~~ Aurelia X Harrison - Dance 1 ~~
Dread.
Why did it grip her body the instant her words had been uttered? It felt as if she had taken a misstep, yet she could not discern where she had erred. At least, she did not believe she had. Her words were logical, necessary even. She was dealing with a stranger, a man who spoke to her with undue familiarity that bordered on impropriety. She had simply spoken the truth… and yet, it was those very words that weighted heavily upon her.
Before she even noticed the man in front of her faltering, she felt herself waver. Her heart raced and ached, but the cause remained a mystery in her mind. Her head, on the other hand, resumed its pounding rhythm, the throbbing she had felt earlier returning with a vengeance. However, she pushed these sensations aside - as her doctor had taught her over the past few months. “With time, the pain shall numb, the frequency shall lessen, and I shall be myself again,” Aure reminded herself. “Myself,” she mused, what a delightful thought. Perhaps that former self would comprehend this perplexing situation. Perhaps that former self would be better suited to handle it as well… but for now, all Aure had was herself. No one could be allowed grasp the extent of her altered memory… or so her mother insisted. Suffice it to say, that extent was… far too great.
Aure stilled, noting that the gentleman before her had likewise halted his steps. Thus, they remained, statuesque amidst the ongoing dance. Then, her ears were graced with the sound of his voice—a voice now laced with cruelty, a stark contrast to the manner in which he had first spoken to her. These words bore a venomous spite, a venom that seemed to match the intense loathing that now emanated from his gaze. Something about that look pierced her to the core, yet she could not quite discern its source.
Why had he labeled her an actress? Was it due to her performance during this dance? In truth, this entire confrontation was a charade. After all, Aurelia Juliet Ellis was forbidden to utter a single word, let alone share the floor with this gentleman. And he must have been aware of this fact. She would have followed that rule as well if it was not for his… request to dance with her. Moreover, Aure harbored no delusions of her own superiority over anyone. What ailed the man before her, and why, by the heavens, did her head persist in its relentless throbbing, further clouding her already muddled thoughts?
Whether she wanted to utter a word or not in response to his ramblings - Aurelia would not have had the opportunity for he continued unabated, now mentioning parental loss. What in the heavens was he discussing? And why was he vest his frustrations regarding rank on her? All Aurelia had done was return from her respite, and she was already navigating shark infested waters - something she didn’t not want nor need. “I don’t appreciate your…”
Aure’s words remained unspoken, shortened by the man’s swift departure. Bewilderment washed over her, leaving her but a solitary figure adrift on the dance floor. Before she could even contemplate the implications of her solitude, he returned, his features still harboring the same spite that had clouded it moments earlier. His spiteful words echoed her earlier declaration of avoidance. Yet, however discomforted she had been when those words had parted from her own lips, the discomfort was now amplified, hearing them from his.
For a fleeting moment, she maintained silence, her body instinctively following the dance’s choreography. Her first impulse was to offer an apology, though she struggled to pinpoint any reason for such contrition. Was she at fault, truly? However, the way he gazed upon her now, it pierced her deep within. Perhaps, in this instance, agreement was the wisest course of action. They had evidently reached a conclusion: neither sought an encore of this dance, nor a reprise of this conversation. If that was indeed their shared sentiment, then Aurelia could redirect her focus to the true purpose of her season—the fulfillment of her duty.
“I am… pleased, Lord Harrison, that we find ourselves in accord. Perhaps it is the wisest course of action… considering your words and the manner in which you regard me at present,” Aurelia replied, her tone measured and her gaze steady, even as her heart still raced from their peculiar exchange. And with that; she remained silent - avoiding his eyes as, for some reason, it pained her far too much to look in them.
Fortunately, the dance was drawing to a close, and with its conclusion, the commencement of their newfound “promise” would unfold.
@Kristi - Harrison leaves her in the next post? (I was thinking he almost leaves without saying another word? But just wanted you to be able to do it yourself so I can react to it)