and tried to change the subject, knowing she said enough and he shouldn’t pry anymore to it. "This drink is delicious, I never knew cocktails would be so delicious. Would you mind telling me the recipie?

@ChayChay05 - Liv

[ChayChay05]

Liv smiled at the guy. She knew he had questions, but now was not the time for her to answer them. Maybe when she hasn’t been drinking. He then said “This drink is delicious, I never knew cocktails would be so delicious. Would you mind telling me the recipe?” Liv smiled and replied "Sure thing.’ She giggled because before she handed him the drink she told him what was in it and how much. “It’s a two to one ratio. two parts of pineapple orange juice to one part of the malibu. Then a splash of grenadine. over the ice.” She smiled at him as they drank. “It’s called sex on the beach. It’s actually my favorite drink because it’s so fruity and a pinkish orange color.”

@LunaticLeviTheSecond

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LEO & Killian first met and kissed

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Leo had gotten a football scholarship to St. Andrew’s Academy. He was excited to go to a new school. He was also excited to get away from his step dad since they didn’t get along well. He got to the states and they drove him from the airport over to the school. He got there and looked at his map and paper that said his dorm number. He sighed. This was a big school. He knew though that it wouldn’t take him long to find friends and become popular. He found his way to his dorm. He unlocked the door and went in. His roommate wasn’t there yet. He was so excited to meet him though. He started unpacking his stuff after he picked the side of the room further from the bathroom.

@bpalmer Killian
@Tina.G Since you wanted to read

[bpalmer]

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Leo & Killian first met and kissed

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Killian had managed to get himself an art scholarship to St. Andrew’s Academy without it his mother never would have agreed to let him go. Money had been tight with his medical bills and his father leaving and everything else that had happened after. He was really excited to go to this school. Honestly after finding out about this school it had become the school of his dreams. He was ready for a new start and a chance to spread his wings and try independence like a normal kid. He had gotten to the states with his mom who had insisted on coming with to at least drop him off at the school and make sure he had settled in. The two of them found his room easily and went in to check it out before getting Killians bags and boxes from the car. When they came back someone else was in the room it was presumably his roommate. Killian was nervous about making friends but he was more than willing to try and see where things went. Killian softly waved to the boy after setting his bags on the unclaimed bed. “Hey.” He said softly."
@ChayChay05
@Tina.G ill keep you in the loop

[ChayChay05]

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Leo & Killian First Met and kissed

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Leo was unpacking his bags. He heard a soft “Hey.” He turned around to see a guy in a wheelchair and a woman he could only assume was the dude’s mom. He smiled at them. “Hey, I’m Leopold, but everyone calls me Leo. Which is all I want people here to know me as here.” He chuckled as he reached his hand out to shake the dude’s hand. The dude looked nervous but excited. That was the same way Leo had felt to be honest. He smiled than waved at the lady.

@bpalmer Killian
@Tina.G (So you can stay in the loop) lol